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No Hate Left
« on: May 15, 2010, 08:17:07 pm »
I just don't care anymore. I don't mean that in the usual sense of "don't care", poorly using it to hide the depth of my care. No, I just don't give a shit. I bitch out of a sense of duty, not out of any real issue with my life.

Broke my finger? Yeah, okay. Got holed up with a cult for a month? Wake me up tomorrow. My family hates me? Old news. You could probably tell me I was being hunted down by a hitman and I'd either half-heartedly try to run and hide before getting bored 15 minutes later, or I'd hit you in the face for interrupting me while I'm sleeping or eating or doing something else relatively unimportant.

I got contacted by a former girlfriend today, asking me to be accomplice to a murder. I acted outraged on IRC but it was really just all "whatever" and "oh okay" and maybe even "that's nice". Turns out she was lying, she just wanted a place to stay. Can't help you there, young lady. Byebye. After some arguing with myself about it engendered by a sense of moral obligation to help, of course.

I've been trying to write a rant, but I can't get the hate flowing anymore. When I get "pissed" it's closer to "I am irritated and I want you to know I'm irritated, but it's really all okay because I don't care a whole lot." Any attempt to write a rant on my life since going to jail would read drier than the ashes of sawdust. No laughs, no mittens. Not even any rantiness. It'd just explain what happened, in the sort of voice reserved for a thesis.

I posted this here, too, out of a sense of duty. I felt sort of bad about promising a rant and then not delivering, so this is it. I don't know if the juices will ever flow again, but I sure hope. The WOMPs are still forthcoming, however, I assure you that much.

That is all.

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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #1 on: May 15, 2010, 08:22:58 pm »
I have the opposite problem.  All I have left is hate.

Went down to the Maze District last night, wandered around looking for trouble.  Invited The City to eat me up.  Instead, it spat me back out, and here I am, cooking in the sun and waiting for the night to come around, so I can give The City another crack at me.

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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #2 on: May 15, 2010, 09:45:28 pm »
Hmm.  Sounds like chronic depression.  Might want to get that looked at.

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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #3 on: May 15, 2010, 10:56:19 pm »
Hmm.  Sounds like chronic depression.  Might want to get that looked at.

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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #4 on: May 15, 2010, 11:02:24 pm »
When you're tired and struggling just to survive, hate is a luxury.
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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #5 on: May 19, 2010, 02:17:50 am »
I'm sorry to hear that your rage and hate has yet to flow again. I have the problem of people just making me hate them even more. I hate people with such a passion that most therapists would say I'm dangerously unstable, but then I'd have to stomp their throats in.  :wink:
   I mean it, I really would have to stomp their throats in, cause therapists make me even more rageful after hearing Dr. Oz, or whatever that guy's name that hangs out with Oprah, spewing shit from his mouth.
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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #6 on: May 19, 2010, 12:34:50 pm »
Perhaps I can't make you hate again, but I might be able to make you laugh.


George Alan Rekers.  You may or may not know this guy.  But you probably know what he's done:

-Founded the Family Research Council, an evangelical lobby for douchebaggery.
-Ran NARTH, the National Association for Research & Therapy of Homosexuality, which claims it can "cure" homosexuality.
-Opposes gay marriage and adoption.
-Created the "American College of Pediatricians" (as opposed to the actual American Academy of Pediatrics) to distribute anti-gay propaganda to children.

Ok, total asshole fuckhead who has destroyed people's lives, right?

Well, on May 4, it was revealed he had just returned from a 10 day vacation in Europe with "Lucien", a 20-year-old he found on RENTBOY.COM, a gay escort service.  Among the information about Lucien available on the rentboy.com website is that he has a "gorgeous uncut eight-inch cock."




Rekers' excuse?  Lucien was there to "lift his luggage".  With his cock, apparently.
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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #7 on: May 19, 2010, 12:52:37 pm »
"I just happened to have my mouth open, and then he tripped, and then I accidentally the whole thing."
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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #8 on: May 19, 2010, 10:13:51 pm »
Delicious hypocracy ITT! 

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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #9 on: May 20, 2010, 12:53:13 am »
No hate left? That sounds about as possible as left-over crack.
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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #10 on: May 20, 2010, 03:23:39 pm »
When you're tired and struggling just to survive, hate is a luxury.

You know though Nigel, when you are tired and struggling, it's usually the only luxury many can afford. 

I'm like Dok, the only energy I have anymore is fueled by hate and anger.  I'm just so damned tired.  Only thing to get me going is a good rage. 

Which in truth isn't a whole hell of a lot different from the problem the OP has huh?

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Re: No Hate Left
« Reply #11 on: May 20, 2010, 05:35:26 pm »
Perhaps I can't make you hate again, but I might be able to make you laugh.


George Alan Rekers.  You may or may not know this guy.  But you probably know what he's done:

-Founded the Family Research Council, an evangelical lobby for douchebaggery.
-Ran NARTH, the National Association for Research & Therapy of Homosexuality, which claims it can "cure" homosexuality.
-Opposes gay marriage and adoption.
-Created the "American College of Pediatricians" (as opposed to the actual American Academy of Pediatrics) to distribute anti-gay propaganda to children.

Ok, total asshole fuckhead who has destroyed people's lives, right?

Well, on May 4, it was revealed he had just returned from a 10 day vacation in Europe with "Lucien", a 20-year-old he found on RENTBOY.COM, a gay escort service.  Among the information about Lucien available on the rentboy.com website is that he has a "gorgeous uncut eight-inch cock."




Rekers' excuse?  Lucien was there to "lift his luggage".  With his cock, apparently.

I'm starting to suspect that these gaycations are more the norm for outspoken antigays than they are the exception...

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