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If I seem a little non-talkative...
« on: January 25, 2012, 09:25:36 pm »
...I'm having a very bad month, head-wise.

I am making a very strong effort to not treat you all like a pack of plotting hyenas, though.  So that's something.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #1 on: January 25, 2012, 09:27:20 pm »
... And it's not even February yet. Shit.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #2 on: January 25, 2012, 09:32:25 pm »
... And it's not even February yet. Shit.

Close enough.  The difference between now and a couple of years back is that the severity is much lower, and I know it's happening.

Example:  I know Enabler isn't really poisoning my food.  I still have to force myself to take the first bite.

Difference is, now I CAN force myself.

I'm not posting much, because my default position is that everything everyone says is a sly insult of some kind, and that I'm being ignored or shunned.  I know this isn't the case, but it's hard to shake that feeling.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #3 on: January 25, 2012, 09:32:50 pm »
Sorry to hear that, Roger.

I'm totally a plotting hyena, though.  Not against you, but yeah, always plotting, always with the sinister laugh.

Oh, and my matriarch has a vestigial penis.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #4 on: January 25, 2012, 09:34:18 pm »
Sorry to hear that, Roger.

Worse things happen to people every day.

Oh, and my matriarch has a vestigial penis.

Mine has a full-out hard on.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #5 on: January 25, 2012, 09:39:40 pm »
It's good that you're aware of the patterned thinking, and doing what you can to combat it. Take care of yourself.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #6 on: January 25, 2012, 09:40:51 pm »
It's good that you're aware of the patterned thinking, and doing what you can to combat it. Take care of yourself.

Oh, no problem there.  I'm in RICHTER MODE.

This involves watching everyone around me like a hawk, in case they lunge at me suddenly.  This doesn't work on Richter, mind you.  He's already moving, and it's too late.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #7 on: January 25, 2012, 09:44:11 pm »
Hang in.
For what it's worth, if I ever decide to enact your demise you will have warning so we can build huge fucking horrormechs and duke it out in the desert with proper film coverage.

Sorry to hear that, Roger.

I'm totally a plotting hyena, though.  Not against you, but yeah, always plotting, always with the sinister laugh.

Oh, and my matriarch has a vestigial penis.

We're still on for carrion and cackling at lost caravan travelers tomorrow, right?
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #8 on: January 25, 2012, 09:44:18 pm »
Aw Rog, sorry to hear your head's buzzing. You kick ass and I hope you feel better soon.

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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #9 on: January 25, 2012, 09:46:37 pm »
Hang in.
For what it's worth, if I ever decide to enact your demise you will have warning so we can build huge fucking horrormechs and duke it out in the desert with proper film coverage.

"Don't fire until you see the whites of their headlights", Richter said while hoisting an RPG7 onto his shoulder, "I mean, we have plenty of ammo, but it's not sporting."

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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #10 on: January 25, 2012, 09:47:08 pm »
Aw Rog, sorry to hear your head's buzzing. You kick ass and I hope you feel better soon.

Thanks.  This gets milder and less frequent as time goes on, but this particular one's a bugger.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #11 on: January 25, 2012, 09:56:20 pm »
And while you're worried everyone's plotting, I'm sitting here, worried that I come of as offensive, obnoxious and stupid to everyone I meet.

I feel ya, dog.

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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #12 on: January 25, 2012, 09:57:46 pm »
And while you're worried everyone's plotting, I'm sitting here, worried that I come of as offensive, obnoxious and stupid to everyone I meet.

I feel ya, dog.

You are obnoxious, though not offensive or stupid.

Thing is, 99% of the people I know that are worth knowing are obnoxious.  I know I am.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #13 on: January 25, 2012, 09:59:54 pm »
EoC, I'm so sorry to hear about your matriarch's penis.
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Re: If I seem a little non-talkative...
« Reply #14 on: January 25, 2012, 10:03:27 pm »
Roger, feel free to hit me up on PM's if you need to talk it out. I remember the paranoia I was in a couple years ago. Its not a good place. Imma second what Eve said about recognising the pattern, it's half the battle.