Author Topic: Return  (Read 311 times)

Planeswalker

  • Deliciously
  • Outlandish
  • ***
  • Posts: 5466
    • View Profile
Return
« on: August 05, 2017, 11:58:13 am »
... i do not know if this is the right subforum, please move me around if needed ...

maybe some of you remember me. it was a long and crazy ride across this flying rock, years passed, countries came and went, but i remember you, i remember how you set the path, for me to become whatever this strange creature is now, aproaching the thirty and four. how i found a path that doesn't involve depression and perpetual trauma, self-deceipt and inflated ego. how i found a way for my own absurdity and probably madness to brighten nights and create meaning in the meaningless. (and yet, i continue to struggle with these things, i guess it won't be fun without it, but i learnt how to struggle better, partially thanks to you folks so just take the damn compliment and let's move on)

so a late thank you to all of you, fond memories of vikings invading, of many a stick being thrown in wheels, mine or yours, just to find that quick stop to rethink it all. thank you. for whatever you did to my brain ten years ago.
so i went criss-cross this continent, living up north, trying to do the goddess' work, yet i am again stuck in the shrapnel sorting, ... maybe that is why i return? at least i found my passion when it comes to making ends meet. never again the cubicle, it's gonna be molten metal every day any day until i expire. you can take the tig torch from my cold dead hands, or preferably bury me with the machine and call it a day. just dont forget to plant all the catnip instead of flowers on my grave.

anyhow, i digress again and it will take me a few days to read up on what's happened / happening. back to lurking as per usual, dont mind the wyrd man. i bring old writings that i may need to be polished up a bit, you know.... contemplate 2 hours whether or not to put a comma there. or just scrap the whole thing to make something new cause it's old and stupid thinking.

special shoutout to cramulus. i silently read your tumblings for ... all these years.
and i made it a point to distribute the "classics" as i remember them to everyone i met along the path that exhibited bouts of free thinking. so while i was gone, you were never in this life.


 :lulz: fav smiley of all times. i gotta go laugh at myselves for a moment here. feeling this weird fuzzy thing like coming home after a long journey.
make of this what you want. i know you will.


until very soon. i have reading to do.



in anima, libertas - in omnibus, amor et hilaritas
~eksk˙/planeswalker
☲ ☴ ☵ ☷
Life's like Pacman: various permutations of up, down, left & right while you keep eating dot after dot after dot on your search for the next fruit - so that, for once, you can chase those pesky ghosts which haunt you all the time.

LMNO

  • Lubricated and Rabid Lungfish of Impending Sexdoom™
  • Deserved It
  • ****
  • Posts: 87066
  • Internet Fuckweasel of Haunted Pork Dimensions.
    • View Profile
    • Earfatigue Productions: When it has to sound like you give a shit.
Re: Return
« Reply #1 on: August 05, 2017, 05:10:59 pm »
Welcome back!

Cain

  • Alea iacta est
  • Chekha
  • Deserved It
  • ****
  • Posts: 104993
    • View Profile
Re: Return
« Reply #2 on: August 05, 2017, 08:49:28 pm »
Molten metal does sound fun....

Vanadium Gryllz

  • Outlandish
  • ***
  • Posts: 4450
    • View Profile
Re: Return
« Reply #3 on: August 06, 2017, 02:50:42 pm »
Glad you're back! Sounds like you've had a helluva trip.
"I was fine until my skin came off.  I'm never going to South Attelboro again."

Cramulus

  • Deserved It
  • ****
  • Posts: 130574
    • View Profile
    • Cramul.us
Re: Return
« Reply #4 on: August 08, 2017, 09:20:40 pm »
Hey there planeswalker!


thanks for the shoutoutz  :banana: