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Title: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 13, 2010, 07:29:49 PM
The Fear™ has a different face for everyone, but it is unmistakeable when it hits you. Something starts to creep in around the edges of your Trip, then takes it over, hits you like a steamroller, and leaves you in a place where everything is decaying, and the air has a different, greasy feel to it.

There is a lingering, all pervading smell, a little like an electrical fire, but as familiar as your own sweat. It instills a nagging feeling of extremely close danger, but never quite close enough to give you anything to work with. The quality of the light is all fucked up, the colours seem to be very flat, and thin, except for the blues, which seem to be alive and somehow have a livid violet blue/black harmonic that makes you think of the edges of a deep, badly infected wound.

You can't tell if the air is full of invisible, choking, smoke, and you feel the beginnings of a panic fluttering in your chest. You are suddenly struck by the idea that there is something very, very wrong. You stop what you are doing, and start a mental check to see if you are functioning properly. You are aware of every autonomous function, breathing, heartbeat, bloodflow, etc, and you feel as if you must somehow transfer the control to your foremind, because if you let them go back to automatic, you are likely to forget to keep them going, and die from a lazy heart, or forgetting you need to breath, and asphyxiating.

You take three or four really deep breathes in quick succesion anyway, just in case you had to, but this makes the blood rush in your ears, and your heart beat faster. Everything suddenly ramps up a notch or two. You feel, rather than hear a thundering noise in the distance, it beats like a huge, slow, deep drum, driving everything with a vast timeless beat.

The Panic in your chest gets bigger, and you feel it's fluttery fingers moving up to your throat now, the rushing in your ears is almost deafening and all your perception seems to be building, and building, trapped and looking for a way out, it feels like a tidal wave about to crash over through, and out of your head, all at the same time, (which, you notice as an afterthought, is no longer a constant, but rather ambiguous) Then the panic moves up, and across your face like a blush, and spreads around your head, you are aware of a tiny tiny little white spot, at the centre of everything.

Your bursting, panic stricken mind focuses on this aperture that suddenly unifies all creation, and the light gets bigger, and impossibly bright, just as the wave crashes over you, and it's suddenly like a thousand silent trumpets are blowing all at once, right next to your head, and the pain, and pressure is unbearable, and something has got to give in a moment, and you know that something's going to be you!

But you suddenly find some reserve of will, and start to fight it, with every drop of essence that is you. You seem to be getting away, for a second or two as well, and then whatever it was that you were, snaps away like an elastic band snaps, and you are aware of nothing but the light, no sound, or colour, or texture, just this Holocaust of light, so bright it shines right through you like a breeze cuts through the mist. Matter is suddenly gone. Does not matter, need not be.
You are a point of stillness, the fulcrum at which everything balances, and you feel an instant of relief, before The Fear™ Finally hits you. Rolls over you like a wave of foul, gloopy caramel coloured  fnord  and you start to be afraid.
You thought you knew what Fear was, knew how to ride it until it dropped away to nothing much at all.

You realise that you were very wrong indeed.   This thing, The Fear™ is going to ride you, consume you, digest you, and shit you out, like you were nothing! It will go on forever, and you have no hope at all of escaping it's icy clutch. You also know that deep down, you have always known this. And so it takes you.  scared

That's just the build up, but you start to get the idea. I wont elaborate any further, because of the spoilers,
but once it gets you, you will never ever be the same. Your life is bisected into two parts. Before, and After.

So now, just because you know The Fear™ is there, don't let it put you off what can be a delightfully fun time. It doesn't get you every time, and it probably won't the first time. Some people never seem to get it at all.
But it doesn't pay to get complacent. It's there, it's real, and it will eventually make itself known to you. To all of us. Eventually. So good luck, and be sure to enjoy your Trip. Everything will be fine.  wink    Probably.   
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Richter on August 13, 2010, 08:05:38 PM
:mittens:

I've always been convined The Fear has a more tangible, real grounding, as opposed to just being a quirk of the jaunt outside your usual reality tunnel.  Imagine being a a tall, slener watchtower.  A graceful filament wantage point of your own design.   Elegant and fragile, but pelasing for the view.  Then you look down and see the landslide tearing through town.  It's goign to fuck friends, neighbors, everythign you know and have.  Worse, you're on the goddam glass spire, and can't get town in tiem to avoid it, or warn anyone.  You are fucked, and you only know it now because you wanted to see thigns from a  bit higher up.  Welcoem to the Fear 
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Doktor Howl on August 13, 2010, 08:10:30 PM
Quote from: Richter on August 13, 2010, 08:05:38 PM
:mittens:

I've always been convined The Fear has a more tangible, real grounding, as opposed to just being a quirk of the jaunt outside your usual reality tunnel. 

If it's inspired by a jaunt outside of your reality tunnel, it's horror. 
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Richter on August 14, 2010, 03:34:50 AM
Ahhhh, so The Fear would be from more usual sources, things you recognize enough to be afraid of  (whether cognitively or instinctually)

(Aside, still not perfectly happy with the reality tunnel term, but can't think of anything better to express the idea.)
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 01:25:48 AM
I don't understand. The Fear is something intangible, unexplainable, unpredictable? Then what, exactly, is it?

I could list the things that persistently cause me great fear in my life, yet would these constitute The Fear, since apparently we cannot know what The Fear is or what causes it? The thing is, aside from the fears that I understand, I have no other fears.
Perhaps I just haven't gotten to that age yet, you think?
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 02:25:35 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 01:25:48 AM
I don't understand. The Fear is something intangible, unexplainable, unpredictable? Then what, exactly, is it?

I could list the things that persistently cause me great fear in my life, yet would these constitute The Fear, since apparently we cannot know what The Fear is or what causes it? The thing is, aside from the fears that I understand, I have no other fears.
Perhaps I just haven't gotten to that age yet, you think?

I'm guessing from my previous readings on horrorology, that Fear is just a reaction. For example, I am intensely Melissophobic, i.e., bees, and bee like species (if it flies and has a stinger, especially if it has yellow and black stripes), I go into this weird panic mode. It doesn't matter if I intellectually know that if I leave it alone, it's not going to bother me. My brain just tells me I need to kill it or it's going to come after me. Of course, that's the worst possible thing I can do, since any other bees in the area will smell me for a bee murderer and attack me, but it doesn't matter then.

The Horror comes in when my best friend, mom, or girlfriend, drugs me and puts me in an area where I'm surrounded by bees and there is no escape without passing an active bee hive. Why would any of them do that, since they know I hate bees with a crippling phobia?

I have the same thing with heights. Change the situation from me trying to go up a flight of stairs without any walls (this actually happened today. I didn't go up.) To suddenly finding myself there. Fear is me ignoring the fact that I am going up, suddenly look down and get vertigo. Horror is me going to sleep in my bed, and then finding myself in the Top of the Hub. (Restaurant in Boston, top floor of the Prudential building. No desire to go there.)

The Fear, you understand. The Horror is the intangible, unexplainable and unpredictable because you didn't see it coming. When you're there, you don't know how it happened. It was a curve ball. And you're just stuck. You have to face it because it has been presented to you, and you totally didn't see it coming.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 02:36:47 AM
Quote from: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 02:25:35 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 01:25:48 AM
I don't understand. The Fear is something intangible, unexplainable, unpredictable? Then what, exactly, is it?

I could list the things that persistently cause me great fear in my life, yet would these constitute The Fear, since apparently we cannot know what The Fear is or what causes it? The thing is, aside from the fears that I understand, I have no other fears.
Perhaps I just haven't gotten to that age yet, you think?

I'm guessing from my previous readings on horrorology, that Fear is just a reaction. For example, I am intensely Melissophobic, i.e., bees, and bee like species (if it flies and has a stinger, especially if it has yellow and black stripes), I go into this weird panic mode. It doesn't matter if I intellectually know that if I leave it alone, it's not going to bother me. My brain just tells me I need to kill it or it's going to come after me. Of course, that's the worst possible thing I can do, since any other bees in the area will smell me for a bee murderer and attack me, but it doesn't matter then.

The Horror comes in when my best friend, mom, or girlfriend, drugs me and puts me in an area where I'm surrounded by bees and there is no escape without passing an active bee hive. Why would any of them do that, since they know I hate bees with a crippling phobia?

I have the same thing with heights. Change the situation from me trying to go up a flight of stairs without any walls (this actually happened today. I didn't go up.) To suddenly finding myself there. Fear is me ignoring the fact that I am going up, suddenly look down and get vertigo. Horror is me going to sleep in my bed, and then finding myself in the Top of the Hub. (Restaurant in Boston, top floor of the Prudential building. No desire to go there.)

The Fear, you understand. The Horror is the intangible, unexplainable and unpredictable because you didn't see it coming. When you're there, you don't know how it happened. It was a curve ball. And you're just stuck. You have to face it because it has been presented to you, and you totally didn't see it coming.

Thanks. I understand it now somewhat.

What you've cited seems to be examples of fear, more specifically phobias, but is it The FearTM being discussed? I was under the impression that The Fear was something less subjective, more objective, and with a conspiratory feel, kind of like The MachineTM.
Or I'm just overreacting to the superscript.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 02:49:11 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 02:36:47 AM
Quote from: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 02:25:35 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 01:25:48 AM
I don't understand. The Fear is something intangible, unexplainable, unpredictable? Then what, exactly, is it?

I could list the things that persistently cause me great fear in my life, yet would these constitute The Fear, since apparently we cannot know what The Fear is or what causes it? The thing is, aside from the fears that I understand, I have no other fears.
Perhaps I just haven't gotten to that age yet, you think?

I'm guessing from my previous readings on horrorology, that Fear is just a reaction. For example, I am intensely Melissophobic, i.e., bees, and bee like species (if it flies and has a stinger, especially if it has yellow and black stripes), I go into this weird panic mode. It doesn't matter if I intellectually know that if I leave it alone, it's not going to bother me. My brain just tells me I need to kill it or it's going to come after me. Of course, that's the worst possible thing I can do, since any other bees in the area will smell me for a bee murderer and attack me, but it doesn't matter then.

The Horror comes in when my best friend, mom, or girlfriend, drugs me and puts me in an area where I'm surrounded by bees and there is no escape without passing an active bee hive. Why would any of them do that, since they know I hate bees with a crippling phobia?

I have the same thing with heights. Change the situation from me trying to go up a flight of stairs without any walls (this actually happened today. I didn't go up.) To suddenly finding myself there. Fear is me ignoring the fact that I am going up, suddenly look down and get vertigo. Horror is me going to sleep in my bed, and then finding myself in the Top of the Hub. (Restaurant in Boston, top floor of the Prudential building. No desire to go there.)

The Fear, you understand. The Horror is the intangible, unexplainable and unpredictable because you didn't see it coming. When you're there, you don't know how it happened. It was a curve ball. And you're just stuck. You have to face it because it has been presented to you, and you totally didn't see it coming.

Thanks. I understand it now somewhat.

What you've cited seems to be examples of fear, more specifically phobias, but is it The FearTM being discussed? I was under the impression that The Fear was something less subjective, more objective, and with a conspiratory feel, kind of like The MachineTM.
Or I'm just overreacting to the superscript.

The Fear is always a subjective experience. I will always fear bees and heights (My fear of heights is very complicated, as is, also my fear of blood. I have 4 phobias, and they are all irrational, as a phobia should be). The Horror, I am guessing, is PARTIALLY subjective and PARTIALLY objective. You can feel the Horror at something that is specific to your instinctual subjective fears, but you can also feel horror towards learned, objective, societal fears.

For example, if Islamic terrorists set off a dirty bomb in the MBTA that would be an objective societal Horror. Reason being, I know a couple of Muslims and have a positive view of them, as well as the fact that Boston is not a particularly stong target for terrorism, and I rely on the MBTA for my transportation. I wouldn't see it coming. I have a positive outlook on Muslims, from a safe place that Islamic terrorists should not really have any interest in. It would shake up not only my view of Muslims, but also of my city as a relatively safe place.

Compare that to me being mugged in my girlfriend's neighborhood. It's Fear and Loathing, but not unexpected or inexplicable. It's Dorchester bordering Mattapan. I know the risks if I go down the wrong street.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 03:06:56 AM
Yup, I see why fears would be subjective while horror is partially objective. Simply put, only horror has to do with one's worldview, and one's worldview is directly connected to and affected by the society which one lives in. Fear, on the other hand, is more instinct than acquired. Am I right?

Although the question I was asking was this: What is the difference between fears and The FearTM? Is there a difference, or is the latter just a collective term for the former?
Sorry if I wasn't clear enough before.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 03:11:35 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 03:06:56 AM
Yup, I see why fears would be subjective while horror is partially objective. Simply put, only horror has to do with one's worldview, and one's worldview is directly connected to and affected by the society which one lives in. Fear, on the other hand, is more instinct than acquired. Am I right?

Although the question I was asking was this: What is the difference between fears and The FearTM? Is there a difference, or is the latter just a collective term for the former?
Sorry if I wasn't clear enough before.

Fear is "I am afraid, and it makes sense that I am afraid"
Horror is "I am afraid, and I don't know what the hell how this happened"
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 03:36:06 AM
But your phobia of Bees is not totally irrational. Bees can be extremely dangerous. The yellow and black stripes have evolved to mean "Danger" on an instinctive, reflexive level that you have no intellectual control over. Every mammalian species recognises the yellow/black combination as a warning not to get too close. Your Human need to intellectualise and quantify the fear you feel, creates a neurotic loop that you have no ability to sublimate. This  amplifies the danger to a disproportionate magnitude, whenever this neurotic loop finds a recognisable focus. (A Bee)

The same with a fear of heights. To fall anything more than 30ft carries a very real danger of death. Combine this with the dizzying sensation of vertigo (To which we are all susceptable), and any imprint of fear felt when exposed to heights, will be amplified. Even if there is no sense of vertigo upon subsequent exposure to heights, the mind has already imprinted the ramped up level of fear experienced on the first occasion. Associative reinforcement occurs each time this  fear is manifested. So neither of these phobias are completely irrational.

In fact, you could do some visualisation excercises, where you imagine being stood at the edge of a cliff. Just as you are about to topple over, a swarm of bees surround you, and grab you with their little legs, and float you gently down to the ground. Both Phobias get disempowered. Repeat as necessary. (Just a thought)
Quote from: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 02:49:11 AM

The Horror comes in when my best friend, mom, or girlfriend, drugs me and puts me in an area where I'm surrounded by bees and there is no escape without passing an active bee hive. Why would any of them do that, since they know I hate bees with a crippling phobia?
The Horror comes before the fear arrives. The knowledge that the fear will arrive, and you will be helpless, is compounded by the break in your faith and trust of the people who put you there. Why would they do that? WHY? The Earth shattering realisation that everything you knew about these people, was obviously wrong, starts a domino effect with everything else you thought you knew about the World. As these dominos fall, the Horror increases exponentially. Just knowing the fear is likely to materialise at any moment, compounds the Horror to a degree that even when the fear arrives, it is so tied into the Horror felt at the realisation you have been betrayed, that both horror and fear are all that you know. Minds can fragment irretrievably at this kind of shit. So always suspect those around you of plotting your demise, however unlikely it seems. Low level paranoia is preferrable to the alternative of Lovecraftian realisation, that you are in an existance over which you suddenly have no power at all. And danger approaches on buzzing wings to devour you.

Hope this puts your mind at rest.   :mad:
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 03:49:37 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 03:36:06 AM
In fact, you could do some visualisation excercises, where you imagine being stood at the edge of a cliff. Just as you are about to topple over, a swarm of bees surround you, and grab you with their little legs, and float you gently down to the ground. Both Phobias get disempowered. Repeat as necessary. (Just a thought)
While I will try this visualization, it might not work very well. I've recently discovered that my fear of bees is more intense. I was out for a smoke on a porch, far enough away from the edge not to bother me. A bee came by, and my first instinct was to jump onto the ground to avoid it. Weird, huh? I would have survived the fall, but it would have sucked, and I'd be just as afraid going down, but then I would have no control over the situation.
Quote from: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 02:49:11 AM

The Horror comes in when my best friend, mom, or girlfriend, drugs me and puts me in an area where I'm surrounded by bees and there is no escape without passing an active bee hive. Why would any of them do that, since they know I hate bees with a crippling phobia?
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The Horror comes before the fear arrives. The knowledge that the fear will arrive, and you will be helpless, is compounded by the break in your faith and trust of the people who put you there. Why would they do that? WHY? The Earth shattering realisation that everything you knew about these people, was obviously wrong, starts a domino effect with everything else you thought you knew about the World. As these dominos fall, the Horror increases exponentially. Just knowing the fear is likely to materialise at any moment, compounds the Horror to a degree that even when the fear arrives, it is so tied into the Horror felt at the realisation you have been betrayed, that both horror and fear are all that you know. Minds can fragment irretrievably at this kind of shit. So always suspect those around you of plotting your demise, however unlikely it seems. Low level paranoia is preferrable to the alternative of Lovecraftian realisation, that you are in an existance over which you suddenly have no power at all. And danger approaches on buzzing wings to devour you.

Hope this puts your mind at rest.   :mad:
So Horror has to do, in part, with dread... Knowing that you're about to be in a situation that will cause Fear and Loathing?
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 04:39:24 AM
Fear and loathing can both be constituent parts of Horror, as can dread, shame, or truth. But Horror can sustain itself without any other parts. Horror is the bucket all those other things can slosh around in. Tip those other things away, and the empty bucket is still Horror.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 04:43:43 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 04:39:24 AM
Fear and loathing can both be constituent parts of Horror, as can dread, shame, or truth. But Horror can sustain itself without any other parts. Horror is the bucket all those other things can slosh around in. Tip those other things away, and the empty bucket is still Horror.

I think I get it now. Thanks BB
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 04:59:34 AM
Quote from: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 04:43:43 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 04:39:24 AM
Fear and loathing can both be constituent parts of Horror, as can dread, shame, or truth. But Horror can sustain itself without any other parts. Horror is the bucket all those other things can slosh around in. Tip those other things away, and the empty bucket is still Horror.

I think I get it now. Thanks BB
No problem. Now, let's go and drop a shitload of acid.  :hippie:
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 05:03:55 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 04:59:34 AM
Quote from: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 04:43:43 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 04:39:24 AM
Fear and loathing can both be constituent parts of Horror, as can dread, shame, or truth. But Horror can sustain itself without any other parts. Horror is the bucket all those other things can slosh around in. Tip those other things away, and the empty bucket is still Horror.

I think I get it now. Thanks BB
No problem. Now, let's go and drop a shitload of acid.  :hippie:

But, but, you're about 3000 miles away! (You Brits still use miles, right?)
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 05:07:16 AM
I think we used all the miles up, last year. We've still got leagues, furlongs, chains, and rods though.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 05:26:29 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 16, 2010, 05:07:16 AM
I think we used all the miles up, last year. We've still got leagues, furlongs, chains, and rods though.

Now you're just talking crazy talk!
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Triple Zero on August 16, 2010, 07:50:18 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 02:36:47 AM
but is it The FearTM being discussed? I was under the impression that The Fear was something less subjective, more objective, and with a conspiratory feel, kind of like The MachineTM.
Or I'm just overreacting to the superscript.

I see what you mean. I think if you'd want to be exact about it, capitalization should be enough, as The Fear doesn't have much to do with trademarks or an ironic comment on consumerism, as it signifies in The MachineTM.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 10:18:48 PM
Quote from: Triple Zero on August 16, 2010, 07:50:18 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 02:36:47 AM
but is it The FearTM being discussed? I was under the impression that The Fear was something less subjective, more objective, and with a conspiratory feel, kind of like The MachineTM.
Or I'm just overreacting to the superscript.

I see what you mean. I think if you'd want to be exact about it, capitalization should be enough, as The Fear doesn't have much to do with trademarks or an ironic comment on consumerism, as it signifies in The MachineTM.

I guess so. So what does The Fear mean, as opposed to general fears?

Quote from: Nephew Twiddleton on August 16, 2010, 03:11:35 AM
Quote from: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 03:06:56 AM
Yup, I see why fears would be subjective while horror is partially objective. Simply put, only horror has to do with one's worldview, and one's worldview is directly connected to and affected by the society which one lives in. Fear, on the other hand, is more instinct than acquired. Am I right?

Although the question I was asking was this: What is the difference between fears and The FearTM? Is there a difference, or is the latter just a collective term for the former?
Sorry if I wasn't clear enough before.

Fear is "I am afraid, and it makes sense that I am afraid"
Horror is "I am afraid, and I don't know what the hell how this happened"

I guess I wasn't clear enough in my question. I was asking about the difference between lowercase-f fears and The Fear (TM optional), not the difference between fear and horror.

Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Cosine 5 on August 16, 2010, 10:24:24 PM
Actually, disregard previous post - I think I just realized that The Fear is the emotion as defined by Dok.
Sorry for being so slow.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 17, 2010, 12:44:23 AM
The Fear™ is the place you get left in, when Fear, terror, and horror have run amok in your head to the extent that every appropriate neurotransmitter is either inadequate, exhausted, or boiled away to nothing. There is no way back, no cure, no Medical term that dares go there, no end to the amount of this all pervading, pure, concentrated   :fnord:  that fills every corner of your being. This no man's land of shredded personality (yours) and shattered emotion was never meant to be experienced, as you will know, should you ever go there.

But, you were warned. You were told. You heard the scare stories, the things that could happen, and yet you still went ahead. You knew something like this could happen. You just underestimated it's magnitude. You over estimated your own strength of character. And now as you sit rocking backwards and forwards, eyes wide open and fixed upon your future, sobbing tears of bile that burn holes in the sleeve of your shirt, I ask you if you would perhaps care for a little more acid. To see if we can jolt  The Fear™ out from it's hole. (you)

Nothing ever leaves this place, in the form it entered. You were never meant to have any sort of access to The Fear™. It was left there to deter any Demonic entities from getting a foothold into your routines. One hint of it's existence is usually enough to send them screaming away back to the relative comforts of Hell.

But you were warned. So Relax, it's just the Acid, it should be wearing off in another *Looks at watch* 10 hours. Ish.  :lulz:



Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 26, 2010, 07:03:00 PM
We have evolved to always be on our guard from the other creatures, the ones with big sharp teeth, and claws. But we over reacted to the threat by extincting most of them, so now the only creature we need to watch out for, is us! Now we predate ourselves. This is why we need to plant The Fear™ as far and as wide as we can. Only when people are familiarised once more with The Fear™, can we stop externalising everything, and projecting it into the tired old self destructive "Them and Us"  patterns.
If it people can be shown it is still just us, and The Fear™ All that need to assert our status and dominance could be safely re-routed towards a common enemy. You. Me. All of us.

The Fear™ is our darkest place.. Everything that ever made us sharpen up, and evolve our brains, (instead of our feeble claws and teeth) Everything that we had to overcome, to evolve into what we are.
All those things that have been forgotten for so long we no longer see them as part of us.
We all forgot we take on the qualities of our vanquished enemies, because we were afraid and didn't like to look into those dark places inside us.
Now, the dark twin of our genetic success, has become a thing of utter anathema, while it waited in the shadows to be sublimated. Recognised. Accepted. And in response to this denial of The Fear™, we try to compensate by overinflating our Egos.

We have become soft. Oversensitive Egos see all the "bad things" as external forces,  plotting our downfall, wiith "Them". The false Enemy.

How are we ever going to learn acceptance of other people, when we can't even accept the Darkness inside ourselves? That is why we NEED The Fear™. To make us confront the Dark. Not to drive it away with lit up pineal strobing, but to make us examine it. Force us to familiarise ourselves with it, and where it came from. To embrace it, and accept it as part of each of us. We all have the resources to survive The Fear™. But we  bricked up the windows where The Fear™ lives. Out of sight, out of mind. It's been forgotten. If we can't see it, it's not there.

But it is still there. It is the Dire Wolf, lurking in the Forest. So we say "Don't stray off the Forest path" but we don't remember why. If we see it's hungry eyes watching us, we look away. Instead we have the fear of The Fear™. A low intensity domesticated shadow of it. A Lap Dog. We have eaten the Map. Now we worship the finger, failing to realise it points the way out.

So when you get The Fear™ next, don't fight it, in a vain attempt to get back to a state of happy denial. Jump on the fuckers back, and ride it through the Darkness.

Become one with it. Get a fucking grip on it.
Then when you've understood it more personally, you will take it wherever you go. Like a horrible virus, you will be able to spread it around like Ebola. Your trail will be littered with those who still refuse to see it. Their faces will be Grey as The Fear™ rides them like a bitch. But the other ones you touch, will no longer be  living on their knees, grubbing in the dirt for those they believe to be their Masters. They will become their own Masters. Who will in turn, plant the seeds of We have evolved to always be on our guard from the other creatures, the ones with big sharp teeth, and claws. But we over reacted to the threat by extincting most of them, so now the only creature we need to watch out for, is us! Now we predate ourselves. This is why we need to plant The Fear™ as far and as wide as we can. Only when people are familiarised once more with The Fear™, can we stop externalising everything, and projecting it into the tired old self destructive "Them and Us"  patterns.
If it people can be shown it is still just us, and The Fear™ All that need to assert our status and dominance could be safely re-routed towards a common enemy. You. Me. All of us.

The Fear™ is our darkest place.. Everything that ever made us sharpen up, and evolve our brains, (instead of our feeble claws and teeth) Everything that we had to overcome, to evolve into what we are.
All those things have been forgotten for so long, we no longer see them as part of us.
We all forgot we take on the qualities of our vanquished enemies, because we were afraid and didn't like to look into those dark places inside us.
Now, the dark twin of our genetic success, has become a thing of utter anathema, while it waited in the shadows to be sublimated. Recognised. Accepted. And in response to this denial of The Fear™, we try to compensate by overinflating our Egos.

We have become soft. Oversensitive Egos see all the "bad things" as external forces, plotting our downfall, wiith "Them".

How are we ever going to learn acceptance of other people, when we can't even accept the Darkness inside ourselves? That is why we NEED The Fear™. To make us confront the Dark. Not to drive it away with lit up pineal strobing, but to make us examine it. Make us familiarise ourselves with it, and where it came from. To embrace it, and accept it as part of each of us. We all have the resources to survive The Fear™. But we   bricked up the windows where The Fear™ lives.  Out of sight, out of mind. It's been forgotten. If we can't see it, it's not there.

But it's still there. It is the Dire Wolf, lurking in the Forest. So we say "Don't stray off the Forest path" but we don't remember why. If we see it's hungry eyes watching us, we look away. Instead we have the fear of The Fear™. A low intensity domesticated shadow of it. A Lap Dog. We have eaten the Map. Now we worship the finger, failing to realise it points the way out.

So when you get The Fear™ next, don't fight it, in a vain attempt to get back to a state of happy denial. Jump on the fuckers back, and ride it through the Darkness. Become one with it. Get a fucking grip on it.
Then when you've understood it more personally, you will take it wherever you go. Like a horrible virus, you will be able to spread it around like Ebola. Your trail will be littered with those who still refuse to see it. Their faces will be Grey as The Fear™ rides them like a bitch. But the other ones you touch, will no longer be  living on their knees. Grubbing in the dirt for those they believe to be their Masters. They will become their own Masters. Who will then plant the seeds of The Fear™ wherever they go. Maybe before long, we can all be one great big, Fear filled Family after all.

Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 31, 2010, 06:06:58 PM
But this super-sized Fear™ is not a place, once visited you would you ever want to visit again. If you even manage to get out in the first place.
What happened is that against your better judgement, and the advice you asked for, you decided to take LSD. So you went out, and bought 10 blotters. You took one at 4pm. Then you took another one at ten past four, (because nothing was happening) then sat down, and told this huge biker who supplied the Acid to you, that his drugs were shit, and how he should be ashamed of himself for ripping you off. Said stuff like  "I don't care who you think you are, I'll tell everyone your drugs are shit". Then you sat down again, looked around, and said to the bemused biker, (who knew very well just how good his acid was) "Erm, . . . this little outburst of
whiny bitching, while no doubt entertaining to watch, seems to have brought the acid on quite nicely" Then, to show your sincerity, took another trip, right there and then. 4.20pm. (Didn't anyone mention the strangely distorted sense of time that acid gives you?) Now you have just taken four 750 mike Double dipped White Lightnings. IN 20 MINUTES.  :lulz: So by my judgement, the first one should just be kicking in.

Death is no release, time in this place does not obey any temporal norm. Nothing ever leaves this place, in the form it entered. You were never meant to have any sort of access to The Fear™. It was left there to deter any Demonic entities from getting a foothold into your routines. One hint of it's existence is usually enough to send them screaming away back to the relative comforts of Hell, bearing tales that become the things of Nightmare, to the beings of Nightmare.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: Adios on August 31, 2010, 09:27:24 PM
:mittens: to all of it.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on August 31, 2010, 09:48:22 PM
Thanks CB.
Title: Re: The Fear™
Post by: BadBeast on September 18, 2010, 08:24:33 PM
Heard this the other day, first time in ages, and thought I'd post it here, even though it's not The Fear™ related, it is F.E.A.R, and Ian Brown is everyone's fave baggy Manc monkey man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3_BGPorMNM&feature=related