I've been thinking about death a lot lately

[LHX]

i just want some rest

[Thurnez Isa]

When death takes me Im going to rip his balls off
Ill take him with me - the fucker

[B_M_W]

i just want some rest

[Dr. Cow Ass]

I'm sorry for your loss.

I haven't had a similar expirience happen to me, but I think I know that your feeling. We've all had times where are lives are at a low, and I'm no different. In hindsight, however, I realize that when I was at my lowest, the thing I thought most about was how depressed I was or how life didn't really matter. It gets to the point where that's all that's on your mind, how shitty everything is. I chose ways to try to stop it, drugs mostly, but it only made it worse.

The only advice I can give is to do anything at all to get your mind off it, play sports, read a book, anything especially physical helps the most.

When the end comes, do you know what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna try to ignore it as much as possible. Mabey not completely though. I may have to do a dozen or so "drive-by spankings." You know when your sitting outside and a REALLY, really hot girl walks by and all you can think is "Damnnnnn...." I'm just gonna get my ass off that bench, run/sneak up behind her, spank her, and run away. This may only happen once or twice, but it'll most likly happen thousands of times in the few hours before the end. I apologize to all females on these as this is a very sexist and offensive thing to do, but don't worry, I'll be as romantic and sensitive about it as I can :-D.

[Thurnez Isa]

This rant wasn't about getting sympathy, though I appreciate it.  I guess the end wasn't as forceful as the beginning.  I was trying to ask, what would you do if the end times came nigh?  I already said what I'd do.

Im a worrywort 

[Jasper]

This rant wasn't about getting sympathy, though I appreciate it.  I guess the end wasn't as forceful as the beginning.  I was trying to ask, what would you do if the end times came nigh?  I already said what I'd do.

I'd start doing all the things I wanted to but didn't because of consequences.

[Jenne]

I don't know you very well, RBG, but I, too, am sorry for your loss.  Hopelessness grabs me by the throat a lot.  I just took a 12-hour roundtrip to see my dad at a prison the cons dub as "Camp Snoopy."  I'd like to pretend taking my 6 and 8 year old to see their grampa in prison is what makes me crave "the end of all ends," but I was pretty fucking suicidal before that.

I'm babbling now, but really, if it weren't for my two kids, I probably would be either on drugs in a mental facility or dead.  I've fantasized about offing myself way too often for my own good.

If the endtimes come...I'll go down dancing.  I'll try to celebrate what I already have and haven't appreciated enough.  I think that's one thing that hits home when I have to drive away, leaving my dad rotting.  That I don't appreciate the air I breathe in "freedom" enough...and neither did he before he got into that place.

[Jenne]

This rant wasn't about getting sympathy, though I appreciate it.  I guess the end wasn't as forceful as the beginning.  I was trying to ask, what would you do if the end times came nigh?  I already said what I'd do.

I'd start doing all the things I wanted to but didn't because of consequences.

It strikes me, Felix, that you could still do this now, you know.  Maybe not in larger scales but on small scales, at least...

[P3nT4gR4m]

This rant wasn't about getting sympathy, though I appreciate it.  I guess the end wasn't as forceful as the beginning.  I was trying to ask, what would you do if the end times came nigh?  I already said what I'd do.

I'd start doing all the things I wanted to but didn't because of consequences.

It strikes me, Felix, that you could still do this now, you know.  Maybe not in larger scales but on small scales, at least...

Live every minute of every day as if it were your last. One of them will be but I'm not saying which.

[Jasper]

You don't know what kinds of things I was talking about.  Nor would I tell you.

S'a secret. 

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