« Last post by LuciferX on Today at 07:19:48 am »
The only mahjgickque I need is the realization that, even if They are out to get me, they have had a half a century do try it and have not succeeded. So either they aren't really out to get me, or they're so incompetent that they may as well not be.
On a social level, I just recognize that a friend is just someone who has not yet had sufficient motivation to fuck you over. That's not paranoia, because paranoia is a state of delusion, and the fact is that everyone has their price.
That first part is both the reason I can sleep at all and also why I factor "police interfering" into travel of any significant distance. It's pleasant when it's not needed but I'm pretty accustomed to it now.
It's like it must feel to know how much more than cost the compromised are worth.