Babylon is an attention whore ITT, even for negative attention.

Started by BabylonHoruv, December 16, 2010, 05:11:37 AM

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Phox

Quote from: Jerry_Frankster on December 18, 2010, 01:41:56 AM
Quote from: BabylonHoruv on December 17, 2010, 09:53:27 PM
Quote from: Jerry_Frankster on December 17, 2010, 09:22:57 PM
So, just to put a finer point on this turd...

Babylon, do you fantasize about:

1.) Killing people sexually
B.) Being Killed Sexually
۩.) All of the above
Ѭ.)None of the above

Mostly one and occasionally (but very rarely) two.

Um, I'm an exhibitionist of the worst order, so I kind of enjoy that you're delving into this, but considering everyone else's reactions I do have to ask, why?

Mostly because of everyone else's reaction, and the fact that I'm conflicted as to how I feel about it.

I used to be a B type myself, but it faded to nearly nothing some time in my mid-to-late twenties (starting around age 5), so I have some sympathy/empathy for you.

It occurs to me that unrealistic scenarios (i.e. Sci-fi) are at least somewhat less creepy than realistic ones (i.e. knife-fucking your hot neighbor in the parking lot).

I can think of at least two examples of what I would consider soft-core snuff porn that I doubt anyone here would consider mentally unhealthy; Barbarella, and Lexx. GWAR may also fall into that category.

So... long story short, if you're having fantasies about killing actual people who have occurred in your life, you may have a problem, and should seriously consider seeking professional psychological help. If it involves strictly fictional characters not even remotely based on real people, then that would be significantly less creepy, but still  pretty weird.
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Seriously, let's all move on with our lives. I don't want to know the answers to any questions, so Babylon, please don't answer. For serious.

Bruno

Quote from: Doktor Phox on December 18, 2010, 01:46:37 AM
Quote from: Jerry_Frankster on December 18, 2010, 01:41:56 AM
Quote from: BabylonHoruv on December 17, 2010, 09:53:27 PM
Quote from: Jerry_Frankster on December 17, 2010, 09:22:57 PM
So, just to put a finer point on this turd...

Babylon, do you fantasize about:

1.) Killing people sexually
B.) Being Killed Sexually
۩.) All of the above
Ѭ.)None of the above

Mostly one and occasionally (but very rarely) two.

Um, I'm an exhibitionist of the worst order, so I kind of enjoy that you're delving into this, but considering everyone else's reactions I do have to ask, why?

Mostly because of everyone else's reaction, and the fact that I'm conflicted as to how I feel about it.

I used to be a B type myself, but it faded to nearly nothing some time in my mid-to-late twenties (starting around age 5), so I have some sympathy/empathy for you.

It occurs to me that unrealistic scenarios (i.e. Sci-fi) are at least somewhat less creepy than realistic ones (i.e. knife-fucking your hot neighbor in the parking lot).

I can think of at least two examples of what I would consider soft-core snuff porn that I doubt anyone here would consider mentally unhealthy; Barbarella, and Lexx. GWAR may also fall into that category.

So... long story short, if you're having fantasies about killing actual people who have occurred in your life, you may have a problem, and should seriously consider seeking professional psychological help. If it involves strictly fictional characters not even remotely based on real people, then that would be significantly less creepy, but still  pretty weird.
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Seriously, let's all move on with our lives. I don't want to know the answers to any questions, so Babylon, please don't answer. For serious.



Yeah, I chose to go with statements rather than questions for a reason.

So, Babylon... Fell free not to elaborate.
Formerly something else...

the last yatto

I think the only snuffslashfic I would read, would be about Palin
Look, asshole:  Your 'incomprehensible' act, your word-salad, your pinealism...It BORES ME.  I've been incomprehensible for so long, I TEACH IT TO MBA CANDIDATES.  So if you simply MUST talk about your pineal gland or happy children dancing in the wildflowers, go talk to Roger, because he digs that kind of shit

BabylonHoruv

Stepping away from the direction the thread had been going in.

I spent all day today sorting cans at the salvation army, it's the annual Christmas food drive and for a change I really felt good about the work I'm doing there.  I worked hard, and am physically tired, and all of the other people did as well, including some who are really terrible slackers on most days.  One guy who usually does no work even came in without needing to, his hours for the month are done, and worked hard all day.  I was proud of all of us welfare bums for the efficient and cooperative way we got it all sorted and I'm proud of the community as well, we took in a crazy amount of food.  The Salvation Army Gym, which isn't an enormous gym, but does contain a full basketball court, is full from one end to the other of canned goods, pasta, and other non-perishable items.  I know that it is going to make a difference in the lives of a lot of hungry people in town.  

I've been observing the sort of relationship between two of the younger people I work with, one is 21, the other is 20, and they are both definitely still teenagers in most of the important ways.  the girl is a single mother, her daughter, who I met doing laundry is a beautiful and friendly little girl who has the misfortune of having a father who is intentionally not paying child support because he feels he needs a new car (not a new to him car, a genuinely new car) after having purchased one in February (again, not just new to him, genuinely new) the guy is the brother of the Klansman I work with and toward the younger end of 8 brother's and sisters.  I expect that welfare in that family is a generational thing and that the huge number of siblings was partly a way to increase benefits.  The two of them flirt constantly although she insists she doesn't mean anything by it and he is meanwhile flirting with quite a few other girls while insisting he really does mean something by it with her.  She is my second cousin twice removed and seems to have adopted me as a bit of a respected elder figure.
You're a special case, Babylon.  You are offensive even when you don't post.

Merely by being alive, you make everyone just a little more miserable

-Dok Howl

Phox

Quote from: BabylonHoruv on December 18, 2010, 03:01:17 AM
Stepping away from the direction the thread had been going in.

I spent all day today sorting cans at the salvation army, it's the annual Christmas food drive and for a change I really felt good about the work I'm doing there.  I worked hard, and am physically tired, and all of the other people did as well, including some who are really terrible slackers on most days.  One guy who usually does no work even came in without needing to, his hours for the month are done, and worked hard all day.  I was proud of all of us welfare bums for the efficient and cooperative way we got it all sorted and I'm proud of the community as well, we took in a crazy amount of food.  The Salvation Army Gym, which isn't an enormous gym, but does contain a full basketball court, is full from one end to the other of canned goods, pasta, and other non-perishable items.  I know that it is going to make a difference in the lives of a lot of hungry people in town.  

I've been observing the sort of relationship between two of the younger people I work with, one is 21, the other is 20, and they are both definitely still teenagers in most of the important ways.  the girl is a single mother, her daughter, who I met doing laundry is a beautiful and friendly little girl who has the misfortune of having a father who is intentionally not paying child support because he feels he needs a new car (not a new to him car, a genuinely new car) after having purchased one in February (again, not just new to him, genuinely new) the guy is the brother of the Klansman I work with and toward the younger end of 8 brother's and sisters.  I expect that welfare in that family is a generational thing and that the huge number of siblings was partly a way to increase benefits.  The two of them flirt constantly although she insists she doesn't mean anything by it and he is meanwhile flirting with quite a few other girls while insisting he really does mean something by it with her.  She is my second cousin twice removed and seems to have adopted me as a bit of a respected elder figure.

That's good to hear. I'm glad there's still some people out there willing to do honest work for no recompense.

Silly young people. Why must we be so fickle with our affections?

East Coast Hustle

Rabid Colostomy Hole Jammer of the Coming Apocalypse™

The Devil is in the details; God is in the nuance.


Some yahoo yelled at me, saying 'GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH', and I thought, "I'm feeling generous today.  Why not BOTH?"

BabylonHoruv

Quote from: East Coast Hipster on December 18, 2010, 05:33:29 AM
Quote from: BabylonHoruv on December 18, 2010, 03:01:17 AMShe...seems to have adopted me as a bit of a respected elder figure.


:weary:

Yeah, I'm bewildered.  I'm 33 and on welfare.  Find a respectable elder to respect.
You're a special case, Babylon.  You are offensive even when you don't post.

Merely by being alive, you make everyone just a little more miserable

-Dok Howl

East Coast Hustle

Yeah, and the whole part where you're a disgusting headcase who gets his jollies thinking about murdering people sexually.
Rabid Colostomy Hole Jammer of the Coming Apocalypse™

The Devil is in the details; God is in the nuance.


Some yahoo yelled at me, saying 'GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH', and I thought, "I'm feeling generous today.  Why not BOTH?"

Cain

Quote from: Nigel on December 17, 2010, 05:28:06 PM
I'm going to go ahead and be the lone dissenter to the idea that you can't choose what turns you on. There are choices everybody gets to make about what threads of arousal to pursue, and everyone has, at various times, the unbidden twinges of arousal at an idea or scenario that is as repulsive as it is arousing. Most people go "Ew, that's horrible, I'm not going to think about that" and the arousal cycle is broken, but a few people go "Heh yeah that turns me on, I'm going to think about it while I masturbate" and the arousal cycle gets reinforced. That's a choice.

Some people are really into the idea of being "edgy" or "alternative" and make choices to indulge what they see as a sexual dark side, not realizing they're locking their sexual preference in for something that is not so much dark as seedy and repulsive. Even so, it's hard to accept the idea that a mind that would turn toward sexual gratification in other people's suffering and death, even imagined, is a mind that started out anything but pathological to begin with.

I agree to an extent.

Some basic inclinations seem hardwired or as close to as to be indistinguishable, but a lot of the stuff from a level or two below that is going to be based, in part, on feedback loops and the choice to induldge in certain scenarios and fetishes.  It's classic operant conditioning at work.

AFK

All I know is this thread is a Criminal Minds episode in the making. 
Cynicism is a blank check for failure.

Cain

Or Castle.

Castle would be better, because it has Stana Katic in it, and Nathan Fillion's character would make terrible jokes about it.

BabylonHoruv

Quote from: East Coast Hipster on December 18, 2010, 12:11:16 PM
Yeah, and the whole part where you're a disgusting headcase who gets his jollies thinking about murdering people sexually.

Well I'm not going to go telling my innocent lil second cousin that part, so I don't think she factors that into the decision.
You're a special case, Babylon.  You are offensive even when you don't post.

Merely by being alive, you make everyone just a little more miserable

-Dok Howl

Adios

Quote from: BabylonHoruv on December 18, 2010, 03:47:05 PM
Quote from: East Coast Hipster on December 18, 2010, 12:11:16 PM
Yeah, and the whole part where you're a disgusting headcase who gets his jollies thinking about murdering people sexually.

Well I'm not going to go telling my innocent lil second cousin that part, so I don't think she factors that into the decision.

Is this you admitting that you are fucked up and that you are aware of it?

Cardinal Pizza Deliverance.

What I want to know is . . . Is the wife aware of your inclinations?
Weevil-Infested Badfun Wrongsex Referee From The 9th Earth
Slick and Deranged Wombat of Manhood Questioning
Hulking Dormouse of Lust and DESPAIR™
Gatling Geyser of Rainbow AIDS

"The only way we can ever change anything is to look in the mirror and find no enemy." - Akala  'Find No Enemy'.

BabylonHoruv

Charley Brown

Yes, I am aware that I am fucked up, I don't deny it.

Cardinal Pizza, yes she is, she'll ocasionally send me pictures that she thinks I'll enjoy, she has her fetishes, I have mine, and even the ones we share we mostly don't indulge in together.
You're a special case, Babylon.  You are offensive even when you don't post.

Merely by being alive, you make everyone just a little more miserable

-Dok Howl