Introductions, part V: Don't Say We Never Warned You.

[S]

I value sanity more than any other resource I have. I don't find zaniness or wackiness amusing unless being performed by small children. Even then, it gets old quickly.

I don't think what has happened to me is a good thing. I don't like talking about it. I mentioned it because it was related directly to an enquiry; I'll try to avoid narcissistic paeans. It's hard, when you're the topic of discussion. In the past few months, I've been nearly crushed to death helping a friend move, hit a deer, on a separate occasion totaled a car, divorced. None of those came up because they weren't relevant.

As for not making a great impression... I guess I'll just have to practice. Gotta start somewhere or you never start. I didn't come here to act out. I'm here to contribute. As I can.

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

You brought it up, and in fact you made it part of your name, which sure makes it seem like you want to make it central to any perception people have of you or any dialogue people have with you.

Have you tried consulting a therapist? Genuinely helpful, IME.

[Junkenstein]

Regarding the 50 post thing, I personally revised it to about 5 due to every other new poster turning out to be astonishing examples of the dregs of humanity.

Seriously, there were like 5 in a row that came out with something stunningly racist within 2-3 posts. A couple in their openers.

I'm actually surprised now when one makes it to 10 posts without something awful becoming obvious.

[Doktor Howl]

It's hard, when you're the topic of discussion.

Whose fault is that?

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

I value sanity more than any other resource I have. I don't find zaniness or wackiness amusing unless being performed by small children. Even then, it gets old quickly.

I don't think what has happened to me is a good thing. I don't like talking about it. I mentioned it because it was related directly to an enquiry; I'll try to avoid narcissistic paeans. It's hard, when you're the topic of discussion. In the past few months, I've been nearly crushed to death helping a friend move, hit a deer, on a separate occasion totaled a car, divorced. None of those came up because they weren't relevant.

As for not making a great impression... I guess I'll just have to practice. Gotta start somewhere or you never start. I didn't come here to act out. I'm here to contribute. As I can.

First post

Also, I recently finished losing my mind. It was a long, painful process. I could feel it going, and now I dare not trust any of my perceptions.

Second post

I frequently have minor auditory hallucinations; I've gotten pretty good at sorting them out but it gets taxing. More seriously, I could feel something in my mind giving way, and sometime in the last six months or so it gave out. I can no longer describe it for the lack. It had something to do with thinking about how two things were connected with---with like a web in between.

Mad is meant as: I dare not trust my own perceptions, so why should you trust me? I'm angry, mad, possibly at things I've only imagined. I'm also madcap, prone to ranting.

I do not knowingly make light of mental illness. It's a hell of a thing. If someone abuses me for my choice of name or description of what I've felt, trust I know I deserve it.

Yeah, seems like you came here seeking attention for and advertising your "craziness". So your show of dismay over it being the topic of discussion is slightly less than plausible.

You introduced yourself to us with narcissistic paeans. There was no enquiry, that was your opening game.

That doesn't mean you can't stop, recover from it, and move on to have conversations that don't revolve around you and how mentally unbalanced you are. But in order for that to happen, you have to actually stop. And maybe consider changing your name to something slightly less Tumblr adolescent attention-whorey.

[Junkenstein]

$5 says he changes it to something "Shocking".

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

$5 says he changes it to something "Shocking".

For obvious reasons, I would find that unsurprising.

Also, you don't even HAVE dollars, aren't you some kind of Belgian?

[Junkenstein]

I'm part of the jet-set nowadays.

I have Belgian dollars, Norwegian teeth and something that looks like an ear in my wallet at the moment.

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

I'm part of the jet-set nowadays.

I have Belgian dollars, Norwegian teeth and something that looks like an ear in my wallet at the moment.

SEXY.

[P3nT4gR4m]

I'm part of the jet-set nowadays.

I have Belgian dollars, Norwegian teeth and something that looks like an ear in my wallet at the moment.

Perfect! I could really use change of a lamb's scrotum

[EK WAFFLR]

I'm part of the jet-set nowadays.

I have Belgian dollars, Norwegian teeth and something that looks like an ear in my wallet at the moment.

Gimme back my feef!!!

[Junkenstein]

I'm part of the jet-set nowadays.

I have Belgian dollars, Norwegian teeth and something that looks like an ear in my wallet at the moment.

Perfect! I could really use change of a lamb's scrotum

I've got two sheep tounges and a whistle. That's about the going rate.

I'm part of the jet-set nowadays.

I have Belgian dollars, Norwegian teeth and something that looks like an ear in my wallet at the moment.

Gimme back my feef!!!

I'm pretty sure we all understood the deal at the time. No use complaining now. Enjoy the rickshaw.

[S]

$5 says he changes it to something "Shocking".

... were you trying to get me to change it, literally, to "Shocking," thinking I would think I was clever? If not, cool. But if so, that's downright devious and I'm highly impressed.

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

$5 says he changes it to something "Shocking".

... were you trying to get me to change it, literally, to "Shocking," thinking I would think I was clever? If not, cool. But if so, that's downright devious and I'm highly impressed.

You should have, it would have been great.

[hooplala]

$5 says he changes it to something "Shocking".

... were you trying to get me to change it, literally, to "Shocking," thinking I would think I was clever? If not, cool. But if so, that's downright devious and I'm highly impressed.

You should have, it would have been great.

Agreed.