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It's the sort of tired that builds up in your bones. It accumulates until you can't even twitch a finger to change the channel or pull a trigger or point and blame someone else. It just weighs you down, all this tired. No sleep, no pill, no energy drink can fix it. Can even dent it for more than a few days.

It's a powerful tiredness that goes beyond exhaustion and beyond apathy. Depression doesn't hold a candle to this kind of tired. 'Worn out' is 'Spring chicken' compared to this. It's a kind of tired that crushes bad days and worse weeks. It's a kind of tired that makes you wonder if even laying down and dying would ease it at all.

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Maybe the ghosts that haunt me are weighing me down a little. Maybe that's bullshit. Maybe I've seen too much - or I saw too much once long ago and I just never learned to process it. Maybe I've been alive too long and for some reason haven't stopped living yet. Maybe I'm just weak, having spent my allotment of rage too early on. Hormones, brain damage, whatever it is; I'm tired.

resonate with me most. And they do it really well. Good job, CPD. Let's go find a shady tree.

How can they even pretend that makes sense?

 

Wow.

Looks like I need to go read the rest of this thread.

  jesus shit I love puns.

Ah, you guys make me happy. I have trouble seeing past myself when I read articles like this. I'm always full of indignant "Yeah? Well when I went off meds, the only thing I thought about was killing myself over and over. So.. what do you say to that, huh?" types of thought. That's not to say that I don't think things are horribly fucked up in psychiatry today, but it's nice to have other perspectives to consider.

225 You have an erotic (to some) collection of Too Hawt For Spagbook pics of famous PDers

I could deal with a cartoon spider. Don't know about Suu and Fred, though.

I like your interpretation of >* face!  It reminds me of Cram's idea to make a thread for people to post pictures of themselves making PD emoticon faces. Which I still think should happen, just sayin'.


*  ?:< sort of? Stupid automatic smiley.

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Oh my god.  HowWHY did you find that?

I hate that book. I will hate this movie. And I will probably want to punch people in the mouth when they yammer on about how great it is.

IT'S THE GREATEST I CAN TELL ALREADY 

Awesome idea. For my part, I can't really remember details about places I've been.    Makes me want to go run around Boston more, though!

Thanks. <3  And

 Roger, I can't read your shit when there are spiders everywhere.


ETA: Awesome, Alty!

[eventually isn't right now so it's less of a concern]

Possibly, but eventually isn't right now so it's less of a concern?

^ I have no idea if that's true, just seems to be the way this country rolls.

that line of thought is precisely the cause of the problems, and will continue to be for the foreseeable future.

But it's worked so well in the past!    Same sad people making the same sad decisions. Occasionally with fancy new names.