What shitty situation in life?
It's not like it has to be good, it's just NaNoWriMo. Kudos to you for even being on track with your word count and all that shit. It just seems like you'll reap nothing but mockery if you post it on 23ae.
Does it matter the situation? I mean, you seem to have very much decided how you feel about it. I doubt anything I could answer that with would suffice.
I'm not trying to make it good, I'm keeping it readable for my own sake. I'm having fun with it and I thought the selection I put up was a fun passage. If it's not the kind of thing we're looking to put on 23ae then I won't, plain and simple, it was an attempt at a contribution because I don't have much time to come up with another one when I'm doing NaNoWriMo.
If you're worried about the mockery I would reap from 23ae why are you unconcerned with contributing to it here?