« on: January 14, 2016, 06:34:31 pm »
May I ask what the purpose of that anonymity is? There's a strong tone of distrust between that and how you describe your relationships with your family and friends.
Depression is a motherfucker, and the best advice I ever received for it is that it is by definition not being in your right mind, and therefore not a state from which you should make life decisions. That includes whether or not to continue it.
Your situation is overwhelming, but while all the factors contributing to it are connected, they are still able to be solved independently. It's good that you were able to focus on that creative project, it means you can still apply yourself. Focus on becoming independent first, and from there your social life and etc. Even if it means slaving away for The Man.
And go the fuck outside. Cold be damned.