Controlled Autism

[Jasper]

If you had that low a pain threshold hitting people would not be desirable.

[saint aini]

If you had that low a pain threshold hitting people would not be desirable.

I fucking will annihilate anyone who touches me in a way I do not desire if it is expedient to me at the time to do so (i.e. I'm not in a rush to get some place and I'm tactically ready for it).

[Jasper]

You're kind of on drugs, aren't you?

[saint aini]

You're kind of on drugs, aren't you?

nope...

[Jasper]

Have you ever met someone who almost seems like a parody of themselves?

[saint aini]

Have you ever met someone who almost seems like a parody of themselves?

Jeffree Star or James St. James?

[Bharlion]

I have! I am a parody of myself.

Everything that I stand for I don't
Everything that I know I forgot.
Everything I hate I love

I fuck everything I kill
I kill everything I fuck

[The Apex, The Harmony Of]

We am special people.

[East Coast Hustle]

I fuck everything I kill
I kill everything I fuck

so, if you kill something, and then fuck it, do you have to kill it again after that, or how does that work?

[Jasper]

That is a pretty damn vicious cycle.

[Bharlion]

It is part of my life.

my cure and my blessing

They can't leave me if they are dead now can they? MWAHAHAHAHAH

Oops did I say that. Sorry my programming is kicking in again.

I love LOL CATs. KITTENS and RABBITS.

YOU MAKE ME ALL SO HAPPY.

So relax, citizens, ignore that feeling of the ground shifting beneath your feet, and discount any bizarre rumors you may have heard. America is secure, the economy is great, and you have tons of stuff to watch on teevee. And JFK and Lee Harvey Oswald both died natural deaths in 1963, and everything has been great since then, anyway. Just grab a beer, turn on American Idol, and...

GO BACK TO SLEEP!

[Mourning Star]

It is part of my life.

my cure and my blessing

They can't leave me if they are dead now can they? MWAHAHAHAHAH

Oops did I say that. Sorry my programming is kicking in again.

I love LOL CATs. KITTENS and RABBITS.

YOU MAKE ME ALL SO HAPPY.

So relax, citizens, ignore that feeling of the ground shifting beneath your feet, and discount any bizarre rumors you may have heard. America is secure, the economy is great, and you have tons of stuff to watch on teevee. And JFK and Lee Harvey Oswald both died natural deaths in 1963, and everything has been great since then, anyway. Just grab a beer, turn on American Idol, and...

GO BACK TO SLEEP!

ZOMG23PINEALFNORD!ZORT!

Your posts make my eyes want to strangle my brain.

[Richter]

Meanwhile back on topic:

Last week I intentionally went a bit "cold" via caffine and mindset, to pull and sort data for 130 or so accounts (too few for a script).  It amussed me to try it.  Normal proceure would have been break it up amongst 3-4 people for slow moments, and ask them to have it done the next day.  I took care of it in a hour, and jotted down how the state of mind felt.  This is what I got:

"Numbers, data, names, all are the same thing, when broken down to their core components.  I stare at them, work with them correlate and note.
My subconscious remembers perfectly, eidetic and exact.  My consciousness is spared this precision, but gets the oddest memos. 
It tells me what the next input will be.  No mysticism needed this time, I've seen it before.  I will see it again.  I will not stop seeing it.

Patterns emerge.  I focus, I meditate, I work.  I disregard as the pattern is irrelevant, and for the moment, only precision and efficiency matters. 

Pattern recognition is a flawed but essential tool.  It will lead to prejudices, generalizations, and superstitions. 

I remain naïve.  Nothing is relevant except what I see before me.  Pare the equation and the action down to the minimum.  "

[Triple Zero]

how did you do this, Richter?

[Richter]

Hard to explain, it comes naturally, and surplus energy from caffine helps.  Takes a bit for my brain to "Shift gears" though.