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Started by I_Kicked_Kennedy, August 05, 2008, 01:06:30 AM

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Raphaella

#90
August 06, 2008, 10:35:53 PM
Quote from: Lysergic on August 06, 2008, 10:25:12 PM
Interesting story.
:roll:

Thanks I guess  :oops:

What I was trying to illustrate though is that you never really know before hand how LSD will effect you, no matter how well researched, or even if you have done it before. I had done it before and never went crazy, but then BAM fucking schizo or some such asshattery. Threw me for a loop big time.  :lol:
The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon into blood before the coming of the great and terrible OZ

I_Kicked_Kennedy

#91
August 06, 2008, 10:45:10 PM
Quote from: triple zero on August 06, 2008, 05:56:46 PM
Quote from: Lysergic on August 06, 2008, 04:56:53 PMAny questions?

what is the best drug in the world?

kratom extract.

oxy high, but I can still get a boner.
If I had a million dollars, I'd put it all in a sensible mutual fund.

Raphaella

#92
August 06, 2008, 10:54:17 PM
QuoteQuestion: Now that it's been and gone, was it worth it?

I've been batshit insane myself and I wouldn't have missed it for the world. I'm always interested in the perspectives of fellow travellers.

Well it's hard to say really. I think I benefited from the insights when I was 'insane' but it took me quite sometime to get over it. I don't know if it was the meds they had me on, or what but I had a real hard time coping for nearly a year. I could not work, it was very hard to sleep, I was having trouble reading, basic comprehension was difficult and I became extremely self conscious to the point where it was debilitating almost paranoia.
Despite the long recovery process I will say that this experience has given me new perspective on things like ego loss, the concept behind assuming 'god forms' and alternate realities and the like. The idea that one could pull thoughts from the collective unconscious is something I think on more than I used to as well. During my 'crazy' period I think I may have been doing just that. Also the idea of language is a strong thinking point for me too, mostly concerning the metaphor. When I was out of it I spoke mostly in metaphors that really only I could have comprehend at the time which in hindsight I would say is the big reason I was taken to the hospital and not allowed to recover at home. (Which may or may not have happened eventually I'll never know.) I would say all kinds of fucking weird shit that made perfect sense to me but no one else knew what the hell to make of it.  :lulz:     
The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon into blood before the coming of the great and terrible OZ

Lies

#93
August 06, 2008, 11:27:23 PM
Quote from: Professor Cramulus on August 06, 2008, 10:33:18 PM
Very interesting - thanks for sharing, Raph.




Lys - your ":roll:" response confuses me.
It goes deep.
All I say is- Yes, I get where he's coming from...
And his story is valid, and I don't doubt at all what he's saying...
just wish I was there to smack some sense into him at the time.

Lysergic-
Would love to psychoanalyse raph in person because there's more to this then can be typed.
- So the New World Order does not actually exist?
- Oh it exists, and how!
Ask the slaves whose labour built the White House;
Ask the slaves of today tied down to sweatshops and brothels to escape hunger;
Ask most women, second class citizens, in a pervasive rape culture;
Ask the non-human creatures who inhabit the planet:
whales, bears, frogs, tuna, bees, slaughtered farm animals;
Ask the natives of the Americas and Australia on whose land
you live today, on whose graves your factories, farms and neighbourhoods stand;
ask any of them this, ask them if the New World Order is true;
they'll tell you plainly: the New World Order... is you!

BADGE OF HONOR

#94
August 06, 2008, 11:35:36 PM
You can't slap sense into a crazy person, that's why they're crazy.

And the name "raphaella" suggests someone of the female persuasion.  Just as a heads up.
The Jerk On Bike rolled his eyes and tossed the waffle back over his shoulder--before it struck the ground, a stout, disconcertingly monkey-like dog sprang into the air and snatched it, and began to masticate it--literally--for the sound it made was like a homonculus squatting on the floor muttering "masticate masticate masticate".

Lies

#95
August 06, 2008, 11:40:24 PM
Quote from: Rabid Badger of God on August 06, 2008, 11:35:36 PM
You can't slap sense into a crazy person, that's why they're crazy.

And the name "raphaella" suggests someone of the female persuasion.  Just as a heads up.
Yeah, I realised that, but I'm in no mood to play sex favourates, so the sexist that I am, I just defaulted to "he".
In any case, I'm not going to say anything.
Make of it what you will, I'm sure have.]

I just have my own theories, and I'm not assuming anything other then...
it's an interesting story, and very likely of deeper investigation if it were possible...
otherwise, ignore my reaction, I'm just being a bit of a self-righteous dick that can't help but wonder certain things...
- So the New World Order does not actually exist?
- Oh it exists, and how!
Ask the slaves whose labour built the White House;
Ask the slaves of today tied down to sweatshops and brothels to escape hunger;
Ask most women, second class citizens, in a pervasive rape culture;
Ask the non-human creatures who inhabit the planet:
whales, bears, frogs, tuna, bees, slaughtered farm animals;
Ask the natives of the Americas and Australia on whose land
you live today, on whose graves your factories, farms and neighbourhoods stand;
ask any of them this, ask them if the New World Order is true;
they'll tell you plainly: the New World Order... is you!

BADGE OF HONOR

#96
August 06, 2008, 11:41:55 PM
What?  You're not even making sense.
The Jerk On Bike rolled his eyes and tossed the waffle back over his shoulder--before it struck the ground, a stout, disconcertingly monkey-like dog sprang into the air and snatched it, and began to masticate it--literally--for the sound it made was like a homonculus squatting on the floor muttering "masticate masticate masticate".

Lies

#97
August 06, 2008, 11:42:37 PM
In actual fact, the fact that raph most likely *is* female just makes me go  :roll: even more.

Don't take it the wrong way...
I'm not going to say anything.

You're truth is your truth, and I'm not going to argue it.
- So the New World Order does not actually exist?
- Oh it exists, and how!
Ask the slaves whose labour built the White House;
Ask the slaves of today tied down to sweatshops and brothels to escape hunger;
Ask most women, second class citizens, in a pervasive rape culture;
Ask the non-human creatures who inhabit the planet:
whales, bears, frogs, tuna, bees, slaughtered farm animals;
Ask the natives of the Americas and Australia on whose land
you live today, on whose graves your factories, farms and neighbourhoods stand;
ask any of them this, ask them if the New World Order is true;
they'll tell you plainly: the New World Order... is you!

Lies

#98
August 06, 2008, 11:43:40 PM
Quote from: Rabid Badger of God on August 06, 2008, 11:41:55 PM
What?  You're not even making sense.
I'm drunk.
I've been awake for more then 24 hours.
I don't make any sense.
I'm not going to say anything.

In fact, just ignore me, seriously.
- So the New World Order does not actually exist?
- Oh it exists, and how!
Ask the slaves whose labour built the White House;
Ask the slaves of today tied down to sweatshops and brothels to escape hunger;
Ask most women, second class citizens, in a pervasive rape culture;
Ask the non-human creatures who inhabit the planet:
whales, bears, frogs, tuna, bees, slaughtered farm animals;
Ask the natives of the Americas and Australia on whose land
you live today, on whose graves your factories, farms and neighbourhoods stand;
ask any of them this, ask them if the New World Order is true;
they'll tell you plainly: the New World Order... is you!

Cramulus

#99
August 06, 2008, 11:55:51 PM
okay

I know you consider yourself the drug czar and all
but usually when someone shares something personal like that
a little sympathy or something is preferable to an eyeroll.

Go get some sleep.

Lies

#100
August 07, 2008, 12:01:25 AM
My apoligies.
Seriously, just ignore me as of one or two posts ago.
But, I have a feeling I'll have something to say tomorrow that will justify my  :roll: without actually offending anyone.
- So the New World Order does not actually exist?
- Oh it exists, and how!
Ask the slaves whose labour built the White House;
Ask the slaves of today tied down to sweatshops and brothels to escape hunger;
Ask most women, second class citizens, in a pervasive rape culture;
Ask the non-human creatures who inhabit the planet:
whales, bears, frogs, tuna, bees, slaughtered farm animals;
Ask the natives of the Americas and Australia on whose land
you live today, on whose graves your factories, farms and neighbourhoods stand;
ask any of them this, ask them if the New World Order is true;
they'll tell you plainly: the New World Order... is you!

BADGE OF HONOR

#101
August 07, 2008, 12:02:16 AM
All right, good luck with that.
The Jerk On Bike rolled his eyes and tossed the waffle back over his shoulder--before it struck the ground, a stout, disconcertingly monkey-like dog sprang into the air and snatched it, and began to masticate it--literally--for the sound it made was like a homonculus squatting on the floor muttering "masticate masticate masticate".

Lies

#102
August 07, 2008, 12:28:04 AM
Also, just to make sure that I wake up tomorrow and realise that I don't know what the hell I was thinking a while ago, I'm sorry raph.
Really, ignore me going  :roll:, I'm *not* thinking straight right now, admittingly, and ironically, I'm on two different drugs at once, and I know both are telling me different things right now...
It's an interesting story, and I reserve any comments on it til I sober up and can analyse properly what you said.
Also, I'm was trolling another board at the same time, my feelings might have merged unfairly in response to what you said.

-Lysergic, has had a big one and is saying stupud shit as of the last few hour or two.
- So the New World Order does not actually exist?
- Oh it exists, and how!
Ask the slaves whose labour built the White House;
Ask the slaves of today tied down to sweatshops and brothels to escape hunger;
Ask most women, second class citizens, in a pervasive rape culture;
Ask the non-human creatures who inhabit the planet:
whales, bears, frogs, tuna, bees, slaughtered farm animals;
Ask the natives of the Americas and Australia on whose land
you live today, on whose graves your factories, farms and neighbourhoods stand;
ask any of them this, ask them if the New World Order is true;
they'll tell you plainly: the New World Order... is you!

Raphaella

#103
August 07, 2008, 12:54:44 AM
It's Ok really. I just threw that story out there cause I don't want anyone getting the idea that LSD will make you think you are a glass of orange juice, or a fire truck.  :wink: But it may make underling, previously unknown, mental weirdness crop up. It could be said that I was due to go insane anyway, but one can never be so sure. The point too is that eventually I did get better. So I really don't feel LSD could make one crazy for the rest of their lives, but then again who's to say. Like anything else I can only speak from personal experience.

Even though I am better now I still think about this experience often. It really has had a profound impact on my life. I do welcome any thoughts you may have on it when your are sober. Feel free to PM me with some questions too. I'm pretty open about this because I am still assimilating everything that went on during this time. But now, I'm off to Coldstone, Ice cream FTW! and then to work  :sad:
The sun shall be turned to darkness and the moon into blood before the coming of the great and terrible OZ

I_Kicked_Kennedy

#104
August 07, 2008, 12:55:06 AM
Backpedaling will only result in more trippin' Lys.
If I had a million dollars, I'd put it all in a sensible mutual fund.
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