KONFESS TO KAOUSUU

[The Good Reverend Roger]

BAD MONKEY NO LEARN?

No, I never learn.  It's become a bit of a joke, in some parts.  I do the same stupid shit over and over again, and I am constantly surprised when the results are the same.  I feel like a NASCAR driver that keeps wondering why he only makes left turns, and who has people who like to watch him race, but don't actually want to hang out in the pit with him.

SWEEP THE LEG, JOHNNY. NO MERCY.

O, the temptation is strong. 

[Suu]

I may not be the best spiritual adviser when it comes to revenge. Just sayin'.

[LMNO]

BAD MONKEY NO LEARN?

No, I never learn.  It's become a bit of a joke, in some parts.  I do the same stupid shit over and over again, and I am constantly surprised when the results are the same.  I feel like a NASCAR driver that keeps wondering why he only makes left turns, and who has people who like to watch him race, but don't actually want to hang out in the pit with him.

SWEEP THE LEG, JOHNNY. NO MERCY.

I was not expecting that reference.

I am now cleaning up nose-sprayed coffee.

[Suu]

BAD MONKEY NO LEARN?

No, I never learn.  It's become a bit of a joke, in some parts.  I do the same stupid shit over and over again, and I am constantly surprised when the results are the same.  I feel like a NASCAR driver that keeps wondering why he only makes left turns, and who has people who like to watch him race, but don't actually want to hang out in the pit with him.

SWEEP THE LEG, JOHNNY. NO MERCY.

I was not expecting that reference.

I am now cleaning up nose-sprayed coffee.

My work here is done.

[Mangrove]

SWEEP THE LEG, JOHNNY. NO MERCY.

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

I also confess that I have allowed myself to be treated as a disposable friend by someone I liked and trusted, and done so without either bringing the wrath or simply walking away.  I intend to rectify that, by the walking away bit.  I confess that I've been a fucking idiot for quite some time now, and put myself in this position through nobody's fault but my own.  I confess that I fucking hate just about everyone, and when I suddenly realize that one of the few people I don't hate views me as an annoying puppy, I confess that this fills me with a level of sudden indifference that is difficult to articulate.

That is the complete suck.

I've had that happen before, and it's weirdly much worse than having a fight. Just being suddenly made... irrelevant in the life of someone you actually bothered caring about. Kinda going through that right now with Boots.