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« Reply #7080 on: March 16, 2022, 12:38:14 pm »
More like itís working on me, but yeah.

Iím worse than Iíve ever been these days, and ďworse than Iíve ever beenĒ when housed and with enough money to eat and smoke cigarettes by my standards is fucking abysmal.

Yikes. I'm sorry to hear that. You still have basic needs not met though? Feel free to send me a message.


So Ö the photo series. The only outlet I have that is Ö safe, for some values of safe.

Then thank you so much for sharing.

I don't expect the parts which are hurting to start healing until they feel they are understood and accepted.

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« Reply #7081 on: March 17, 2022, 01:10:17 am »
Iím fine for now. I think Iíve burned a lot of bridges and lost most of my friends for good because Iím not whole and healthy right now, but Iím alive. I donít ďneedĒ anything, not really anyway.

I have passing desires, but theyíre expensive and pointless. Theyíd be nothing more than a golden bandaid over a festering gut wound. Iím fine. I appreciate it though.

As for sharing, well. I donít feel any special attachment to them. I just thought those two showed my face well in unusual lighting and angles. The others either donít show my face at all or arenít stuff to share with just anyone, for that personís sake more than my own. One, the new part 6, is both.
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« Reply #7082 on: March 17, 2022, 09:34:11 pm »
Iím fine for now. I think Iíve burned a lot of bridges and lost most of my friends for good because Iím not whole and healthy right now,
Relatable feels. Sometimes it's true, sometimes it's not, and I have been pleasantly undeservedly surprised in the past, but carrying the "maybe" over time gets heavy.


but Iím alive.

Yay!


I donít ďneedĒ anything, not really anyway.

I have passing desires, but theyíre expensive and pointless. Theyíd be nothing more than a golden bandaid over a festering gut wound. Iím fine. I appreciate it though.

Gotcha.


As for sharing, well. I donít feel any special attachment to them. I just thought those two showed my face well in unusual lighting and angles. The others either donít show my face at all or arenít stuff to share with just anyone, for that personís sake more than my own. One, the new part 6, is both.

Now i'm curious, but I don't have anything similar yet to offer in return.

Thanks for reminding me that the purpose of this thread is to show my face :)


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« Reply #7083 on: March 24, 2022, 12:20:53 pm »


i thought this would be a funny way to reclaim that old transphobic trap slur.
but when i posted it to facebook last year, all i got were care reacts :evilmad:

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« Reply #7084 on: March 24, 2022, 11:59:42 pm »

Taken after surviving 6 months of construction and the fires caused by and as contractors
ripped off my landlord installing ridiculously over the top levels of fire-safety lights and alarms in this
unstable tinderbox of prime downtown Hamilton real estate


I lived in Hamilton for 3 years, and I can say with authority that there is no prime real estate anywhere near the city.
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« Reply #7085 on: March 25, 2022, 01:05:59 pm »
I wish my landlord of the last year had that confidence, instead of the confidence to say she'd double the rent in order to add me to the lease officially.

also - the view out my front door every time it rains  :lulz:
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« Reply #7086 on: March 27, 2022, 02:16:03 am »

this mornings whim which i posted about then promptly forgot and kept wondering why i kept getting weird looks

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« Reply #7087 on: April 11, 2022, 10:16:00 pm »
i thought this would be a funny way to reclaim that old transphobic trap slur.
but when i posted it to facebook last year, all i got were care reacts :evilmad:

this mornings whim which i posted about then promptly forgot and kept wondering why i kept getting weird looks

Weird looks beat care reacts.
Really, those things should be reserved for dead pets and the like.
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« Reply #7088 on: April 12, 2022, 01:43:50 pm »
care reacts seem to exist for when you don't "love" that someone is going through something, but you don't care enough/are unable to support beyond acknowledgement. i suppose it fills the "thoughts and prayers" gap for those who would never say those words directly?

i'm used to weird looks whenever i'm just walking down the street wearing whatever i want, but that day i was fully winterised - feeling warm, protected and anonymous - as soon as i put my glasses on, i forget they are there for the most part.

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« Reply #7089 on: April 14, 2022, 09:13:27 pm »
care reacts seem to exist for when you don't "love" that someone is going through something, but you don't care enough/are unable to support beyond acknowledgement. i suppose it fills the "thoughts and prayers" gap for those who would never say those words directly?

That sounds about right.
"I'm sorry about your devastating event but I'm 2500 miles away, I don't have any spare money and I don't feel like talking about this."

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i'm used to weird looks whenever i'm just walking down the street wearing whatever i want, but that day i was fully winterised - feeling warm, protected and anonymous - as soon as i put my glasses on, i forget they are there for the most part.

People gotta see. Call it je ne sais quoi and tell 'em to pound sand.
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« Reply #7090 on: April 15, 2022, 05:32:38 am »
Well I have another bomb ass pair of photos of me
ďI am that worst of all type of criminal...I cannot bring myself to do what you tell me, because you told me

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« Reply #7091 on: May 24, 2022, 10:12:48 pm »
Alright then.
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« Reply #7092 on: May 25, 2022, 04:36:09 am »
Alright then.

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« Reply #7093 on: June 26, 2022, 10:04:08 pm »
I have gotten both Fat and Hot As Fuck, and I drive all the transbians and lesboys wild now. Also, I have the coolest pendant ever (because I'm a huge edgy nerd and I love Quake 1).

ďI am that worst of all type of criminal...I cannot bring myself to do what you tell me, because you told me

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