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So I gave up...

Started by Salty, February 10, 2010, 06:50:09 PM

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Lies

Hey, good to hear you making a positive step in your life.

As on on again/off again smoker, I feel that while pot can help you feel better in some ways and help in others, it can and will dull you and your mind and your motivation to do stuff, if you want to smoke, there's a time and a place, but when you're doing it nearly every day and not achieving the things you want to achieve, it's time to seriously think about giving it a decent break
- So the New World Order does not actually exist?
- Oh it exists, and how!
Ask the slaves whose labour built the White House;
Ask the slaves of today tied down to sweatshops and brothels to escape hunger;
Ask most women, second class citizens, in a pervasive rape culture;
Ask the non-human creatures who inhabit the planet:
whales, bears, frogs, tuna, bees, slaughtered farm animals;
Ask the natives of the Americas and Australia on whose land
you live today, on whose graves your factories, farms and neighbourhoods stand;
ask any of them this, ask them if the New World Order is true;
they'll tell you plainly: the New World Order... is you!

Salty

Thanks for all your support.

I am starting to realize why I preferred to be vacant-minded though. I have been trying deep breathing techniques I haven't done in years, if only to offset to small, intense bursts of panic and anxiety I've been experiencing over the last few days.

Underneath all that haze was a well of dissatisfaction and anger. I've been trying to focus that energy on constructive things, but being mostly out of work isn't helping.

Gonna try to land whatever University job I can get while waiting for the slope thing to work out because I don't really care what I do at this point as long as it's something that isn't massage or retail hell. Which doesn't pay enough anyway. 
The world is a car and you're the crash test dummy.

Shibboleet The Annihilator

This might've already been discussed in here, but you should start doing cardio and weight training. It helps a lot with stabilizing that sort of shit.