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Started by Adios, August 03, 2010, 04:04:39 PM

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#30
August 05, 2010, 12:16:00 AM
Nor do I fear god, hell, satan, or any of it. I can't die. The only thing I fear is the Christian heaven. If I go there I will kill myself.

BadBeast

#31
August 05, 2010, 12:16:50 AM
Oh Italians are all superstitious as fuck.
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4

Adios

#32
August 05, 2010, 12:17:50 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 05, 2010, 12:16:50 AM
Oh Italians are all superstitious as fuck.


Superstition is a O:MF.

BadBeast

#33
August 05, 2010, 12:17:56 AM
Yeah, you need a "get out of Heaven free" card.
Or spend eternity with the fuckers
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4

Adios

#34
August 05, 2010, 12:19:17 AM
I will ask for two things at the doctors.

Anabuse.

Medical pot prescription.

BadBeast

#35
August 05, 2010, 12:19:45 AM
I think we're all probably IP banned at Heaven anyway, on account of being Discordians.
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4

Adios

#36
August 05, 2010, 12:20:13 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 05, 2010, 12:19:45 AM
I think we're all probably IP banned at Heaven anyway, on account of being Discordians.

:spittake:

BadBeast

#37
August 05, 2010, 12:22:20 AM
Quote from: Charley Brown on August 05, 2010, 12:19:17 AM
I will ask for two things at the doctors.

Anabuse.

Medical pot prescription.
The Pot's probably a good idea, but he won't give you anabuse until you've been detoxed. He'll probably give you Valium or Librium, for the withdrawal symptoms.
They can be pretty severe without benzos.
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4

Adios

#38
August 05, 2010, 12:23:43 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 05, 2010, 12:22:20 AM
Quote from: Charley Brown on August 05, 2010, 12:19:17 AM
I will ask for two things at the doctors.

Anabuse.

Medical pot prescription.
The Pot's probably a good idea, but he won't give you anabuse until you've been detoxed. He'll probably give you Valium or Librium, for the withdrawal symptoms.
They can be pretty severe without benzos.

All I know is, it has to stop. I am already on number 4 tonight.

BadBeast

#39
August 05, 2010, 12:25:41 AM
Have you tried to stop before?
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4

Adios

#40
August 05, 2010, 12:28:19 AM
Quote from: BadBeast on August 05, 2010, 12:25:41 AM
Have you tried to stop before?

Yes.

Adios

#41
August 05, 2010, 12:32:39 AM
Ok, that was a weak response. I go 2 - 3 days without, then convince myself I can keep it to one or two a night. Next thing I know.......

BadBeast

#42
August 05, 2010, 12:34:32 AM
Yeah, it's not the stopping that's hardest, it's staying stopped. I know AA works for a lot of people, but it's just all that 'Higher power' stuff, and level of misery that put me right off.  
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4

BadBeast

#43
August 05, 2010, 12:37:10 AM
Quote from: Charley Brown on August 05, 2010, 12:32:39 AM
Ok, that was a weak response. I go 2 - 3 days without, then convince myself I can keep it to one or two a night. Next thing I know.......
That's a really common pattern, seems like in the period without a drink, people manage to convince themselves that maybe it wasn't so problematic after all, and start again.
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4

BadBeast

#44
August 05, 2010, 12:46:56 AM
It's actually a bit of an eye opener, seeing how many behaviour patterns are centered around an addiction, and the lengths we go to to even avoid looking at it as an addiction. The realisation that we are powerless over such a large part of our lives is a hard thing to take on board.
Possibly the hardest thing about the whole thing.
"We need a plane for Bombing, Strafing, Assault and Battery, Interception, Ground Support, and Reconaissance,
NOT JUST A "FAIR WEATHER FIGHTER"!

"I kinda like him. It's like he sees inside my soul" ~ Nigel


Whoever puts their hand on me to govern me, is a usurper, and a tyrant, and I declare them my enemy!

"And when the clouds obscure the moon, and normal service is resumed. It wont. Mean. A. Thing"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpkCJDYxH-4
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