I'm Tired

[Q. G. Pennyworth]

No.

Don't give me that fucking look like I'm a bad person. Not now. Fuck off. I'm tired.

I'm tired of being stretched too thin across too many projects that I'll never be able to finish. I'm tired of the weight bearing down on me of all the people who should have had their stuff delivered already. I'm tired of looking at these files. I can't take it. Go away.

I'm tired of the moms yelling about the teacher, and the other moms yelling about the first ones. I'm tired of being told I need to be more invested in my daughter's education. I'm tired of looking over the same goddamn worksheets. I'm tired of her teacher's false enthusiasm in the mornings and genuine relief in the afternoon as the children finally leave. I'm tired of the grouchy secretaries and dipshit principal. I'm tired of 7 am.

I'm tired of knowing that Red and Blue are on the same side, but Red will do more immediate damage to the issues I've attached myself to so I'd better SHUT UP and vote. I'm tired of Barack Obama's smiling face. I'm tired of speeches and crowds and WON'T YOU PLEASE DONATE JUST THREE DOLLARS? I'm tired of the war on women, the middle class, drugs, terror, christmas, obesity, and the goddamn post office. I didn't sign up for this shit. I'm tired of the weight of my Great-Grandmother, who got herself arrested for my right to vote. I swear, if you could see what they're putting in the ballots now you wouldn't blame me for this. No, I'm not saying things weren't worse for you. No, I'm not trying to -- No. I'm too tired. Go away.

I'm tired of being the one who has to set up my relief work. I'm tired of my relief work not actually reducing my load at all. I'm tired of cooking for 5 people on a regular basis and 12 people once a week. I'm tired of doing the fucking dishes.

I'm tired of being told to contribute. I'm tired of setting up meetings. I'm tired of writing and designing and typing up css. I'm tired of arguments and drama and bitches who will never, ever, ever change. I'm tired of organizing. I'm tired of flyers and signs and permits. I'm tired of everyone else's bullshit, and I'm tired of my own. Let me sleep. Seriously. I'm not kidding.

Sure, a headache. Let's call it that.

Fine, whatever.

Just let me sleep.

[Doktor Howl]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

[Q. G. Pennyworth]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

[Doktor Howl]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

Um, right then.

[Triple Zero]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

[Freeky]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

Jesus fuck, unnecessary hostility much?

[Doktor Howl]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

Jesus fuck, unnecessary hostility much?

Well, you have to understand that I'm not an actual person.  I am apparently some kind of puppy.

Puppies don't get upset when you tell them to fuck off, because they're not people and don't understand.

Yip yip!

[Freeky]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

Jesus fuck, unnecessary hostility much?

Well, you have to understand that I'm not an actual person.  I am apparently some kind of puppy.

Puppies don't get upset when you tell them to fuck off, because they're not people and don't understand.

Yip yip!

No, that's bullshit. 

[Doktor Howl]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

Jesus fuck, unnecessary hostility much?

Well, you have to understand that I'm not an actual person.  I am apparently some kind of puppy.

Puppies don't get upset when you tell them to fuck off, because they're not people and don't understand.

Yip yip!

No, that's bullshit.

I think I just widdled on the carpet.  Sorry. 

[Anna Mae Bollocks]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

Jesus fuck, unnecessary hostility much?

Well, you have to understand that I'm not an actual person.  I am apparently some kind of puppy.

Puppies don't get upset when you tell them to fuck off, because they're not people and don't understand.

Yip yip!

[Triple Zero]

Good, that's settled.  They'll be by once a week to change the straw in your cage.

No. Fuck off. I don't need you making me feel bad.

Jesus fuck, unnecessary hostility much?

Well, you have to understand that I'm not an actual person.  I am apparently some kind of puppy.

Puppies don't get upset when you tell them to fuck off, because they're not people and don't understand.

Yip yip!

No, that's bullshit.

I just thought, neither do friends. Apparently QG is/was in a really really shitty mood/situation, and mainly wanted to tell the world to fuck off. But the world is not always there, or will react badly when you tell it off. A friend may be understanding, it's just words, emotion needs to radiate like thermodynamic heat, because it won't go anywhere otherwise as it can't be destroyed. Her being QG, I don't think she meant to tell Roger off as a person but rather just unload at the first "safe" target in sight. Could've been me.

So I decided to make a funny picture of a kitten, see if that'd cheer her up somewhat.

I'm sure she'll be back and apologizing for her outbursts. And I sure hope they helped her vent a bit of steam.

[Doktor Howl]

Her being QG, I don't think she meant to tell Roger off as a person but rather just unload at the first "safe" target in sight. Could've been me.

There's a little more history than that, Trip.  Not sure why it started.

[Triple Zero]

Yes, I read some other posts and see that now. Shame. Hope it settles out though, QG is a good one, as far as I've seen.



And always with the strife eh? Really sometimes I wonder, you know when a Chaos Magickian says to invoke (or evoke, whatever) a God(dess), whatever it is they really mean without the bullshit, when it comes to our Eris Nancy Discordia, Goddess of Strife and Discord, we got that shit down to a fucking science on this board

[Doktor Howl]

Yes, I read some other posts and see that now. Shame. Hope it settles out though, QG is a good one, as far as I've seen.



And always with the strife eh? Really sometimes I wonder, you know when a Chaos Magickian says to invoke (or evoke, whatever) a God(dess), whatever it is they really mean without the bullshit, when it comes to our Eris Nancy Discordia, Goddess of Strife and Discord, we got that shit down to a fucking science on this board

Yeah, well, she knows how to hit where it hurts, and she chose her moment well.

My hat's off to her, in a way.

[Triple Zero]

I hope my kitten helped a bit then, for anyone :-/