I'm tired, DOUR.
I'm not tired because I'm all out of Holy™. I'm tired because nobody WANTS it anymore.
Well, that's not totally true. There are still some people out there, and here, who want it. But there aren't so many of them, and getting hated all the time by assorted and sundry really wears a girl down.
Yep. There have been times where I've preached and it's fallen flat, and later on people have gotten into it again (which is why I do it)...But I have to say that in the last 6 months or so, being someone's hate porn wank-rag has gotten REALLY fucking old.
I am unsure if people think it's just What's Done, or if they are really that petty, or if - as I have said - they have to be pissed off to feel anything at all. In any case, it's not my problem, it's not my responsibility, and from now on, I have nothing to say about it, except that I won't be responding to the haters, or even considering them at all. I really just don't have time for it.
And I don't have the emotional endurance to rant to an empty room, anymore, and certainly not to a room full of voyeurs and/or people that will not respond to me because they're butthurt or just can't be bothered.