Whinning about nothing whatsoever - Almost Ranting

[Zurtok Khan]

I'm going to start by saying that if you don't want to hear anything about me, or my life, or how I think I relate to the rest of the universe, then go the fuck away.  I'm fucking tired of all your assholeness.  Should you all be nice, never hurt anyone Opies?  No, that wouldn't be you.  But, you're all such negative, constantly bitching whiners, that if thats the game you're playing today, I don't want to play with you anymore.  So go away.

Now, on to what I actually wanted to say...

I don't fit in anywhere, I've decided.  I've got no idea where to look, so I think I'm going to give up.  I don't, ahem, *belong* anywhere.  So, I'm going to be where I am.  Leave it at that.

I get what I want, when I want it.  It makes me sad.  I am reminded of a movie called "13 Conversations on One Thing," where one character turns to another and says something about an old gypsy curse, "May you get what you want."  I've got everyone I want.  And when I find something else I want, I get that too.  There's no difficulty in any of it, anymore.  There is no "try," as Yoda would say.

Goddess dammit, I want someone to blame.  But, I know all too well that there is no one to blame but myself.  I'm just tired.  I can manipulate anyone I know into giving me what I want, if I want to.  But, whats the point?

There's a girl at work with a big crush on me.  She's nice, I might go out with her, but it was too easy to make her like me.  It was what I set out to do, since I thought she was pretty.  She think's I'm an arrogent SoB and keeps hinting about how she likes me.  Well, she pretends to think I'm an arrogent SoB, because it keeps her reality in order (I think she likes abusive men, which I'm not, simply just rather self assured of my power over most all of the people I come in contact with...especially at work).

I think I might just be tired.  This isn't like me at all.  But, I've lost my sense of Identity today.  Not that that's a surprise to anyone, it's a needed step.  And, yes, I am stepping like a foolish Opie.

I think maybe I can blame it on Eris, seeing as I *am* Eris.  Of course, everyone here is Eris, if they let themself be.  Personally, I think Hugh, and Bella, and the Gnome, and maybe even you Roger, are my own Avatar's of the Goddess.  I think between you you've got it all down pat.  You guys don't play any games either.  You do what you want when you want to, and make no excuses for yourself, but you know when to turn into whichever part of yourself you'd like to be.  Hrrm, I dunno.  Just tired.  Just looking for someone to blame.  And hence, I'm dragging myself down.

Now, if one of you pernicious brats has happened to read this all the way through (which you won't, because you're a whole lot of assholes that belong on punk'd...and thats no compliment), I warned you.  I warned that I was being a whinny opie.  Hrrm, and I think that I have every right to do it.  So stuff it in your asses.

[Ghost In The Machine]

I know how you feel.  Some mod fucked with one of my posts, and I can't decide whether to leave, or spam like a bastard.

[slothrop]

why do you want faliure? maybe the girl already liked you before hand? and no one fits in anywhere, thats what you called a life order. and yes everyone is eris and not, because thats a life order too. if your tired sleep, and then wake up and fuck with people again. i think its funny, and they probably do to.

take lots of mushrooms, and then laugh at it all.

[Ghost In The Machine]

why do you want faliure? maybe the girl already liked you before hand? and no one fits in anywhere, thats what you called a life order. and yes everyone is eris and not, because thats a life order too. if your tired sleep, and then wake up and fuck with people again. i think its funny, and they probably do to.

take lots of mushrooms, and then laugh at it all.

Or repeatedly post Dr Phil transcripts.

One or the other.

[Eldora, Oracle of Alchemy]

OK, Hippie Boy, you're doing fine, lighten up.  We all put on a glamour to attract someone sexually, that is the easy part.  It may even be easy to get that person into bed(or couch, or backseat, or bathroom sink or whatever).  The hard part is what comes after, if you stick around that long.  When each person lets their glamour down.  When each sees the other naked, not buck naked, but emotionally naked.  It looks like your problem is that you see things most people ignore.  Most people are not consciously aware of it is all.  

Hate to tell you kiddo, but you belong here, with us.  Accept it, get over, get on with your life.  I have struggled with that all my life, I don't fit in either.  But, I can move in different circles and appear to belong.  You aren't that whiney, and at least you made it clear what you were whining about.  And I read the whole thing, so you stuff it

[Anonymous]

Lol, thanks guys, I feel bettter now.  Especially after having read what you said El.

[Eldora, Oracle of Alchemy]

Lol, thanks guys, I feel bettter now.  Especially after having read what you said El.

Which anon guest are you

[Wandering gnome]

Personally, I think Hugh, and Bella, and the Gnome, and maybe even you Roger, are my own Avatar's of the Goddess.  I think between you you've got it all down pat.  You guys don't play any games either.  

HA!

http://www.principiadiscordia.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=2685

We started that thread in hopes you could clue US in!

"So, have you got any aces, Hugh?" "Go fish."

[Zurtok Khan]

That anon was me.  I feel better now.

[Irreverend Hugh, KSC]

OK, Hippie Boy, you're doing fine, lighten up.  We all put on a glamour to attract someone sexually, that is the easy part.  It may even be easy to get that person into bed(or couch, or backseat, or bathroom sink or whatever).  The hard part is what comes after, if you stick around that long.  When each person lets their glamour down.  When each sees the other naked, not buck naked, but emotionally naked.  It looks like your problem is that you see things most people ignore.  Most people are not consciously aware of it is all.  

Hate to tell you kiddo, but you belong here, with us.  Accept it, get over, get on with your life.  I have struggled with that all my life, I don't fit in either.  But, I can move in different circles and appear to belong.  You aren't that whiney, and at least you made it clear what you were whining about.  And I read the whole thing, so you stuff it

I second Eldora. You belong here in the Circus with the rest of us Eris nuts.

[Bella]

I'm glad you feel better. You totally belong here with us.
And thank you. I don't feel like an avatar of the Goddess, but thanks for that.

[Eldora, Oracle of Alchemy]

That anon was me.  I feel better now.

It's hard seeing things that most people don't.  In some ways you get used to it.  In some ways you never do.  

[Zurtok Khan]

*snuggles teh Eldora, teh Bella, and teh Hugh*

[Irreverend Hugh, KSC]

*snuggles teh Eldora, teh Bella, and teh Hugh*

Hey, CV, you want something warm and fuzzy to go with that tequila?