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Also, Enki...on a serious note, kill the beard.  It's not thick enough, and looks like hell.

Just saying.

I don't think E and meth are even in the same ballpark.

No, they aren't.  E will either kill you or it won't.  Meth will drag you through hell, then kill you.  For certain.

Unmixed MDMA, at normal recreational doses, has a minimal chance of a possible (unconfirmed) freak reaction that could lead to death. It's pretty incredibly unlikely. It is definitely reactive and potentially dangerous when combined with other drugs, and people who are taking antidepressants should never take it.

Oh, sure.  But what happens around here is you get some swill that got made in a trailer park on the Southwest side, with amazing inconsistencies in what dose you're actually taking, as opposed to what you think you're taking.

Then people take it, and drink a bunch.  The results speak for themselves.

I have taken up dressing like a dork. I blame the weather, for now.

Oddly enough, that looks like every other picture of you, blank stare and all.

My advisor has left for the day, hell, the building is nearly all empty by now. Only people left are die hard professors and graduate students like myself.

I've had a shitty day, to be honest. The physiology exam this morning was less than enjoyable, done more or less on an empty stomach, which was promptly followed by a 3 hour seminar and a lunch discussion with the speaker. And I'm feeling like an idiot the entire time. Not that this isn't a normal occurence for me.

This afternoon I was supposed to work on more of the bad ass physiology project but apparently the bacteria got thrown out so....I'm left sitting in my office, all my plans for today out the window.




WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE?!?! I'm not getting a fucking thing done, I haven't done SHIT this afternoon. I have 8 samples and god knows how many microcaddisflies to identify before the end of the month, I have reading to do up the wazoo, I have a discussion to prepare for tomorrow, a lab to write for wednesday, there's a seminar tonight, and I haven't accomplished a damn thing.

The worst part is, I don't even feel good about it. I don't feel satisfied. I don't feel happy with sitting around feeling tired and depressed and anxious because I feel like my collegues just want to throw me down a hole. Complete paranoia I know, but I'm living in a shell of fucking isolation here. I have maybe one meaningful conversation a day and it just feels like all the minds around me are getting more and more distant.

If I go home, I'm just going to fucking masturbate, probably. Not that schlicking isn't fun, but its about as productive as what I'm doing here, which is to say, not at all.

Also, fuck you.

~Kai

Go out and see a movie, Kai.  Or make a point of meeting someone new.  In short, take a break...other than going home and staringa t the wall.

Dok,
Knows precisely how you feel.

I don't think E and meth are even in the same ballpark.

No, they aren't.  E will either kill you or it won't.  Meth will drag you through hell, then kill you.  For certain.

I am now complaining about the side effects of my damn sleeping pills.

Fucking face tics, shooting pains, and irritability.   

Anyone who fucks around with e or meth is going to be a self-correcting problem, and is a nuisance only in the fact that I used to have to deal with their carcasses every Saturday morning.

oh, i feel so special that somebody is watching my every move here.

PEEDEE, NOW BIG BROTHER.

Naw, I was checking a couple of "guest" IPs, and noticed you posting, then not posting.

here, i will give you a better play by play on things-
was posting, got a phone call, went downstairs, let the cat out, checked messages on youtube, checked posts on another forums, decided to see if there was more posts in this thread, found out there was, read them, read your new post about what ive been up to, decided to reply instead to this new post, started replying to your post, clicked preview....saw the message "Warning - while you were typing 3 new replies have been posted. You may wish to review your post.," reviewed those three new replies, clicked post.

Relax.  I was just yanking your chain.

OKM:  Dead as yesterday's fish.

OD of caffeine leads to explosive diorhea, vomiting, and hallucinations.  

Yeah, I know that.  Now.   

I think that drugs, although they aren't going to make you more creative, can help in being creative in different ways than you are used to.  They can certainly help with looking at everything in a different way.

Yeah.  From under the couch.

I don't think there is any drug that is a good idea for everyone, I think there are probably people out there who no drug is a good idea for, although I don't know who they are and I agree with the good Doktor that defining yourself by your drug use is stupid, even stupider, I'd say, than defining yourself by your sexual preference or your religion.  

I do think that there are psychological uses to many drugs (more shrooms or LSD than pot) that have not been adequately explored.  I also know that Peyote has allowed me to see things, real things that I would not have noticed otherwise (in my case the entire constellation of the great bear, rather than just the dipper, is this valuable?  Depends on who you are, it is pretty, and kind of awe inspiring cause it is a really big constellation, and if I am somewhere with a low enough ambient light level I can still see it, so it wasn't a peyote hallucination) I don't know if any of that is in contradiction to the OP, just a different take on it.

Mostly I get all fucked up and shoot things when I do cactus.  To each his own.

But let me know when there's a peer-reviewed paper dealing with as-yet unexplored psychological uses.  Until then, it's just hippie shit.

The funniest thing:  TokinGwhatever was posting in this thread, and now he's viewing it, with no message posted.

I HAVE A GREAT IDEA.

UM.

WHERE ARE MY CHEETOHS?
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Food is one of those drugs that I have to take three times a day or my head goes all mushy.

Um.

Actually, PD.com is my drug of choice. It neutralizes my disruptive elements, feels good, lets me forget my problems for a short while, and is something to identify with. All of which are side effects of using PD.com for legitimate medical reasons.

Lately I've been experiencing some undesirable side effects.

You too? Guess it's psychosomatic.

Side effects may include:  Excessive fluff, threadjacking, (excessive) senseless bickering, Livejournal, hair loss, impotency, and anal bleeding.  As your Doktor if PEEDEE is good for you. 

PEEDEE:  The NEW purple pill.

I don't understand the difference between the multiple threads about this topic

I MADE A THREAD!

OH WAIT i do drink alot of caffeine....i dont really count that tho, but i will hike through snow drifts to get my coffee. that EFFORT is necessary otherwise my brain explodes.

Caffeine is definitely drugs.

Yep, and a startlingly powerful one, as proven by the actual debilitating effects of death coffee.