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#1
Do you remember how, when I was a youth, I would run from one side of the house to the other; or walk down one side of the block, cross and walk down the other side, cross and create a closed loop? That is how I feel about my mind/body/self/ego. I am bouncing off the walls of this section of world. I've explored every part of the BIP I have access to. And the trenches of so-called 'well worn footpaths' that decorate the common areas and my cell have grown too deep to continue passing in them, for fear of drowning in my own over wroughtness. As I sit and swig back a gallon of heaven's hog piss, I reminisce on how I got into all of this and boy, what a hot hot mess.
#2
The Meditation of Never-Eating-Again

On the given day, (A Thursday in November we'll say) eat the largest meal available, and then a second smaller meal 30-45 minutes afterwards.

Some way towards the end of the first meal or half way through the second you will begin to feel a 'centering' sensation deep in your core. Breathe into this with each bite. If you feel nauseous this is probably just the toxins being pressed out of your organs by the ever expanding 'Food Baby'.

Let the total security of knowing you will never be hungry again flow over you, as you lay down nearly unable to move or speak. Once you have sublimated to the totality of food as the center of your structure you will no longer be dependent on it.

*A note on recreational drugs: If you use them, they can and should be incorporated through out the ceremony.