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If you had that low a pain threshold hitting people would not be desirable.

I fucking will annihilate anyone who touches me in a way I do not desire if it is expedient to me at the time to do so (i.e. I'm not in a rush to get some place and I'm tactically ready for it).

There is a drug called "Alcohol" that causes similar side effects...

I want fuckers screaming at the top of their lungs when rain sounds like machine gun fire.  I want fuckers hitting people who so much as brush up against them not because they're angry, but because it fucking hurts.  ARGGH...

fuck autism.

I want a pill that temporarily induces tourette's syndrome.

This is the correct fucking cycle, you fucking dickhead.

RAWR!!!!!!


As much as I would like otherwise normally healthy people to suffer the effects of neurological conditions such as autism or Ayers Sensory Integration Dysfunction, to be without emotions is unacceptable to me.  They might as well call the drug "Prozium".

so, you liked to pick on me back when I wanted to be a fairy instead of a human?

umm, meep?

Just pay my way and expenses and tip well and you'll have me beating your feet for days.

Cool.

So provided that an intelligence retains it's emotive faculties and empathic imperatives, it remains human. 

And I'll believe dogs are human in their way, but cats don't need humans at all.  They still happily hunt for food and sleep away from humans for any length of time.   They don't even need each other as a social creature does.  They I do not count as human.

Of course, I believe you could argue that because humans are beasts, you cannot become not human.

You could argue it, but there's an effective counterargument in saying that what makes a humane creature "human" is it's attraction to others like it.  A human who's lost their taste for humanity is an intelligent beast.

So, what makes an ant an ant is that it likes being with other ants in a colony?

What if there's nothing more than intelligent beasts?  What if no one is human to begin with?

Was the Unabomber and similarly many loners not human?

Cats and dogs want interaction with humans and should be considered human.  OTH, Tasha Maltby sets up a good example without any surgery by simply declaring that she is a pet.  Remember, we don't allow dogs on the bus.

I feel you stop being human when you can kill and injure humans or use humans as food or tools as you have stepped down to the level of beasts.  On the other hand, it seems perfectly natural to a wide variety of homo sapiens to injure/kill others of their species, even if the injury is not physical (i.e. economic, legal, etc.).

Emotions are as vital as breath. Without emotions, without feelings, without love, without hate, breath is just a clock ticking.  Once one is unable to feel, one is unable to know why not to damage or destroy another creature.  Once that is possible, nothing is sacred and no holds are barred.  Emotions themselves being primal may not fully make one human, but they're a necessary safeguard against logic.

Logic, which is what we're supposed be champs at, is what says that one can go push someone and fake a fall to charge that person with a crime if they turn around. Emotions are what keeps their mark screaming for life in the torments of logical, inflexible law and motivate their mark to vow to destroy the next entity that pulls the same stunt for such entities are no longer human but calculating, cold-blooded machines aiming to inflict suffering.  Sure, in the moment of raw, animalistic, self-protecting rage, one could argue that neither is human, but I would say that the one who is protecting themselves using any reasonable force against an almost mechanical prodding by a subhuman fleshbot bent on using an inflexible legal system is the most human.  Emotion is what brings forth a primal scream to disable the fleshbot without a single blow.

Of course, I believe you could argue that because humans are beasts, you cannot become not human.

In all my years of interest in body modification and cyber culture, they still look mostly human or like humans wearing art.  So, surgery and prosthesis are out.  Prozium is in.

These forty days of Lent....

I love Lenten music.  It's so melancholy.

I know I will be making a cross with makeup on my forehead, possibly involving my eyebrows, but I don't know if it will be right side up or upsidedown.

http://theinvisiblecollege.com/pt.php

Remember to test your proxy with the POST test before raiding.

I may or may not be there.

Why don't you finish yourself since you don't really care? Let the screams in your head be the last thing you hear.  Hey you, what the fuck is wrong with you!

It's also good at meetings.  You can do that pensive, beard stroke to make it look like you give a shit about what anyone has to say when really you are thinking "Hmm, I bet I could totally take that dude's eye out with this here pen."

The possibilities are endless! I'm just not sure I'm ready to be a bearded lady..

JOIN THE AINI FREAKSHOW.  WE'RE LOOKING FOR BEARDED LADIES.

Yeah, it's not the sexiest pic of her. But she could probably kick your ass. She knocked Brooke Hogan out once...made her change her career from kickboxing to singing, unfortunately.

So here's a picture of much more normal family interaction:

High enough to make an improvement, low enough to save the pineapple.

Well, just remember... when you're 60...

Looks fade and fetish shows won't pay the bills forever.
Just trying to be helpful or reasonable.
Not tryin to poop on your birthday cake.

When I'm sixty, I'll deal with that when I'm 60.

I'm not getting any facial work until I'm about 29 or 30.  If I still want it after 5 years, it's probably something I can live with permanently.

i've seen some really nice facial tattoos on women before.
of course they were girlie and dainty, usually little stars or something of the like.
they can be classy if you do it right, but i've seen some really horrible shit that pretty much wrecked the face as well.
just choose wisely Aini, you can't cover it up w/ a sock if you decide later you don't like it.

If I'm going to do it, I'm going to go all the way to the level of a made freak.