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Indeed.

May 20, 2008

After practicing Method 1 for a week I've become very aware of areas where i have tensed up.  I've noticed that my shoulders, neck, eyelids (!), temples, lower back and ass cheeks tend to be more predominantly tense than the rest of my body.  Although, there is often a twitching that occurs as i lay down to relax.  Obviously holding up the shoulders and dropping them was my favorite, and the face thing.
The dreams have started again.  Last night i dreamed of the grim reaper. it wasn't a scary dream just strange.  we kind of had respect for each other.  the previous night i dreamed i was with prisoners and proud of them for some reason or other. it was as if they did something that touched my heart...woke up teary.  again, strange.  i remember when i was little and used to dream of normal things like muppets and shit.

I started dreaming about my death too when I started practicing Hyatt's Methods. At the beginning it was not frightening, more like: so this is how it is. It changed then to: finally it is happening, and I also became a lot less distracted (while awake, but I was extremely distracted to start with). I took both as indications that I was not doing it totally wrong.

I have always had an extremely talkative subconscious, but these dreams felt as if they had been designed by a different section.

I really really want to learn Ancient Greek, actually.

But since I haven't yet, I'm sure I'm missing the punchline of some joke you just made.

Nah, not really.  Just that history in Ancient Greek means "a learning by inquiry" and the 'his' in the name has nothing to do with anything whatsoever, least of all gender.  Apparently there is some urban myth or something that history = truncated version of hisstory, or 'his story'.

I thought it was just a way to express that historians tend to overlook women's history? Surely nobody would believe that- Oh, never mind.

Very nice indeed.

Aren't you agreeing with each other nicely?

The "universe obeying my mahadgicks" is a matter of me using selective thinking in places where it's most likely for me to find them.

Tried that too. Nada. My belief system apparently does not like to be tampered with.

Well, I already had loosened mine up quite a bit with all sorts of imprudent maneuvers.

You don't hail from a very small town, do you?

Yes. All Greeks are animists.

People meaning (to talk to) me had better use the adequate suffices (in German and French) or prefix (in Greek) because I simply do not realize that I am being addressed when they do not.

How people choose to address the deities of their choice is no concern of mine. I prefer not to encourage mine by talking directly to them but when I do I tend to use "bitch".



And people still able to talk while being laid are too fucking talkative not getting laid right.

Fixed.

I was trying not to insult unknown persons. But yes.

People meaning (to talk to) me had better use the adequate suffices (in German and French) or prefix (in Greek) because I simply do not realize that I am being addressed when they do not.

How people choose to address the deities of their choice is no concern of mine. I prefer not to encourage mine by talking directly to them but when I do I tend to use "bitch".



And people still able to talk while being laid are too fucking talkative.

This thread makes Screamin Jay Hawkins cry.

Want to hear that.

The "universe obeying my mahadgicks" is a matter of me using selective thinking in places where it's most likely for me to find them.

Tried that too. Nada. My belief system apparently does not like to be tampered with.

I as well am curious.

It took me a goddamn year to find that quarter, I hope you have better luck with it. 

I found about 3 dollars in quarters when I tried it.

You must have been doing it wrong.

I did it with 5€ bills and it worked but only with one belief system. While trying to believe in chance I would find leaflets with bills printed on them. Providence and omnipotence did not work at all.

Now that I know that I do not understand you...does "minced" imply the use of a garlic press?

avocado is from the Devil

I was once accused of playing Devil's Avocado.

It resulted in months of mockery for the person in question.

Holy crap.

I'm going to try to pepper that into everyday conversation and see how much I can play with people.

My English very poor. It took this comment for me to comprehend. Oh well.

Did you become a Baron again before ao after you wrote that?

Much better than meeting new people, believe me. I just looked into a German board...