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I'm looking for a good librivox recording. I was going to listen to Nietschze but most of them are in German. Tried listening to The Antichrist but I think it would take me a while to not be distracted by her high pitched voice.

It's a plea for similar responses. So, it's a thank you. So, thank you.

In that case I'll intently give it a read tomorrow when the medication's worn off. Provided I'm still interested in the subject. Thankya

I took the time to PDF-ize some posters. I haven't gotten around to posting these yet.

http://namcub.accela-labs.com/pics/free-crazy.pdf
http://namcub.accela-labs.com/pics/fucking-up-chi.pdf
http://namcub.accela-labs.com/pics/noids.pdf

Sweet. This will make for a funner holiday.

Ok, ok....I love spam you too butDONE.

So I was just wondering what you considered your inch.

My knee-jerk was to be insincere and juvenile, saying something like "booze" in response to your question. However, I realize that that wouldn't be fair to you, since you seem to have put so much honest emotional effort into making this post.

My "inch" . . . I'm not sure I can really, fully grasp the metaphorical meaning of that, whether it is the part of me that no one can ever take from me, the thing in my life that drives me forward and gives me hope, or what. If it's talking about the former, then I suppose it would be my unique perceptions on life and love. If the latter, then I cannot express it better than by quoting Philip Larkin, who wrote,

"Only an attitude remains:

Time has transfigured them into
Untruth.  The stone fidelity
They hardly meant has come to be
Their final blazon, and to prove
Our almost-instinct almost true:
What will survive of us is love."

-Philip Larkin, "An Arundel Tomb"

E.g. ^^

Or I'll go cry in a corner alone. I'm not kidding around here. I'll do it.

 

This needs to be remixed http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SibThAg6E9k

So I was just wondering what you considered your inch.

Actually, it's more like eight inches.

My knee-jerk was to be insincere and juvenile, saying something like "booze" in response to your question.

I am uncertain anything is that immutable, and certain that in the end it will all be gone.

I'm changing my inch to this.

per cram

Wow . . .

Yeah, I still don't get it.

It's not very hard once you figure out that I'm not who I appear to be, which is obvious to people who are on the board regularly but not to drop-in visitors.

Like me, and now I'm completely lost and afraid for my safety.

Around the age of about 22 I recalled less and less dreams waking each morning. So now, that comparitively microscopic consciousness that drifts about 16 hours each day doesn't carry over. My point of reference is no longer engaging strange reflections about why I decided to show up to grade school with no clothes on. If I were to recall such a dream tomorrow, I'd probably reflect more on, "Why am I reflecting on a dream where I showed up to grade school with no clothes on?"

Because the Total Experience Vortex doesn't exactly fit certain job descriptions. At some point my focus is shifted back to getting the job done. Creativity can be rythmic and keeps an effective beat when uninterrupted by some contemplative state of mind. The ego being a part of the whole, it's job performance goes up when there's a task at hand and no one else is allotted said task. Also, I'm pretty sure the universe would fall apart if we all continually revisited prepubescent neurosis' while awake. Or at the very least, we'd all choose to be exhibitionists.

Win win, so never mind.

I'd surrender emo status since I think you're a cool lot and avoid rejection by not posting this but Anton LeGay's avatar sig got me thinking about this quote from a more favorable moment in V for vendetta.

"It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you. Valerie."

So I was just wondering what you considered your inch.

My inch has been stretched to roughly the breadth of Jupiter. It covers any hint or suggestion of knowing myself better than myself knows myself being suggested by another; mostly. Which invariably leads to some follow up berating my self worth as though it could be done. It's plainly annoying. Something like Michael Corleone's "Don't lie to me, it insults my intelligence." Unless of course that knowledge carries an effect = feelings of wellness.

Anton's sig - "You do not exist" is not an example. Just got me thinking in this direction. Should someone take it that way.

I gave advice. Heh, heh.

Don't be so guarded. Gods hide in plain sight. Gawd told me so. Keep it above the waist.