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So the only way to stop the machine is to get out completely. Now who has the balls to do that?

Where do you go when you get out completely?

Into the wild to die young and dirty.

Yeah! If you rebel against the system, then you are doing exactly the thing that the system needs. It is actually the system itself that is creating the rebellion.

So the only way to stop the machine is to get out completely. Now who has the balls to do that?

Sounds like a good show, I'll have to check it out later today.

I believe it's a "disease" called super sanity.
So sane, that it seems crazy.

Some people get it from real life experiences.
You could be next. Beware.

It's easy to be "you". You are always you. Can't escape it.
Everything one does is what one is.

And if one wants to label people, then one is a labeling-machine.

I think I finally got this. Let's see.


So this is me at my backyard having a smoke. I'm REALLY enjoying it.




I am.



And this is me and the biggest chanterelle I have ever found.



I ate it.



And then this happened.





These are quite "old" pictures. I am much better looking these days. Some day I will prove it.

Merrique V or something like that.

Everything is going to hell. (Or we are in hell, but now everybody is just starting to see it.)
Like this euro crisis thing we have going on. There is no logic anywhere! But still, people are trying to hold on to it, no matter what.
This just can't end well. (Or it could, but no, it will not)

And when the euro falls, they will just create a new AWESOME system and we are going to do this all over again.

And again.

And again.

I think it's actually great that we have only one life. Two times going through this would be a little too much, for me at least.
Total fucking madness.

I have failed at posting my pics for a few times. I'll try again today.

Omg... We are humans and we can't get out.

That is the rule number one...
...and there are no other rules. Most people just think there are.

And that sucks because I'm not a team-player.

I've been questioning everything so much, that I think I'm going to dissappear at any second.
You know, like I'm too close at finding out something BIG.

Like let's take this "reality" we are living in. What the fuck is this shit?
Nobody knows.
Where is it? What is outside?
Am I really doing this thinking or is consciousness just a tool for the brain to double-check it's own actions?

Thought has to have a form BEFORE you can be aware of having that thought and that kind of stuff. On and on. I can't even stop thinking and that is quite scary sometimes. Because if YOU are the thinker, then how can't you stop thinking?

Who is the thinker? It can't be me, because I'm just observing here.
What if, at some point, I discover that I do not actually exist? That I'm just an illusion projected by the brain? Would that divide me by zero?

Sometimes I don't like questions. But that only makes me think: Why?

"Let go, and let God."

I read it like:

Let go of rationalizing and analyzing everything and let your intuition (heart) guide you. As new age as that sounds.
It's the word "God" that sets people off.

I suppose that's a valid way of reading the statement, but...

it doesn't help if one's intuition is stupid, or if one mistakes for intuition a series of subconsciously implanted memes that one is not interested in picking apart to understand.

I agree.

"Let go, and let God."

I read it like:

Let go of rationalizing and analyzing everything and let your intuition (heart) guide you. As new age as that sounds.
It's the word "God" that sets people off.

Godflesh. Every album.

Going to see them live for the first time next week. It's going to be awesome.

Yes there are such things as Satanic POP Metal and Satanic POP Metal videos.

Semargl - Tak, Kurwa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLEn2acariQ&feature=fvsr

Are you sleeping already?