My fucking brain will insist on trying to fuck with me. Part of it needs to shut the fuck up and stop feeding me dumb shit.
No, I don't 'deserve to be alone' you fucker. It's just been that way for long enough for you to get used to it and accept that as your natural state.
It is not.
I will keep slapping that shit down.
Fuck you, I see through your bullshit and waahh and woe is me.
I don't need it. I like who I am. I like being alive on this planet. Whether I am alone or with someone is immaterial because the truth is, I just fucking AM. I reject what you would have me be because it comes from lies and cowardice and I have outmoded your way of thinking. You're a relic of the past, man, you should just let it go. It would be best for all concerned if you'd just tap out, but you're a stubborn bastard, yes?
Just a little bit more pain. You can take it. You were built to last.
That will to endure. It's gotten us through some dark water and will do so again in the future.
Sometimes a pinprick of light is enough.
Just quit it with the dumb shit.
Stupid brain...