The internet was created as a network to allow humans to mostly interact with others and share knowledge. Amirite? Much like the cruel open world, we're all mean here, arrogant, and yet faceless. Why do I leech on for my daily dose of the tubes? Besides some form of ridiculous co-dependence, the internet has allowed me to remember that humanity, even at it's most amazing and selfless hours are still nothing but a collective of douchebags spreading their douchebaggery abound whilst flaunting their epic douchitude. And I find it amusing.
Do NOT come to me asking for help, posting threads of pity or buttons of Paypal on pages asking for donations to keep your website alive or to keep your bunny alive. Eat your bunny plz, post pictures, grant us thee folk of the internet the horrormirth we desire to continue our lives in a sick, twisted illusion of awesome. I am awesome, because I tell myself this on a daily, as it helps me get through my day with no medication required™!
I don't tell you about my debt, my marital issues, my financial stress and overall hatred of my current status quo in great detail and outside of general jest, because you're not listening. I did the Livejournal thing for a while, and all it did was create an abundance of drama I haven't seen since middle school anytime I posted about something a wee bit wrong in my life...then I remembered I didn't read my friend's shit anyway, so why the fuck bother?
I don't listen; you don't listen.
I began a brief ritual of 'Wednesday Rants' on the ol' LJ during my Sophomore year in college in an attempts to at least bring some sort of reason into having the damned thing...it didn't work, and I abandoned it rather quickly, as the answers I either got were my friends of the best variety giving me empty praise or some faggot twisting it into bullshit. Therefore, I felt like I accomplished nothing. I often think of posting on Verwirrung, and feel that in short, it will really only benefit those here anyway if at all, because outside of PD.Com, no one could give a fuck about this site, but perhaps they need to? Maybe? Who knows. I highly doubt anyone here will get anything from this smear on the blog.
I'm not an entirely cold human being, no...but I have my moments. I am close to those I allow to be close, care for them, laugh and cry with them, but my shell is a woman that rarely smiles. This doesn't mean I'm upset, it means that I just don't care to unless I have good reason. There was a Daria episode in which the football alum from their high school died because the fucking goal post fell on his head or some shit, and it was pointed out that the reason Daria never smiles is because she 'thinks'. I often use this as my excuse when I'm asked about my sour countenance. The reaction I get is usually an odd look and a, "But I think too, and I smile, so smile, damnit!" My retort is typically, "Well, maybe you aren't thinking hard enough?" And leave it at that. I also like leaving my thoughts to myself.
...I also hate my teeth, but that's another tale entirely.
The internet is my escape from thinking, sometimes WAY too much. It allows me to be creative during work, or gaming, it allows me to sit here and giggle like a motherfucker all day long as I leave this forum tabbed on my browser. The internet is a collective of minds that do the thinking for me, and I like it that way, because it gives my tired brain a break. No doubt others do the same.
So why should I give a fuck about what's wrong with your life anyway?
GTFO my internet with your piteous throws of fits and excuses as to why you NEED to be accepted or WHY you're different. We're faceless, mindless-minds who congregate to feed off of your insolence like sociopath vampires...hiding our identities while we attack you with little or no remorse. If you need a shrink, GO TO A SHRINK, don't come here, to the internet to find answers because Wikipedia gave you a link or you felt lucky on fucking Google.
Of course, one could always allude the internet is like a gang that you need beating into, which means that you better lay there and get it over and done with quickly to avoid severe injury...rather than putting up a struggle.
Oh fuck it, I really just wrote this to conjugate forms of douchebag. You all may go about your business.
i like this rant
btw suu - i did read your livejournal for a while
till the southside link got blown up
as hooplas and cains, LHX when he updates, gets delivered to my opera browser
i try to read
just dont leave comments
:sad:
My blog is still available at http://kaousuu.net/blog . It's just Southsideofthesky expired and I forgot to renew, then GoDaddy wanted like $90 and change to reinstate, so I told them to screw.
I didn't know you had a blog.
May I linky?
By all means...it's pretty random shit though.
to me the internet is the last untamed land. if you post your grief, then people will respond out of grief, thats why their messages are harsh. I try to keep things surreal, and I like to bring out the surreal responses. I think joy attracts joy, so I vent my toxins(through trolling or lj style posting) away from where I stay. I hate having to vent within a forum I post on frequently
ah Suu, the most crooked, broken and yellow teeth are still lovely when they're in a gorgeous smiling face. I'm sure your hatred is unjustified.
still, of course, that's no reason to plaster a fake smile if you're in a situation you don't like, or with people you don't want to make feel better.
Though I find more and more that I'm smiling and laughing at all the horrormirth IRL (maybe because i've seen worse online, or in history). Fuck it if people think I like stuff more than I do, like I really care what they think, but I think I am quite absurdly happy. Sometimes I laugh when miserable, and sometimes I cry when happiest. Emotions are bizarre and intriguing to me, I want to feel them all, all the time. The last thing I want is to be numb, and trying to shut things and people out, I want to AFFECT everything adn everyone I see, but not care if i can't.
Say whatever you feel like saying. Online or off, people will only listen if they wanna, if no one does it doesn't mean it wasn't worth trying, and if they give a meaningful response then that's just a bonus you wouldn't have gotten otherwise. Blocking out (or just ridiculing) the bullshit is one of the most important life skills in this BS world, (there's too much to avoid, it's everywhere) so the more you expose yourself to the more practice you get. Eventually we'll be able to do it unconsciously. If you're amused by the assholes on PD ( :lulz:), why not be amused by your asshole boss or neighbors or motherinlaw or government or church, or stupid people all over?
IMO
Faust, I love that you vent elsewhere, I'm gonna try to do that in future (I made a few posts complaining about all the angry 'ATTN n00bz' threads here.. oops) but I find that sometimes even when I TRY to troll shitty forums I end up trying to pacify the fucks instead of riling them up. oh well.
Suu, I have ridiculous rabbit teeth, if it makes you feel any better!
The Internet is a sewer, PD.com is a toilet, and We are the Ones who Flush.
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 04:28:03 AM
ah Suu, the most crooked, broken and yellow teeth are still lovely when they're in a gorgeous smiling face. I'm sure your hatred is unjustified.
OH MY GOD do you know how obnoxious it is when RANDOM FUCKING STRANGERS walk up to me on the street and go "Why aren't you smiling, sweetie?" Like it is any of their fucking business! Like I should be smiling because ZOMG I AM WALKING DOWN THE STREET. PEOPLE MIGHT SEE ME. THEY MIGHT BE MADE SAD BY THE FACT THAT SOME TWENTY-SOMETHING CHICK ISN'T A RAY OF FUCKING SUNSHINE.
Hatred is ALWAYS justified. Not smiling is ALWAYS okay.
On that note...
Suu, fuckin' RAH! :mittens: x about a billionty
That is 110% troof and win.
Quote from: LMNO on June 12, 2008, 12:53:43 PM
The Internet is a sewer, PD.com is a toilet, and We are the Ones who Flush.
Alternate title of win.
I like your blog. Because I also hate meat loaf. Meat + Loaf = :x :x
You took the words right out of my mouth.
It wasn't while you were kissing me. I KNOW where that mouths been :x
I TOLD you, I won't do that.
Quote from: Darth Cupcake on June 12, 2008, 03:11:14 PM
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 04:28:03 AM
ah Suu, the most crooked, broken and yellow teeth are still lovely when they're in a gorgeous smiling face. I'm sure your hatred is unjustified.
OH MY GOD do you know how obnoxious it is when RANDOM FUCKING STRANGERS walk up to me on the street and go "Why aren't you smiling, sweetie?" Like it is any of their fucking business! Like I should be smiling because ZOMG I AM WALKING DOWN THE STREET. PEOPLE MIGHT SEE ME. THEY MIGHT BE MADE SAD BY THE FACT THAT SOME TWENTY-SOMETHING CHICK ISN'T A RAY OF FUCKING SUNSHINE.
Hatred is ALWAYS justified. Not smiling is ALWAYS okay.
On that note...
Suu, fuckin' RAH! :mittens: x about a billionty
That is 110% troof and win.
1 TOTALLY agree, D-Cup. Shit 1 hate it when someone tells me to smile, 1 DO know how awfully obnoxious it is.. did 1 just do exactly that? omfg, so soz if i did!
but i didn't (mean to). Right there 1 was just trying to take away one additional superficial (and plain wrong!) reason NOT to smile. One that clearly wasn't the main issue in the first place: Bad teeth.
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 04:28:03 AM
still, of course, that's no reason to plaster [on] a fake smile
1 was just saying that 1 used to be the same way, but lately 1'm finding the world's horrors to be full of mirth. And life seems more pleasant to me. That's all. And yes, I know that's just me, and any kind of suggestion to adopt my view is understandably unpleasant. arg i'm still doing it.
apologies from a patronizing & overassuming bastard.
....Why are you using 1 for a capital I?
cuz it only takes me half as many keys to press
:|
Excuse me for being naive, but in what kind of bad trip do people walk up to strangers and tell them to smile???
People who are unusually nice. I blame a lot of it on psychiatric drugs.
oh it's a painful thing. I think everyone should react badly, if someone tells you to smile you should immediately scream "IM NOT GUNA SMILE, MY [MOTHER/CHILD] JUST FUCKING DIED" or something similar.. that'll teach 'em
Quote from: Suu on June 12, 2008, 05:20:17 PM
:|
i think little i's look a bit silly when there's so many... seemed like the sort of thing ppl might do in order to save time on a forum.. then again 1'm pretty new to forums. As long as you understood it... 1 keep having to go to this page http://www.reference.com/search?q=tl%3Bdr to make sense of all the damn IAWTC's and shit..
Quote from: Dido on June 12, 2008, 05:21:05 PM
Excuse me for being naive, but in what kind of bad trip do people walk up to strangers and tell them to smile???
People with death wishes, it seems.
Damn now you answered before I could ask.
:argh!:
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 05:30:41 PM
oh it's a painful thing. I think everyone should react badly, if someone tells you to smile you should immediately scream "IM NOT GUNA SMILE, MY [MOTHER/CHILD] JUST FUCKING DIED" or something similar.. that'll teach 'em
Quote from: Suu on June 12, 2008, 05:20:17 PM
:|
i think little i's look a bit silly when there's so many... seemed like the sort of thing ppl might do in order to save time on a forum.. then again 1'm pretty new to forums. As long as you understood it... 1 keep having to go to this page http://www.reference.com/search?q=tl%3Bdr to make sense of all the damn IAWTC's and shit..
No really, it's okay...we LIKE to use proper letters and spellings here at PD.com. SRSLY.
Jt could be worse, at least he's not replacjng all the J's with J's.
J thought that was just for personal pronoun use?
J have decjded that no longer appljes. J = J now, no exceptions.
:argh!: :lulz: :fap: :kingmeh:
b1te me
Quote from: Cain on June 12, 2008, 05:45:19 PM
J have decjded that no longer appljes. J = J now, no exceptions.
So if J=J, then I= ?
?f you say so
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 05:48:48 PM
:argh!: :lulz: :fap: :kingmeh:
b1te me
Context, good sir http://www.principiadiscordia.com/forum/index.php?topic=13923.0
HA!
ta very much, although J1? could've guessed it came from something just like that.
at least i didn't start a thread just to announce i was gunna do that... although maybe threadjacking this one is even worse?
As long as you are now understand where we are coming from.
oh how you test me
I can barely resist bumping that thread :p
note to self: take a deep breathe and just walk away
Cain beat you to it.
:thanks:
Quote from: Dido on June 12, 2008, 05:21:05 PM
Excuse me for being naive, but in what kind of bad trip do people walk up to strangers and tell them to smile???
I have no idea. But it happens to me often. Not like they walk up to me, but we'll be standing on the same train platform, or waiting for the bus, or standing in line at the supermarket or whatever... It happens to many people I know, too. And always accompanied by something like "sweetie" or "darling" or "You're too pretty not to be smiling!"
I really need to start carrying a small gun that I can pull out when people say that and go, "Are you sure about that?"
Quote from: Suu on June 12, 2008, 05:25:29 PM
People who are unusually nice. I blame a lot of it on psychiatric drugs.
Try living in Utah. You
can't get away from the nice.
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 06:11:26 PM
oh how you test me
I can barely resist bumping that thread :p
note to CAIN: take a deep breathe and just walk away
self control? all for nought! :argh!:
my glorious thunder! yuo stole it!
srsly DC, just scream at them, they'll think twice before doing it again if you startle the shit out of them, and it would be fucking hilarious. it might even make you smile.
OHIWENTTHERE!
Excellent rant Suu!
When people ask me inane shit on the street i just reply, "I guess that's some more of your fucking business."
Tends to stop any more unwanted comments.
Quote from: Rabid Badger of God on June 12, 2008, 07:17:42 PM
Quote from: Suu on June 12, 2008, 05:25:29 PM
People who are unusually nice. I blame a lot of it on psychiatric drugs.
Try living in Utah. You can't get away from the nice.
I blame it on the LDS.
Also, Southsideofthesky.net is now the active link to go right to my blog again.
Quote from: Darth Cupcake on June 12, 2008, 03:11:14 PM
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 04:28:03 AM
ah Suu, the most crooked, broken and yellow teeth are still lovely when they're in a gorgeous smiling face. I'm sure your hatred is unjustified.
OH MY GOD do you know how obnoxious it is when RANDOM FUCKING STRANGERS walk up to me on the street and go "Why aren't you smiling, sweetie?" Like it is any of their fucking business! Like I should be smiling because ZOMG I AM WALKING DOWN THE STREET. PEOPLE MIGHT SEE ME. THEY MIGHT BE MADE SAD BY THE FACT THAT SOME TWENTY-SOMETHING CHICK ISN'T A RAY OF FUCKING SUNSHINE.
Hatred is ALWAYS justified. Not smiling is ALWAYS okay.
On that note...
Suu, fuckin' RAH! :mittens: x about a billionty
That is 110% troof and win.
DUUUUUDE that is one of my all-time pet peeves! Well, it used to be, when I was younger and went out more. When you have 3 kids in tow nobody tells you to smile.
Seriously, "Where's the smile?" "You'd be prettier if you smiled" "Pretty girl like you should smile" FUCK YOU!!!!!!! Best day ever, when I was 23, some random fucker in downtown Berkeley said "Why don't you smile?" and I said "I just found out I have a brain tumor and I don't FEEL LIKE SMILING." Shut him right up. Asshole. I hope he never said that to anyone EVER AGAIN.
Quote from: bones on June 12, 2008, 05:30:41 PM
oh it's a painful thing. I think everyone should react badly, if someone tells you to smile you should immediately scream "IM NOT GUNA SMILE, MY [MOTHER/CHILD] JUST FUCKING DIED" or something similar.. that'll teach 'em
Quote from: Suu on June 12, 2008, 05:20:17 PM
:|
i think little i's look a bit silly when there's so many... seemed like the sort of thing ppl might do in order to save time on a forum.. then again 1'm pretty new to forums. As long as you understood it... 1 keep having to go to this page http://www.reference.com/search?q=tl%3Bdr to make sense of all the damn IAWTC's and shit..
Just so you know, 1 and I do not look identical for everyone, so the effect, for me, is very much @s if you were using the @ to replace a. Distr@cting @nd difficult to p@rse.
I still don't get all the acronyms, but if I can't figure it out from context I ignore it.