I want someone, someone who will kiss me to sleep, and wipe away my tears when I'm sad--but I don't just want
anyone, because anyone is easy. I want someone just for me, because I am
selfish. I want someone who will not
heal me, but instead
make it seem as though there were no wounds at all. Maybe it's impossible, I know. I know nobody is like that any more. But if nobody is the somebody for me, then I will settle for nobody. Even though I am screaming, and even though I wake up with no hope, I spend hour after hour dreaming and wishing, that my Nobody will find me.
Will he? Will she?
I'm scared, but this time, there is no superhero. I am on my own, and I will die. Humans are so busy, talking so fast, that they do not care for anyone but themselves. Nobody will hear me. It is reminiscent of space. It is only nobody,
my somebody, who will come to my rescue.
Maybe nobody is the only somebody for me, but I don't care.
I love nobody, and nobody loves me. I am reminiscent of a dead wind, and I don't mind. For I will wait for nobody.
My nobody...
Awww sweetheart.
*hugs :kiss:
Fuck I remember this. I got by listening to Crazy Baby by Joan Osbourne, over and over, weeping like a bitch cos it made me think that if Joannie could feel that way about me, maybe somebody else could too. Turns out somebody did eventually but not before I'd expelled a good couple of gallons of eye juice and driven about 3 sets of neighbors to suicide.
Good luck!
Love usually comes out of nowhere, and this is when you have sworn off sex, aren't in the right situation for a relationship, and subsequently punches you in the head.
She is a bit of a funny cow like that.
Its a cliché cos its true, it comes out of nowhere when you least expect it.
Feel better hon.
If you are looking for 'out of the box' perfection in a mate then be prepared to be alone. Relationships are about compromise and people learning to live together and accept each others short comings.
I'm not looking for someone perfect. That's not what I'm worry about at all. I want to find someone that I can look at them, and love them down to their most abhorrent flaw. I don't want anyone perfect, because where would be the fun in that? I want someone who I can argue with, who I can get angry at, someone to make up with, to apologize to and be brought back into open arms. I don't want perfect, I just want someone that's perfect for me.
I know I'm young, of course. I have so much time to find my 'Nobody'.
I'm simply frustrated.
Nonetheless, guys. Thanks. :)
I had to kiss quite a few metaphorical frogs in my time.
These things come with time, concentrate on having fun.
I think I gave up the week before I found Angelo and Mr. Language. Not kidding. I remember being on the phone with Roger and telling him that I was done with it, not trying anymore, fuck it all. :lulz:
I adopted a - give up on the soul mate and fuck anything that moves - policy
Shortly afterwords fate gave up and landed her in my lap. Damn yuo fate - I was just starting to really enjoy sport fucking again and you wrecked it for me :argh!:
That's the way it goes yo...