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Everyone steps to the edge only to run back to the mundane and routine
Their safely coccooned drinking in the rules just like Hennessy
Because a structured and neat emotions, makes you a woman wanted by many
When they look a upon us do you think they secretly wish they could wear their scar so proudly also?
Maybe they wish they can jump down from that edge to the awaiting abyss below?
Just for the thrill.
Our hearts openly on display for those that ask, bleeding L's into the front of our Polo tennis shirts.
You can see the repulsed looks from acres away.
Yet you still crave to be us, if we were all Jesus Christ they would still stone us.
Knee deep in their own sh!t and yet their souls are shallow, they pick and they tear at our flesh hoping to find out our secrets.
That only last so long before they start clawing there way inside out.
The dead walk and they use batteries to keep the formaldehyde flowing
Do you think they suffocate on air, like we do on their pungent fumes?
Do you think they think?

[feel apart of something ancient, timeless and bigger than the both of usA lighting bolt of warmth, ripped through me and landed in the pit of my heart,I felt your thoughts graze my soul.I know I'm extremely venerable and the reality of this situation only makes it more appealingTrusting you is so raw, so new. And suddenly the world makes sense.Sp please understand that my bleeding heart is on my sleeve for you and everyone else to seeDon't bruise me, I was already raped once]

feel apart of something ancient, timeless and bigger than the both of us
A lighting bolt of warmth, ripped through me and landed in the pit of my heart,I felt your thoughts graze my soul.
I know I'm extremely venerable and the reality of this situation only makes it more appealing
Trusting you is so raw, so new. And suddenly the world makes sense.
Sp please understand that my bleeding heart is on my sleeve for you and everyone else to see
Don't bruise me, I was already raped once...........

do not flirt with the princess  

i'm glad some of you like my poem. the rest of you i Do NOT care about.you do not know me.or what i have delt with.you do not know sean either. or are situation.for those of you who like it here is another.

this is about sean to

hate for you

I hate it when you are here
and then you go away
i hate it when you say you love me
and then turn away
i hate it when you come over to talk
and then just go to bed
i hate the way you roll your eyes to everything i said
i hate it when you tell me things
and then you take them back
but most of all i hate the way i think you never cared

this is a poem about my ex hubby sean

    heartshell

It's no suprise
my cries
go unheard
inside your shell
your heart of stone
calcium
and bone

I swim alone
in my ocean
of tears