After a long think, I think I have to move back in with my ex. He's not abusive, it's 1 vs 1 instead of 2 vs 1, and I will have leverageg against him.
I'm going to enjoy my weekend first, though, and talk to him tomorrow about to hammer out the details.
That is a terrible idea. He's proven himself to be controlling. What you NEED to do is get some State assistance, get your own place, and go back to school.
I get the impression that you have grown so accustomed to other people controlling you that you don't really know how to steer your own ship. It's a good time to learn.
Yeah, I know... I don't like this idea either, but but I got this advice from Roger and other people. He may be controlling, but its out of self absorbtion, instead of malice (like what my mom does). I'm really trying to get shit done, but my case worker is a total cunt and I never use that word. She uses all the red tape she can to be a horrendous person. She didn't even see me in her cubicle when I went there last, but put me in and interviewd me in a storage room. She wanted to put my parents on the paperwork because I lived with them, even though I'm over 22 and isn't required or something. But that's a different rant all together.
This whole thing is aggravating as hell, because there are NO choices that are the right choices, at least none that are feasible at this point in time.