I started out as a consparicy theorist, by influence of my uncle at a young age who was a major amature investigator in the Kennedy assassination. So by the age of 13, (which was a long time ago . .lol), I already had developed a healthy disbelief in anything the goverment said or did.
In a bookstore one day, I ran across the book, "Everything Is Under Control" by RAW and my exploration in discordisim began. It lead eventually to Steve Jackson's PD, Illuminatius Triliogy, and pretty much all of RAW's books. Later, as a pagan, it developed easily for me into Peter Carroll's work, Phil Hine, and Frater U.D., (but not so much of U.D., he gives me the willies . . .)
Of all the books as of late that have seem to blow my mind the most has been Illusions, Confessions of a Relutant Messiah, by Richard Bach, and my obssession in finding correlations between the magick system in the White Wolf Game, Mage the Ascension and the works of Carroll.
man . . .am I screwed in the head or what . . .?
