Pain

[Storebrand]

I don't want sympathy.  I said I was whining in the OP.

I never dumped all over the people on the board.  I can dig up and resend that text.  Does it really make sense for me to be back here if I don't enjoy reading the posts?  Posts are reflective of the people who write them.  I read Jenne's posts.  You're right about her having a much rougher time.  I'm assuming that's why she's so sympathetic to others.  The same goes for any number of other people on here.

Because I like PD I talked about it at work.  My supervisor didn't like some of the things I mentioned.  We discussed it.  He viewed my participation as support of the sentiment expressed on the board.  I was an idiot and didn't read the guidelines myself.  I withdrew and since you were the only one with any of my info I asked you to lose my PI.  I made a point of telling you it had nothing to do with you, that I actually like the people on the board.  You were still pissed.  I apologized.  You told me to fuck off and I did. When I came back I made what I thought was a mutual gentlemen's agreement to keep away from each other's posts since I'd already pissed you off.  I don't post often and when I do it tends to be retarded, mundane stuff.  I think this was the first post that wasn't just me passing on a link I thought people might be interested in or a "lol, I <3 hurling" kind of statement.  Feel free to ignore me.  I'm not going to fight you and you're obviously free to flame the hell out of me.  I was actually wondering when it was going to happen.


tl;dr I'm a bitch.  Don't read anything I post.

[Doktor Howl]

Actually, there was a proposition from you, IIRC, but no agreement.

But let me get this straight:  Instead of giving that reason when you left, or when you texted me, you just shat on all of us.  I remember a comment about "This board is trending a way I don't like" as the first reason you gave when you left.  The increasingly bizarre reasons you gave via text were later on.

But I will ignore your existence from this point forward.  Cheerfully.  I have certain very basic standards for designating individuals as "people", and you fell rather short of the mark that day.

[Storebrand]

I don't know what proposition I made IIRC.  I looked through all my posts and unless you're talking about that neurotic post I think I wrote during the blizzard I don't know where I shat on everyone but if I did I apologize to PD.  I'd offer an explanation in PM but you've made it abundantly clear you want none of it.  That's fine.  I'll continue staying out of your threads and OKM/any other subforum you have to monitor.

[Doktor Howl]

I don't know what proposition I made IIRC.  I looked through all my posts and unless you're talking about that neurotic post I think I wrote during the blizzard I don't know where I shat on everyone but if I did I apologize to PD.  I'd offer an explanation in PM but you've made it abundantly clear you want none of it.  That's fine.  I'll continue staying out of your threads and OKM/any other subforum you have to monitor.

I monitor all forums.  Feel free to post.  I won't interrupt again.

[Dysfunctional Cunt]

I'm reserving my sympathy for people who DIDN'T suddenly decide that we were all scum, ask everyone to delete her contact info, then change the story to "the military made me do it", then reappear acting like nothing ever happened.

Get the surgery or don't.  I, for one, do not care.  I'm saving my sympathy (as opposed to pity, mind you) for the members of this board that have similar or worse problems, and haven't shat all over us.  Jenne comes to mind...Her problems make yours look like a bad cold, and yet here she is in your thread, feeling bad for you, after you dumped on each and every one of us.  Jenne is my friend, and I'm proud to call her my friend.  You?  You're just some internet emotion leech.

Enough said.

It's times like this that I think my bad memory must make me seem like some kind of mood-swing queen, because I only vaguely remember this AND thought it was someone else.

THIS!!

I suffer from a severe case of CRS.