you don't care enough about bowling to get better at it, but you do care about it?
i think that was what sparked it all, right? i said i couldn't think of anything that i enjoyed that i didn't care about.
I am not sure what the communication barrier is, here.
I enjoy bowling when I bowl, but I don't actually think about it almost ever, so it would be inaccurate to say that I care about it, because that would imply fucks given, and in fact I give no fucks. Why would I?
I enjoy a tremendous amount of things that I don't think about when I'm not reminded of them. Have you ever gone roller skating, birdwatching, rafting, ice skating, trout fishing, to an arcade, a casino, an amusement park, a shooting range, played Bingo, played poker, played pool, played tennis, gotten day drunk, ridden off-road vehicles, or done ANYTHING that you enjoyed at the time and yet never really thought about making time to do more of? Shit, there are so many things that I've done and enjoyed and wished that I wish I had more time to do. But I don't. And I have enough to do that I care about, that I honestly can't say that I care about most of the things I don't have time to do.
So you really care about all the things you have ever enjoyed? And make time to do them all? Are there just not very many things that you enjoy?