Listen chaos dude.
I haven't read a thing you've said, but from responses, you've got some problems, you're one of those weirdo punks who is a complete asshole about it.
You can be nihilistic, but part of nihilism is you're shit too.
You can be revolutionary, but fucking you need people for that, and you can't get people on your side by being a dick. Even if you get people on your side you're getting people who are angry on your side. Which angry people are prone to just sit and talk bullshit instead of doing anything.
In conclusion. Listen to some crass, some AJJ, some pat the bunny, and a smidgen of jeffery lewis.