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Aneristic Illusions / Re: They're coming for you.
« on: November 25, 2022, 05:45:32 pm »
the head of twitter already "exiled" their own trans kid who wanted no association. twitter now does the same to us

when i saw this three months ago i still held some hope it wasn't necessary



options seem to be: declare the war they started, or they pick us off one by one

i've felt relatively safe walking the streets the last two years, but how long until i can say that again

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Apple Talk / Re: Introductions VIII: Some bad news for new folks
« on: November 17, 2022, 01:14:38 pm »
If I thought Nazis were here, I wouldn't be confessing to the plot to schism the Nazis.
oh i think nazis are here. they scutter within the walls. occasionally they come out when they feel safe, leaving little turds in their wake. you can see them quite plainly if you take the time to look

why is that my sense? because the fragile nazi egos (bruised by the guerilla ontological campaigns organised within this site over ten years ago) were not mind-fucked non-consensually into embracing "maybe's" into their logic, but instead found comfort by doubling-down in mutually-validating ideologically-ranked communities which non-imaginatively iterated upon the internet-fuckery playbook that had been used upon them unsuccessfully then discarded

they have selectively long memories


I confessed in an earlier post i wanted to see how skeptics would react to the antichrist themed coincidences (or synchronicities). To test for what to revise.

revise the whole plan

it requires you out-thinking your audience

and still would not work even if your abilities matched your arrogance


If I got as a reaction, "You really have a case there. Maybe you're some kind of Antichrist," I'd think, Gosh, surely I can schism the less skeptical Nazi Satanists, then.

Instead, I'm thinking, "It sure would be nice to schism the Nazi Satanists, but maybe I can't. Or at least, the plot needs a little work."

okokok.. let's roleplay this. say you workshop this shit for the next decade and come up with the perfect story. you pick your mark. you wait. you pounce. success!


I finally did it, after only 32 years i created a schism within the mind of a Nazi Satanist

congratulations future you. i'm certainly glad i didn't try creating my own schism back then, to dissuade you from accomplishing your worthy dreams and goals

now what?

like, now there are problems to solve for your new buddy if they speak about schism, which we didn't have to think about when they were going with-the-flow before - like job-security, housing, meaningful relationships which provide for growth and healing, family-estrangement. that last one may be a perk

i don't know how i make peace with folx who hate me for existing as i am - but fucking with them non-consensually didn't work back in '22 - just glad the science finally caught up.

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Apple Talk / Re: Open Bar: Curbside Pickup Only
« on: October 18, 2022, 11:40:45 am »
Anyone who is able to help out Robyn and Liam at this time is encouraged to do so. Ran EB&G for years and lovely people.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/supporting-robyn-through-her-health-crisis?utm_campaign=p_lico%20share-sheet&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer

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Apple Talk / Re: Open Bar: Curbside Pickup Only
« on: July 14, 2022, 01:28:03 pm »
This month has become bizarrely good for me.

Yay!

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Only Maybe Arts Lab / Re: WEIRDOVERSE
« on: April 24, 2022, 12:32:04 pm »
I'm enjoying hitting random pages in this thread, both to see how you've refined/evolved your style over time, and also because there is something worth reading on each one.

Also, that reworking of the Dr Who theme is so much fun!

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Bring and Brag / Re: the book of forbidden geometries
« on: April 24, 2022, 11:43:38 am »
life very much getting in the way, but made some progress towards inverted signed distance fields this past week - play with it here: https://spontificus.github.io/bugs/p5/1/


not the hexagon i was looking for

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Apple Talk / Re: Introductions VIII: Some bad news for new folks
« on: April 22, 2022, 02:58:26 pm »
same - sometimes i think about posting, but then i look at recent posts and it feels like there's nothing of value i can add to the conversation, and so i just close the page because i don't want to shit on a graveyard of more interesting content

This is wrong.  Graveyards are for shitting, go nuts.

Great, now we're loitering in a graveyard of consensual shitting. And how is this any better? :argh!:

I quickly regretted that phrasing though. It was an unsuccessful marriage of two similar but distinct concepts:
  • respect for the collaborative creative content that came before
  • the recent posts immediately before my post rekindled that same energy, and my repeated response was like: "holy shit, i can't top that - why try?"

go nuts.

Been there. Would not recommend.

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Apple Talk / Re: Introductions VIII: Some bad news for new folks
« on: April 19, 2022, 06:30:53 pm »
same - sometimes i think about posting, but then i look at recent posts and it feels like there's nothing of value i can add to the conversation, and so i just close the page because i don't want to shit on a graveyard of more interesting content

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Apple Talk / Re: Spagbook
« on: April 12, 2022, 01:43:50 pm »
care reacts seem to exist for when you don't "love" that someone is going through something, but you don't care enough/are unable to support beyond acknowledgement. i suppose it fills the "thoughts and prayers" gap for those who would never say those words directly?

i'm used to weird looks whenever i'm just walking down the street wearing whatever i want, but that day i was fully winterised - feeling warm, protected and anonymous - as soon as i put my glasses on, i forget they are there for the most part.

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from my reading of Cosmic Trigger - RAW didn't exactly believe anything, and questioned whether 1) and 2) were possible also. i think there were enough synchronicities around that they were unable to shake the feeling that something was siriusly there, and so i feel it's most likely they kept digging until they found themselves entrenched.

3) is a more interesting theory.. but that would undercut their entire Starseed message surely? it's also a lot of work to put into an unfunny joke

4) they probably did have tax-funded people fucking with them. they attracted enough attention, and it can take only a single dropped or spoofed signal sent between entities in space and time to near convince people of anything

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Apple Talk / Re: Open Bar: Curbside Pickup Only
« on: April 07, 2022, 01:39:01 pm »
i have a rule for myself
about not going online
before i fully wake up
and can check for embarrassing unintentionalities
and today an old friend messaged unexpectedly me 



and i broke that rule - gah i'm such an awk

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Bring and Brag / Re: the book of forbidden geometries
« on: April 06, 2022, 01:08:16 pm »
suck it, squares - the future of pixels is hexagonal: https://spontificus.github.io/


finally got a working demo out of my crayon scribbles!


EDIT - maybe avoid that above link if using an older mobile device - webgl is hungry and when i tested it on my phone, it crashed the browser twice before my phone just turned itself off  :lulz:

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Eris is probably one of the immortals-in-charge

just like eris - #chaogirlboss

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RPG Ghetto / Re: anarchist free form role play
« on: April 05, 2022, 01:54:24 am »
I don't quite understand what you mean ... you think you just had an allergic reaction?
no

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RPG Ghetto / Re: anarchist free form role play
« on: April 03, 2022, 12:51:45 pm »
while i have next to no interest in exploring anarchist belief systems online or otherwise, i was willing to participate initially in what seemed like an elaborate troll only because:


chefs kiss to whomever reconstructed this late 90s era webündesgin
oh nostalgia endorphine bliss

but the background reading was making my brain feel uncomfortable.. twisting it into weird little self-reinforcing loops.. so yeah, that identifies it to me as something i should avoid for the purposes of maintaining my own mental health utopia :oops:

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