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Hey EoC, Rog, just sticking me head round the door. Y'all good?

That's three I gotta do.





Yeah, I'm more or less functional.  Which at my age is really all you can ask for.

Oh come on, I'm (pretty sure) I'm even older than you are, and only just approaching my prime.

Re-reading FreakAngels. Because Warren Ellis told me not to in a dream.

http://www.freakangels.com/?p=23

Hey EoC, Rog, just sticking me head round the door. Y'all good?

Guess who's back .. . . . ?

"Pray diligently every day for the rest of your lif and you will come to know God"                                                                                                            Or was it   . . .  .                                             
"Pray diligently every day for the rest of your life, and you will come to no God"

"Build a man a fire, and you can keep him warm for a night. But SET a man on fire, and you keep him warm for the rest of his life"

"You are already halfway to joining a "Clown School". Now all you need is a red nose, some silly shoes and someone who thinks you are funny"

"Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away. And you have their shoes"

"So it's OUR flat, OUR car, OUR money, but YOUR tits?"

http://www.crossedcomic.com/category/the-webcomic/

Look Nigel, I was out of the blue, deliberately dropped into a fucking horrible situation that had nothing to do with me, where I could see no other options other than to react like  I did. I'm not a Saint. I don't respond well to being fucked with like that. (Although I think that's probably loud and clear by now)
And when I said I don't do grudge, It's the truth. I'm not keeping any shit list, or waiting for a chance to get some sort of revenge. That ain't me at all. I'm not even angry. But all I want to do now, is draw a line under it. This has had some bitchin fallout. I am offering my hand now, with every bit of grace I can. I am genuinely sorry about this, but all I can manage at the moment, by way of apology is a sincere promise that as soon as I feel any remorse or twinge of conscience over calling you nasty names, I'll apologise.

Like I said Phoxy, I saw Lynch mob. And posted I think 2 posts before I thought it might have been meant for Eartha. There was no confusion, it was still a fucking lynch mob. Only it was just using me to attack my friend. Which is like, even worse if anything. I don't lose my shit over fuck all. Shit, I'm easy to get along with. And I am pretty careful not to upset anyone.   
But I couldn't deal with that shit any differently. And if the same thing happened again tomorrow, then that's more than likely how I'd react tomorrow.

I'm not complicated. Or irrational. Or butthurt. I don't hold grudges. I'm not  looking for a fight. It's done. I'm not making any excuses for my behaviour. Or picking the bones over to see how it might have gone differently. I'm certainly not firing random shots in the dark. It's done, dusted. I never started any of it, remember? And I'd just as soon move on. 

You lighten up. I'm fine.

Well well well, what a lively little thread. And to think I only dropped this here because I didn't want to leave blazing mad after that fight. Come back in, and this shit grows 7 pages? And everyone's got an opinion. I love it when we all get together and share like this, don't you? And don't get me wrong I read the thread. Every post. Great to see that good old PD Community spirit again. At least, I think that's what it was.
When I logged in on Tuesday, I think it was, things were a bit different. Look at new posts, like you do. New thread. "Attn BadBeast" thirty odd posts. Best get in there , see what that's about then. Quite a surprise, to tell the truth.

Because I've never griefed up anyone here, attacked them, flamed them, insulted them, fallen out with, argued with, or fought, beyond the usual good natured cut and thrust.
I hadn't ( To my knowledge) upset anyone, or said much of anything really, recently. So I log in, to that thread. And fucking hell! I'm under attack here. And they're using my friend as ammo. Nigel's called it. Roger's straight in on page one. And there were another 29 fucking pages. Well, I've seen it happen before. I know how this shit goes. And I have no idea where it's come from. The whole thing had fuck all to do with me in the first place. And Eartha doesn't post here anymore. So  . . . .I'm fucked.

I can't ignore it. But I never did anything to deserve it. As far as I can tell, it's got no reasoning behind it. It's got fuck all to do with me. But my name is on the thread. And I most certainly am not going to roll over and take this shit. So I fire a few fucks across Nigel first. Next? Roger. Always take the biggest one out as soon as you can isn't it? (Like I say, I've seen this shit before, just not all pointed at me)

I never asked for this, not ever. And if I want to air some beef I got, I do it directly. Not by dragging their friends out of, to my knowledge, nowhere, and all across a public forum. Where she doesn't even post.

But it dawns on me after a minute or two. Right, It's an attack on Eartha. Well she's my friend. And that's something i don't take lightly friendship. See, I don't know anything about any of any of this PM Bollocks. The only thing I know, is that it had fuck all to do with me. And Eartha hadn't put me on any spot here, Nigel had. For no fucking reason that I could fathom. Dok's lining up next, and Cain. So I come out fighting. Is anyone surprised? Some of you seem to think I was a little harsh. Well and good. That's how I react when someone's fucking with me for no good reason. But what's done is done. The only person who tried to help, and calm things down or seemed even the least bit concerned that something wasn't right, also gets his fucking arse chewed off. Well, All I saw was a fucking Lynch mob. With my name as the title. If I got a bit lairy, (I did, didn't I?) and had the balls to stand up to this unwarranted attack, then maybe next time someone want's to fuck with me, they might think again. And all this unpleasantness can be avoided. 
I don't think I'm an unreasonable man, I'm not belligerent particularly, and I don't fuck with anyone unless I have a good fucking reason. Even then, I would never use a set up like that "Attn BadBeast" thread. No, seriously, I wouldn't. But I'm not going to keep on about it. I think I said all I had to say in anger, on Tuesday.


Oh, and I nearly forgot. The OP (Quite ambiguously, I know. Bite me.) wasn't referencing Eartha at all.   
It was another crazy chick I know. One who I haven't seen in here for quite a while. I do hope she hasn't inadvertently been banned. The bit about her fighting like a Tiger doesn't really capture the magnitude of her rages. I've known her over 25 years, and while I love her very dearly indeed, I wouldn't like to try talking her down from the Mountain.

I have nothing constructive to add.

Dok,
Complete cunt.

No shit? That should be your sig line.

Well, it's good to know exactly where I stand.

Thanks, BB.  You've saved me an enormous amount of time & effort, though I have lost a bet.

If only you wrote nasty, snide comments and weird poetry to people in PMs, Dok.  Then you too could be a constructive poster whom BB would approve of.

What the fuck are you on about Cain? When have I ever written nasty snide comments or poetry about anyone? Anyone here I mean. If I've got something to say, when have I ever been anything other than right up front about it? Oh, that's right! I haven't! So go and find some other pot of shit to stir, there's a good lad.

I have nothing constructive to add.

Dok,
Complete cunt.

No shit? That should be your sig line.

Well, it's good to know exactly where I stand.

Thanks, BB.  You've saved me an enormous amount of time & effort, though I have lost a bet.

Oh fuck off Roger, you stand exactly where you like, whenever you like. And that's fine, as long as you don't start jumping all up in my shit. Here's something to be going on with. You're a being a dick. That's something that isn't said nearly enough on this forum, but take it from me, you're being a dick. And I've seen some really A Class dicks in my time, and while you don't rate up there with the finest, you're most certainly being a dick. And not in a funny or constructive way, like you sometimes do. Just in a dickish way.

I was quite happy just not generally responding to you. Not for any particular reason. Just, yanno? for aesthetics.  But I'm not going to sit here and take shit off you or anyone else. I've not done or said anything to provoke any trouble here. Broken no word, told no falsehoods. Acted in any way aggressively, not made any threats, or insults to anyone. Then all of a sudden, I'm the one with a target on my head.
Do you want to know exactly how much that intimidates me? (Here's a clue. Not very much) I don''t give a fuck mate. You can go on and on as usual about how fucking wronged you are. I've seen that so many times, it's comical.

You can paint me as black as you like. Get your snidey little knife out, and dig as deep as you like. It won't make you any righter than fucking wrong. I've done nothing to warrant any attack, directly or indirectly, from anyone. So forgive if I'm just  standing my fucking ground here. Or don't. I don't fucking care. You've got nothing that you can level at me, that I've done. So fuck off, leave me the fuck alone, until you stop being a dick. And when/if that ever happens, I think I could live with you still leaving me the fuck alone. 

He  fucking arrested Batman.

I don't support this.

It's OK, Batman doesn't post here. I love Batman, but he's a bit fucking loopy, in a kind of "Only just holding on" way. They're good now anyway. (Batman and Dredd) Mutual respect goes a long way.

I have nothing constructive to add.

Dok,
Complete cunt.

No shit? That should be your sig line.

Like my new Avatar btw? It's Judge Dredd. Dredd's the best Policeman America never gets. He IS the fucking Law. He's uncorruptable, brave, honourable, Rigid, but knows when to flex a little. Fearless, and a right double hard motherfucker, he is not to be fucked with. He  fucking arrested Batman. For being a tooled up crazy vigilante! Locked him in a cell for fuck's sake. (Bout time someone from Regular Law Enforcement did that IMO)
But Dredd won't shoot you dead if he doesn't have to. He'll always defend the weak from the predator, the vulnerable from the mighty. He applies The Law with absolute impartiality, but still with consideration, compassion, and wisdom. Oh, did I mention?  He was created by an Brit. And first drawn by a Spaniard. And has a long, rich history, background, and character. And despite all these good things, he was played in Hollywood one time. By Sly Fucking Stallone. I will never get over that.