Like A Boss

[Roly Poly Oly-Garch]

***Haven't written anything I felt much of "okay, then" about in...yeah. So just plucked some old dried up from the neglected remains of my blog. Enjoy...or kill me

Like A Boss

Apologies for the title.
NO...fuck that...
no apologies.
I'm so fucking tired of all this fear.
I got a complaint at work the other day,
"That lobby guy sure is cocky."
Told my boss:
"Well, you and I both know it's just that I'm that good."
I'm not going to try to hide it.
Why would I?
I'm not trying to tell people I'm better than them...
just trying to be myself...
hoping that somehow makes them feel it's okay to do the same.
hoping I can remind them they're just that good, too.
It shouldn't be this fucking exhausting to do what comes natural.
But it's a whole lot of swimming against a tide of
"please don't fuck up, please don't fuck up, please don't fuck up"
and unanswered demands from those who want to know
who exactly I think I am
that I can get away with this
not doing everything I can
to do nothing
to not fuck up?--
So instead, what?
Stand still?
Pray the unexpected never happens?
Audition for the role of "anything but the role of too horrible too imagine"?
Imagine that somehow unburdens our mind of the knowledge that
no matter what we do
the rug
can
still
be
yanked out from under us
anytime, anyways?
Call me cocky, but
that's just not for me.
I will act.
I will decide.
I will move in a direction--any direction
and nevermind the distraction
of envious opinions and the power they think they hold over me.
I just can't bring myself to sacrifice my self assurance
for insurance
And yeah, I've been down under the weight of my own mistakes
more than served any good purpose.
And yeah, I learned that's something I want to avoid-but more than that
I learned I can live through it.
if I have to...
don't want to...
but I can...
if I have to.
and by I-I mean we...
just wish I could get the rest of we to understand that...
just wish we didn't try so hard to quarantine
the contagion of confidence.

[DECI4]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

[Cuddlefish]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

We should have left you where we found you.

Srsly, man. Fuck off.

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

[Murmur]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

Dude. Weak. I liked it. 

[DECI4]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

We should have left you where we found you.

Srsly, man. Fuck off.

Don't know why you have to make this personal. Sorry you disagree with my critique of the OP's "work". Or do you? How would I know when you contribute nothing to the topic? Surely you have an opinion on the OP, you wouldn't come into a thread just to derail it by talking about me would you?

[DECI4]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

Dude. Weak. I liked it. 

Thank you I guess, but lets try to keep on topic. This thread isn't about me, much as some try to make it.

[Cuddlefish]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

Dude. Weak. I liked it. 

Thank you I guess, but lets try to keep on topic. This thread isn't about me, much as some try to make it.

You are quite possibly the most brain-dead tard I have ever seen. Which is an incredible feat, considering the internet is full of brain-dead tards.

You call that a critique, you fucking basement case? Get a goddamned education.

Whether or not I like the OP is irrelevant, considering he is at least trying to provide some content,, unlike some whiny piss-ants like yourself.

Get a fucking clue.

[Cuddlefish]

And don't kid yourself, the only reason you post this inane horse shit is exactly because you need to be the center of attention, probably because your whore mother and alcoholic dead-beat father never payed you any. Can't say I blame them.

[DECI4]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

Dude. Weak. I liked it. 

Thank you I guess, but lets try to keep on topic. This thread isn't about me, much as some try to make it.

You are quite possibly the most brain-dead tard I have ever seen. Which is an incredible feat, considering the internet is full of brain-dead tards.

You call that a critique, you fucking basement case? Get a goddamned education.

Whether or not I like the OP is irrelevant, considering he is at least trying to provide some content,, unlike some whiny piss-ants like yourself.

Get a fucking clue.

My critique was simple, direct, and I believe accurate, most importantly honest. Something you seem incapable of being since you continue to derail the thread with petty ad hominem attacks in a childish fit of rage while still refusing to comment on the thread topic.

[Cuddlefish]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

Dude. Weak. I liked it. 

Thank you I guess, but lets try to keep on topic. This thread isn't about me, much as some try to make it.

You are quite possibly the most brain-dead tard I have ever seen. Which is an incredible feat, considering the internet is full of brain-dead tards.

You call that a critique, you fucking basement case? Get a goddamned education.

Whether or not I like the OP is irrelevant, considering he is at least trying to provide some content,, unlike some whiny piss-ants like yourself.

Get a fucking clue.

My critique was simple, direct, and I believe accurate, most importantly honest. Something you seem incapable of being since you continue to derail the thread with petty ad hominem attacks in a childish fit of rage while still refusing to comment on the thread topic.

Aww, how cute! He thinks he's human!

[DECI4]

Should have left that shit where you found it.

Dude. Weak. I liked it. 

Thank you I guess, but lets try to keep on topic. This thread isn't about me, much as some try to make it.

You are quite possibly the most brain-dead tard I have ever seen. Which is an incredible feat, considering the internet is full of brain-dead tards.

You call that a critique, you fucking basement case? Get a goddamned education.

Whether or not I like the OP is irrelevant, considering he is at least trying to provide some content,, unlike some whiny piss-ants like yourself.

Get a fucking clue.

My critique was simple, direct, and I believe accurate, most importantly honest. Something you seem incapable of being since you continue to derail the thread with petty ad hominem attacks in a childish fit of rage while still refusing to comment on the thread topic.

Aww, how cute! He thinks he's human!

You embarrass your self. You act like a clown but nobody laughs. Get a hold of yourself.

[Nephew Twiddleton]

Dimo- it hink we need some pledge in this case.

[Cramulus]

***Haven't written anything I felt much of "okay, then" about in...yeah. So just plucked some old dried up from the neglected remains of my blog. Enjoy...or kill me

Like A Boss

Apologies for the title.
NO...fuck that...
no apologies.
I'm so fucking tired of all this fear.
I got a complaint at work the other day,
"That lobby guy sure is cocky."
Told my boss:
"Well, you and I both know it's just that I'm that good."
I'm not going to try to hide it.
Why would I?
I'm not trying to tell people I'm better than them...
just trying to be myself...
hoping that somehow makes them feel it's okay to do the same.
hoping I can remind them they're just that good, too.
It shouldn't be this fucking exhausting to do what comes natural.
But it's a whole lot of swimming against a tide of
"please don't fuck up, please don't fuck up, please don't fuck up"
and unanswered demands from those who want to know
who exactly I think I am
that I can get away with this
not doing everything I can
to do nothing
to not fuck up?--
So instead, what?
Stand still?
Pray the unexpected never happens?
Audition for the role of "anything but the role of too horrible too imagine"?
Imagine that somehow unburdens our mind of the knowledge that
no matter what we do
the rug
can
still
be
yanked out from under us
anytime, anyways?
Call me cocky, but
that's just not for me.
I will act.
I will decide.
I will move in a direction--any direction
and nevermind the distraction
of envious opinions and the power they think they hold over me.
I just can't bring myself to sacrifice my self assurance
for insurance
And yeah, I've been down under the weight of my own mistakes
more than served any good purpose.
And yeah, I learned that's something I want to avoid-but more than that
I learned I can live through it.
if I have to...
don't want to...
but I can...
if I have to.
and by I-I mean we...
just wish I could get the rest of we to understand that...
just wish we didn't try so hard to quarantine
the contagion of confidence.

I dig how the spring in your stride is something you want to share,

demonstrating how to live your life like it really matters


There's something heroic about it