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It has come to my attention that some people think I am annoying.

Started by The Good Reverend Roger, August 10, 2012, 05:00:40 PM

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The Good Reverend Roger

Quote from: LMNO, PhD (life continues) on August 10, 2012, 07:52:21 PM
So what do you do, then?  Just mistrust yourself until it goes away?

It could be a hell of a lot worse, LMNO.  Some people have to live with shit like this - or worse - permanently.  The neighbor kid has MS; I have it easy.

The first time this happened, when I was actually sick, I was so deranged that I couldn't analyze what I was doing.  The subsequent attacks only fool me until I have a chance to think, or until someone points it out to me.  Then it becomes obvious.  It's also fairly obvious when it ends.

So I spend some time - a week, maybe - having to remind myself that things are not always as they seem, then I feel better overnight.

But I gotta say, it's about as much fun as root canal work.  My chest HURTS.  Everything seems depressing & threatening at the same time, and it's dark out, even though the sun is bashing down like a motherfucker today.

" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

Telarus

That seriously sucks Rog.

I wonder if you are suffering an allergic reaction that aggravates the underlying damage? Does this pop up in correlation with anything environmental for you?

I only suggest this because we've been cutting wheat nearly completely out of out diet here, and my girlfriend's skin blemish occurrences have been cut in half. Seems her skin was chronically inflamed, which weakened her immune system.
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The Good Reverend Roger

Quote from: Telarus on August 10, 2012, 10:37:27 PM
That seriously sucks Rog.

I wonder if you are suffering an allergic reaction that aggravates the underlying damage? Does this pop up in correlation with anything environmental for you?

I only suggest this because we've been cutting wheat nearly completely out of out diet here, and my girlfriend's skin blemish occurrences have been cut in half. Seems her skin was chronically inflamed, which weakened her immune system.

High stress seems to bring it on, and it's been VERY stressful for the last couple of months or so.
" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

Juana

Hope your brain chills out soon, Rog. That shit is awful.
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The Good Reverend Roger

Quote from: Secret Agent GARBO on August 10, 2012, 10:56:12 PM
Hope your brain chills out soon, Rog. That shit is awful.

Thanks.  The whole tight chest & headache thing is particularly bad right now, but if history is any guide, I'll be feeling better in the next 2-7 days.
" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

EK WAFFLR

Jesus, Roger, that sounds horrible.
I really hope it goes away soon.
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The Good Reverend Roger

Quote from: Waffles, The Iron on August 10, 2012, 11:12:13 PM
Jesus, Roger, that sounds horrible.
I really hope it goes away soon.

Just another few days million years.

And everyone gets their godsmacks, Waffles.  Mine's not so bad.
" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

Bebek Sincap Ratatosk

I dont wan to start a 'DRUGZ' thread out of this, but have you considered a little of the 'stuff I will not name'? It might at least help with the headaches and stress... (It did for me)
- I don't see race. I just see cars going around in a circle.

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The Good Reverend Roger

Quote from: Bebek Sincap Ratatosk on August 10, 2012, 11:30:04 PM
I dont wan to start a 'DRUGZ' thread out of this, but have you considered a little of the 'stuff I will not name'? It might at least help with the headaches and stress... (It did for me)

Naw, it would likely make the paranoia worse, and in addition, I get piss tested every month, because I work in a refinery.

" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

The Good Reverend Roger

Because I have to say, the chest & head pain isn't the really bad thing about this.  The bad thing is constantly having to argue with your own paranoia.  The good thing is that, barring the initial incident, I am able to recognize what's going on within a reasonable amount of time, especially if someone jerks me up short when I get started.
" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

Bebek Sincap Ratatosk

Understandable.

Well, count on PD.com to jerk you... in some sense  :lulz:
- I don't see race. I just see cars going around in a circle.

"Back in my day, crazy meant something. Now everyone is crazy" - Charlie Manson

The Good Reverend Roger

Quote from: Bebek Sincap Ratatosk on August 10, 2012, 11:34:02 PM
Understandable.

Well, count on PD.com to jerk you... in some sense  :lulz:

It does.  There's two or three people here that are really good at spotting it, based on the tone of my posts.  If I'm posting weird shit, okay.  If I'm hateful to people that don't warrant it, either A) they're new, or B) I'm loopy. 

The fortunate thing is, this happens a LOT less than the doctors thought it would.
" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

Placid Dingo

Quote from: Dirty Old Uncle Roger on August 10, 2012, 11:35:45 PM
Quote from: Bebek Sincap Ratatosk on August 10, 2012, 11:34:02 PM
Understandable.

Well, count on PD.com to jerk you... in some sense  :lulz:

It does.  There's two or three people here that are really good at spotting it, based on the tone of my posts.  If I'm posting weird shit, okay.  If I'm hateful to people that don't warrant it, either A) they're new, or B) I'm loopy. 

The fortunate thing is, this happens a LOT less than the doctors thought it would.

Well the good news is that new people dont really count as real people anyway.

Agree with the above comments from everyone else. Hope everything chills out soon and you feel better.
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The Good Reverend Roger

Quote from: Placid Dingo on August 10, 2012, 11:49:36 PM

Well the good news is that new people dont really count as real people anyway.

Um, what?   :?

Quote from: Placid Dingo on August 10, 2012, 11:49:36 PM
Agree with the above comments from everyone else. Hope everything chills out soon and you feel better.

Thanks.
" It's just that Depeche Mode were a bunch of optimistic loveburgers."
- TGRR, shaming himself forever, 7/8/2017

"Billy, when I say that ethics is our number one priority and safety is also our number one priority, you should take that to mean exactly what I said. Also quality. That's our number one priority as well. Don't look at me that way, you're in the corporate world now and this is how it works."
- TGRR, raising the bar at work.

Placid Dingo

Just casual noob bashing for comic effect.

I'm running a fever right now so it is possible that the comment made no sense.
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