NAFR Jihad Sermon 13: The Lies....

[Irreverend Hugh, KSC]

Sermon on Eristicism 13: The Lies and the Liars

"This message was not brought to you by any sponsors. It does not care a thing for the sensibilities of your consumer capitalist audience or your advertising hackjobs who pretend to be moguls. It cares nothing for political ideologies and schemas. This message is just the flux of your mind trying to get you to realize that THIS IS IT. This is your life. No one or nothing else but you can make you realize that."
-Common flyer intro for the Chicago Affinity of 23Cluster

"It is the deed itself that galvanizes the consciousness to transcend the shit that,Äôs been imposed upon you in your life."
-Ward Churchill

Are you sick of it all yet? And if you answered 'yes', aren't you sick of bitching and moaning about being sick of it all? Or are you simply just getting off on being better than everyone else because you have become ennauseated by the whole spectacle of the Conspiracy of Normal? If you are just going to bitch and moan, take heart, at least you are speaking. I would be lying if I told you I absolutely hated bitching and moaning. They do have their place. Perhaps someone will be moved to do something upon hearing your words. (But for Gods' sakes if you just want to complain, at least make it interesting.)

Aren't you ready to say enough of this shit? You have had it? Is it because you can see through the mind crippling game that the CoN calls relevant social and economic life? Or is it because you still wish to live in the comfortable world you knew back when you didn't know that the whole thing was a farce, a lie, a conjob, a group of viral social patterns and thoughts that sucks the life right out of you...clogging up your pineal gland, and making you all that much more prone to outbursts of pinkdom and attacks of grey mentalities?

This whole thing is a lie. So suck it up or throw it up, but make it what you will so long as it is what YOU will. If you want leaders or just even lovers, than step up to the plate for yourself. This life you have found yourself living in is your life, no matter what the banks, the mortgage companies, the employers, the pushers of soulsucking religions, the politidiotical authorities, and all of their ilk say. If you do not want the intensity of living your life, then we will smack you into the next century with Eris's Zen billy club. Is that what you want?

Enlightenment is living your life. All of it. The hate and the love. The sickness and the ease. The joys and the sorrows. To shrink back from any of these is the normal way we have been inculcated and the way we inculcate ourselves...So don't feel guilty or stupid for doing so from time to time. Just know that every time you shrink back you invite a loss of SOUL. A part of life that is denied becomes a demon to be dealt with later on when you least or don't want to expect it. It is the movement of the HODGE and the PODGE. Pinealistic mental explosions can only be invited/invoked if you make the necessary realization that there is nothing you can do to stop chaos. Sure you can hold it off for a while, but one day you'll wake up and notice to your horror or amazement (depending on how you take it) that chaos was moving all along. It had only appeared to stop in your delusion infested mind.

The society of people who choose blinders and who choose slavery will tell you to fear this openness to the motion of chaos. They will try to get you to believe in their god and convince you that if you do so than perhaps, chaos can be staved off. Perhaps you will not die. Perhaps you will be always happy. Perhaps you will get to drive the Mercedes just like your preacher. Perhaps you won't have to deal with your sexual urges, your needs, your desires. Perhaps someone like Jesus will come and take all of these troublesome things away and you can spend the rest of eternity plucking on some harp on some boring cloud nine. (If that is really what you want, you can just take drugs for the rest of your life. At least the gratification is instant.) Perhaps you won't have to deal with all the scary parts of life, like when grandma died, or when a freak wave just washed away your nice vacation in Thailand, or when you realize just who the sort of man that is running the US government is. Perhaps you can stave it all off with the forcefeeding of dogma and belief. Perhaps you will see little Billy again in heaven....BUT only if both you and little Billy get whatever particular brand of salvation(tm) that the CoN are pushing. They will tell you to make all sorts of money because money is immortal and the more you have of it the bigger dick/womb you will have and the more of a person you will be and the more you can give to your church/leaders/society...the more of a chance you have to stave or buy off your mortality. (Deep down you know you can't, and this scares the shit out of you.) And while money is a necessary and useful tool for exchanges, why should you slave away for more and more of it? Have you ever noticed that the more you work for money the more someone ELSE gets rich? Yep, conned again. At some point enough is enough, is it not?

They lie and tell you that chaos is evil wrong satanic weird. Maybe even full of discord and strife. Chaos won't get you laid, they say. Chaos will leave you cold and lonely and wasted, they say. Chaos will not make you rich or happy or both, they say. Chaos will interfere with your humanity, they say. Chaos is the earliest enemy of your kind, they will tell you. Chaos is to be feared like those swarthy muslims who speak in guttural semitic languages who you know just want to get a visa into your god-loving country to blow up someone or something. They lie and tell you to elect from a group of predetermined puppets a leader for your society who will cajole you with his/her promises of freedom and morals while he enslaves more people around the world to ensqualidating multi-national corporations (known as Ensqualidation Incorporated)...all as he/she attacks and invades other people who have the slightest deviance from this lie.

Follow our order, they say. Obey our rules, they say. Our order and our rules will get you satisfaction guaranteed and you can expect faster rewards, but only if you follow our rules and our order to the letter. Even the slightest deviation, they tell you, will lead you to a life of ruin. A life that will not be able to keep up with the Joneses, no...not even the Smiths. No, and if you have followed every rule to the letter...if you have followed the foundations, walls, and paths of our order and yet you find you are unhappy or unfulfilled, then you have done something wrong. You have committed the slightest trespass. And that is as good as breaking the whole scheme. The slightest infraction will land you in loserland or hell or whatever-is-worse-than-now, they will tell you. Is it surprising that if you have any sensitivity to this mental and spiritual rape and brutality, that you will crack up and flip out and eventually either go insane or choose craziness and chaos? No wonder.  

If truth was as apparent, as the fundamentalists say, then why is it that these very same religious hucksters always argue about the correct meaning with everyone around them? The same thing with the ideologues, the politicians, the academics, the so-called experts. I don't know but it sounds like they aren't too secure in their "unshakable convictions" now, does it? They try to ram their order and their dogma down your throat because they have the FEAR of chaos so bad that they can't even let you be happy with chaos. No, they say, that is heresy. You can't choose life for yourself when we have Divine/Political/Social Gospel(tm) for you to swallow like a placebo pill to cure you of your will to be free of the lies.

There are more lies, of course. Perhaps you have come across the discovery that the sea of lies is so thick and so deep that you are taking on a hopeless mindset. Whatever you do, remember it is just your mindset. Sure the pack of lies is so vast that it can get unnerving and sickening but so what? Throw up whatever it is you need to throw up and be done with it. You can learn to swim where others drown in this sea of lies. You can learn to keep your mouth shut when it is best for you to do so, and to shout and proclaim your chaotic freedom when it is best. You can see through the game of lying and the mutual enabling of the lies. And you can use the lies against the liars themselves. 'But what about sincerity?,' they will ask you. We have people who have died for our beliefs/causes/ideas. Doesn't that make a good case for the lies being true? This sad train of stupidity is brought up often by the purveyors and slaves of dogma and other thought viruses. Sadly, reality doesn't give a damn who died for what belief. It still doesn't prove that belief any more true. And they will hate you for pointing this out. They will hate you because you have pulled the rug out and their mind gets launched into confusion. Instead of learning to live with this confusing life, they will immediately look for some other excuse to hold their lies tightly like a security blanket that can keep the forces of chaos and your newly found heathen heresies at bay. They would sooner see you die than to be deprived of the pretty noose of their lies.

Are you sure you are sick of it all? Sick of someone telling you what to do, what to think, what to say, how to live, what to believe in, how to behave, how to avoid that chaotic tendency that is life, despite all of humanity's moronic protests otherwise? Do you want to choose to have what it takes to break out of their pale stale shadow of life? It might matter. But only if you choose to make it matter to you. It is YOUR life and YOU must live it. Forget what the crapscreamers say. Throw up their sickening lies. Destroy the thoughts upon which their denials, delusions, and lies stand. Expose their stupidity in whatever that means to you. Do you want to learn how? If you have heard this [or read this], then you already know how? Don't trust me. Trust yourself.

We [as opposed to THEM] know what you want.

-Irreverend Hugh, KSC
Facilitator of the Kitten Arming Department;
Chairperson of the Erisian Liberation Front (not to be confused with the Erisian Liberation Front);
and Co-Episkopos of the DSSS/PMM

[march.3.2005]

[Ben]

Everything is true, and whether or not everything is permitted, I do what I will.  But then, I might be lying.

[Horab Fibslager]

Silentium!

Be silent, hide yourself, keep in
Your feelings and your sacred dream ,Äì
And let them, quiet, rise and set,
Soundlessly ,Äì in your heart,Äôs depth,
Like stars do on the nightly rut:
Admire them, but just be mute.

How could your heart express its view?
Could any other feel like you?
Will he discern your base of life?
The word, pronounced, is a lie;
While stirring springs, you,Äôll cloud flood:
Drink their water, but be mute.

Within yourself, keep life in hold:
Your soul is a whole world
Of thoughts of mystery and charm,
They will be sunk in daily hum,
And scattered by the sun,Äôs rays, rude:
Hark to their song, and just be mute.

[Ben]

I will not be silent!

[Horab Fibslager]

I will not be silent!

i was looking for the man who wrote soemthign to the effect of:
"every thought spoken is a lie"

i could not find it, i do not think, this is not the translation i was looking for i will look again.

Silentium

Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.

Silentium

Be silent, conceal and hide
Your dreams and feeling inside.
In the depths of your soul
They,Äôll come out and shine
Like the bright stars of night.

Admire them and be silent.
Can a heart express itself?
Can others comprehend you?
Or grasp what makes you live?

A spoken thought is a lie.
Don,Äôt stir or cloud the springs.
Feed on them and be silent.
Know how to live in yourself.
In your soul,Äôs world of things

Of secret and magical thoughts
That external noise will shut out,
That daydream,Äôs rays will blind.
So heed their song and be silent.

,ÄîFedor Tyutchev (1803-1873, trans. Victor Peppard)

the bolded is what i'm looking for. i had thought it a middle eastern poet or philosopher had written it, i found the link to it here, i'm quite sure.

[Ben]

Silence, infidel!

[Horab Fibslager]

we aliving in a pinball machine, we are all pinball balls, bouncing of cores bumpers and otehr balls, boouncing and tilting, and being missed by the thumper paddles because hte player is soem n00b kid with no mad pinball skillz. i and you and that woman over there with the odd aht are that kid, and i am here to tell you, there is no hi-score anywhere.