Official February Shit List Thread

[Dysnomia]

HELL YEAH!  Just looked at the engine, and I fuuuuucked it up.  The bumper is bent back (under the plastic) and is almost in HALF!

[Suu]

I had my first anxiety attack in 10 years today.


I'm STILL not right. My brain feels fucked up and I just want to cry now because everyone obviously fucking hates me.

[Dysnomia]

I DON'T HATE YOU I LOVE U COME RUN AWAY TO SEATTLE WITH ME

[Suu]

I DON'T HATE YOU I LOVE U COME RUN AWAY TO SEATTLE WITH ME

I just might.

[Vene]

Two more days, just two more days.  Granted, we'll probably get hit with a comet or something on the 28th.

[Iason Ouabache]

I had my first anxiety attack in 10 years today.


I'm STILL not right. My brain feels fucked up and I just want to cry now because everyone obviously fucking hates me.

It's been about a year since I had my last one.  I wish there was a pill that made them instantly go away.   

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I already have 2 recommendations for non-shitty dentists.

Is Klingensmith one of them?

(Lol, Klingensmith)

[Suu]

I had my first anxiety attack in 10 years today.


I'm STILL not right. My brain feels fucked up and I just want to cry now because everyone obviously fucking hates me.

It's been about a year since I had my last one.  I wish there was a pill that made them instantly go away.   

There isn't a whole lot you can do with social anxiety until you like the feeling of being gone on Zoloft all day. I don't agree with psychiatric drugs, so oh well. I've been on the verge of crying since about noon for no reason other than occasional fleeting thoughts that people don't like me and are ignoring me or snapping at me, even though they aren't and I KNOW they aren't. I wanted to go to the gym today and then decided against it for obvious reasons, other than the fact my heart racing all damn day has made me fucking exhausted. I'm lucky I didn't have a bad asthma attack with it. That's happened before.

I've actually FORGOTTEN I had social anxiety, because I always thought it was a fucking bullshit diagnosis, and then shit like this happens. I should have known though, which everything that's been going on lately that I was on the verge of collapse. Now I'm scared to work tomorrow AND just got called to work a double.

Richter is right though, I'm home now, I'm in a familiar environment and I'm safe. That's all I need.

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I had my first anxiety attack in 10 years today.


I'm STILL not right. My brain feels fucked up and I just want to cry now because everyone obviously fucking hates me.

Anxiety attacks are fucking terrible. I've had my fair share.





I'd recommend submitting to your urge to cry and allowing yourself to work through the grieving process.

"Adagio for Strings" by Samuel Barber may help with this.



Remember to keep the locus of your breathing in your stomach. When I've had bad anxiety attacks, I've noticed my breathing being centered in my upper chest.

I hope you have access to some sort of professional that you can assist you with this type of thing.

[Sir Squid Diddimus]

Pope D- you fucked that car up but good. nice work!!

Suu- i like you. i think you're super cool

[Suu]

I hope you have access to some sort of professional that you can assist you with this type of thing.

Nope. No insurance, and no spare cash for a shrink. I could die tomorrow and Herbert would be fucked with my expenses.

...Oooh, if it wasn't such a bad idea, I'd kill myself out of spite. Bwhahaha.

Pope D- you fucked that car up but good. nice work!!

Suu- i like you. i think you're super cool

Aww, I like you too, Squid!

[The Good Reverend Roger]

I had my first anxiety attack in 10 years today.


I'm STILL not right. My brain feels fucked up and I just want to cry now because everyone obviously fucking hates me.

It's been about a year since I had my last one.  I wish there was a pill that made them instantly go away.   

There isn't a whole lot you can do with social anxiety until you like the feeling of being gone on Zoloft all day. I don't agree with psychiatric drugs, so oh well. I've been on the verge of crying since about noon for no reason other than occasional fleeting thoughts that people don't like me and are ignoring me or snapping at me, even though they aren't and I KNOW they aren't. I wanted to go to the gym today and then decided against it for obvious reasons, other than the fact my heart racing all damn day has made me fucking exhausted. I'm lucky I didn't have a bad asthma attack with it. That's happened before.

I've actually FORGOTTEN I had social anxiety, because I always thought it was a fucking bullshit diagnosis, and then shit like this happens. I should have known though, which everything that's been going on lately that I was on the verge of collapse. Now I'm scared to work tomorrow AND just got called to work a double.

Richter is right though, I'm home now, I'm in a familiar environment and I'm safe. That's all I need.

I like you.  

[Iason Ouabache]

I had my first anxiety attack in 10 years today.


I'm STILL not right. My brain feels fucked up and I just want to cry now because everyone obviously fucking hates me.

It's been about a year since I had my last one.  I wish there was a pill that made them instantly go away.   

There isn't a whole lot you can do with social anxiety until you like the feeling of being gone on Zoloft all day. I don't agree with psychiatric drugs, so oh well. I've been on the verge of crying since about noon for no reason other than occasional fleeting thoughts that people don't like me and are ignoring me or snapping at me, even though they aren't and I KNOW they aren't. I wanted to go to the gym today and then decided against it for obvious reasons, other than the fact my heart racing all damn day has made me fucking exhausted. I'm lucky I didn't have a bad asthma attack with it. That's happened before.

I've actually FORGOTTEN I had social anxiety, because I always thought it was a fucking bullshit diagnosis, and then shit like this happens. I should have known though, which everything that's been going on lately that I was on the verge of collapse. Now I'm scared to work tomorrow AND just got called to work a double.

Richter is right though, I'm home now, I'm in a familiar environment and I'm safe. That's all I need.

I didn't even fully realize that was I susceptiable to anxiety attacks until I was weening myself off of Celexa.  I tried to go cold turkey and ended curled in a ball in my tiny bathroom for most of the night.  Worst experience ever.  I've only had a handful of them over my life (before that and after) and I wouldn't wish them on anyone.  I'd rather break a bone than have another anxiety attack.

[Vene]

Suu- i like you. i think you're super cool

This.

[Rumckle]

Summary of Rumckle's Feb, because he needs to whine to someone:

Father and stepmother breaking up, I don't live there anymore, but still a pain in the ass. (this following my step mother hitting my father over the head with a wine bottle, but that was in January)

The Gov't telling me that I probably won't be getting study allowance this year, but I should apply anyway, despite the fact that last year they told me I won't even need to reapply.

My new computer being 3 weeks late (so far) and they didn't even have the parts I wanted in the first place.

Getting punched in the face a couple of times on Wednesday night.

And to top it off, the best Birthday present ever:
being told that my father has prostate cancer.

sigh, FUCK FEBRUARY

Also suu, despite the fact we haven't met, you seem very likeable