Hateful, Right Now

[Doktor Howl]

I can't even stand the sight of human faces right now.

I'd love to see a human face.  A live human face.  I live in a Goddamn mausoleum.

[Cain]

But yeah, I know exactly what you're talking about.  I haven't been this miserable in years and years, and all I really need is someone to go crazy with or even just sit down and shoot the breeze, so that I can remember that I'm not JUST my job.

I can sympathise.  That and a night of sleep would put me in much better headspace mentally.

If I ever get enough sleep that I can actually think straight, I will look into finding a fun project of some kind.  I think maybe, in relation to the trolling issue, part of the problem is PD has been punching below it's former weight for far too long, and picking on the weak is the cause of many ills.  You don't become a better player by adjusting the difficulty setting down all the time, and going for the low fruit means learning bad habits and laziness.

I'll see what I can do.

[Doktor Howl]

I can sympathise.  That and a night of sleep would put me in much better headspace mentally.

If I ever get enough sleep that I can actually think straight, I will look into finding a fun project of some kind.

I keep telling myself that.  And I keep being here.

[Anna Mae Bollocks]

I don't have ANY real friend here. My whole LIFE is online or away from here.

I might take a day off from Keen. Can't chase money all the time.

[Doktor Howl]

I don't have ANY real friend here. My whole LIFE is online or away from here.

I might take a day off from Keen. Can't chase money all the time.

Your job is portable.  Run while you still have legs.

[Doktor Howl]

I feel like shit.

[Anna Mae Bollocks]

I don't have ANY real friend here. My whole LIFE is online or away from here.

I might take a day off from Keen. Can't chase money all the time.

Your job is portable.  Run while you still have legs.

I know. Just trying to scrape up moving expenses.

[Doktor Howl]

I don't have ANY real friend here. My whole LIFE is online or away from here.

I might take a day off from Keen. Can't chase money all the time.

Your job is portable.  Run while you still have legs.

I know. Just trying to scrape up moving expenses.

I'd say "Run to Tucson!", but it would just eat you, too.

[Anna Mae Bollocks]

I don't have ANY real friend here. My whole LIFE is online or away from here.

I might take a day off from Keen. Can't chase money all the time.

Your job is portable.  Run while you still have legs.

I know. Just trying to scrape up moving expenses.

I'd say "Run to Tucson!", but it would just eat you, too.

Sounds like it's not treating you so well.

OTOH, I could go in a bar and hear something other than karaoke Lee Greenwood songs.

[Doktor Howl]

I don't have ANY real friend here. My whole LIFE is online or away from here.

I might take a day off from Keen. Can't chase money all the time.

Your job is portable.  Run while you still have legs.

I know. Just trying to scrape up moving expenses.

I'd say "Run to Tucson!", but it would just eat you, too.

Sounds like it's not treating you so well.

OTOH, I could go in a bar and hear something other than karaoke Lee Greenwood songs.

Point.  We have Kenny Loggins tribute bands. 

[Anna Mae Bollocks]

I don't have ANY real friend here. My whole LIFE is online or away from here.

I might take a day off from Keen. Can't chase money all the time.

Your job is portable.  Run while you still have legs.

I know. Just trying to scrape up moving expenses.

I'd say "Run to Tucson!", but it would just eat you, too.

Sounds like it's not treating you so well.

OTOH, I could go in a bar and hear something other than karaoke Lee Greenwood songs.

Point.  We have Kenny Loggins tribute bands. 

[Anna Mae Bollocks]

I was doing card practice with somebody on facebook the other day and the guy said "u feel not good or safe where u are, not a good place to live - melancholy, like living in trash"
I only started interacting with this person recently and he's in BERLIN. Either he's really good, or somebody finally read my facebook notes. 

[Left]

I feel like shit.

I'm sorry you feel like shit.

Something that seems to work for that is jumping up and down and flailing wildly, while screaming NO NO NO NO at the top of your lungs until you are tired.

I tried to send you a PM, I don't see it in my sent folder.
*Shrug*
...Gonna go get coffee.

[Anna Mae Bollocks]

I don't think it saves them unless you tell it to.

[Cain]

I don't think it saves them unless you tell it to.

This is correct.