Your Moment of Hate

[Suu]

Everybody back East is assuming that California "will be good for me", and that it will make me a "less angry person."

Jokes on those fuckers. Hate is universal.

[POFP]

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

I hate watching giants among men, like you people, walking themselves into dark thoughts and shit.

You guys should drive a couple nails into your heads. I tell yah, being retarded is fucking awesome. You just can't care.

[Suu]

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

This actually makes a lot of sense, at least to me. Though I wouldn't call myself a genius by any stretch, I've been dealing with low self-esteem for pretty much forever. The depression is new, but doc seemed to think it manifested through stressful events. Fact is, I WISH I couldn't be arsed to care, but I care too goddamn much. I'll never achieve true Slack since I'm forever sitting on pins and needles. Right now, the guest room still has boxes in it. We just got our truck of stuff 2 weeks ago and I'm like, 'THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE 3 SECONDS AFTER IT GOT HERE'. I care too goddamn much to not care, and I wish every fuck I have would just fly away. I'm sick of caring. I want a goddamn nap.

[Junkenstein]

I feel you. The happiest years of my life have been the "don't give a shit about y'all" ones.

Yeah, I am convinced that the best way to be miserable is to try to be something you aren't.

What always amused me was that it's also far more effort than the rewards are ever worth. Said rewards are usually the misery of having to keep it up.

[P3nT4gR4m]

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

I hate watching giants among men, like you people, walking themselves into dark thoughts and shit.

You guys should drive a couple nails into your heads. I tell yah, being retarded is fucking awesome. You just can't care.

Intelligence is a worthless survival skill. That's why it's selected against. Don't meet many supersmart fuckers do you? Being a maniac is miles better. Having the energy and the will to just smash a motherfucker clean out existence and a complete lack of concern for the consequences trumps depression every time in my book. I've extensive experience with both and that's my verdict

[The Good Reverend Roger]

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

I hate watching giants among men, like you people, walking themselves into dark thoughts and shit.

You guys should drive a couple nails into your heads. I tell yah, being retarded is fucking awesome. You just can't care.

I've been a dumbass my whole life.   

[POFP]

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

This actually makes a lot of sense, at least to me. Though I wouldn't call myself a genius by any stretch, I've been dealing with low self-esteem for pretty much forever. The depression is new, but doc seemed to think it manifested through stressful events. Fact is, I WISH I couldn't be arsed to care, but I care too goddamn much. I'll never achieve true Slack since I'm forever sitting on pins and needles. Right now, the guest room still has boxes in it. We just got our truck of stuff 2 weeks ago and I'm like, 'THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE 3 SECONDS AFTER IT GOT HERE'. I care too goddamn much to not care, and I wish every fuck I have would just fly away. I'm sick of caring. I want a goddamn nap.

I think intelligence might also be highly correlated with not finding your calling: your purpose in life.

You see, I'm dumb enough to know I'm meant to serve people in some way. Regardless of what point in my life I was in, I KNEW I would always be reliable in that way. When you know exactly what you're meant for, you lose your ability to feel stressed by situations, you gain infinite patience, and you obtain the skills for what you specialize in quite quickly.

When you think fast enough to question your purpose in life or whether you chose the right thing, you get FUCKED. You start worrying about every little thing because you're desperate to find that thing that drives you. Serving people is the only thing that has kept me away from drugs and BAD BAD things. If it weren't for having someone to devote myself to, I would be dead or I would be wanted dead.

Do you often find yourself lost in a massive chaotic world, not knowing what you should be doing with your life? If so, you might be intelligent.

Or blinded by drugs.

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

I hate watching giants among men, like you people, walking themselves into dark thoughts and shit.

You guys should drive a couple nails into your heads. I tell yah, being retarded is fucking awesome. You just can't care.

Intelligence is a worthless survival skill. That's why it's selected against. Don't meet many supersmart fuckers do you? Being a maniac is miles better. Having the energy and the will to just smash a motherfucker clean out existence and a complete lack of concern for the consequences trumps depression every time in my book. I've extensive experience with both and that's my verdict

In a lot of ways, I agree with you. We could have the world of Mad Max if we didn't think about shit. We could've had FUCKING VALHALLA. But NO, motherfuckers had to start questioning the atmospheric conditions. And the harms of cancer. And the need for water.

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

I hate watching giants among men, like you people, walking themselves into dark thoughts and shit.

You guys should drive a couple nails into your heads. I tell yah, being retarded is fucking awesome. You just can't care.

I've been a dumbass my whole life.   

A dumbass only because you underestimate your own intelligence.

Dumbass 

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

I hate watching giants among men, like you people, walking themselves into dark thoughts and shit.

You guys should drive a couple nails into your heads. I tell yah, being retarded is fucking awesome. You just can't care.

http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/neuroskeptic/2013/01/12/smart-people-say-theyre-less-depressed/#.V4m73JMrJsM

[POFP]

It's too bad high intelligence is so highly correlated with low self-esteem and depression.

I hate watching giants among men, like you people, walking themselves into dark thoughts and shit.

You guys should drive a couple nails into your heads. I tell yah, being retarded is fucking awesome. You just can't care.

http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/neuroskeptic/2013/01/12/smart-people-say-theyre-less-depressed/#.V4m73JMrJsM

Oops 

[The Good Reverend Roger]

It always amazes me when people tell you horrible shit about how you're less than human or the worst friend ever or shit like that, and then fail to understand why you aren't friends anymore.  Call me a dumbass, fine.  Call me an asshole, also fine.  Tell me that I'm not human or make a joke out of a friendship, that's not so fine.  I may holler at you, I may say ignorant shit, but I never told a friend they were less than human. 

Hugh did this shit 11 years ago (among other things, but let's just concentrate on this one thing), and I am not about to forgive him for it. 

[Cuddlefish]

Knowing you outside of PeeDee, this reads like "Why won't people just LET me be an asshole to everyone without calling me on it?" You're gonna get what you give, and when you give everybody rashers of shit all the time, well...

Now, OF COURSE, none of this is to say that I don't like you, because I DO LIKE YOU. But you can't complain that nobody likes you when you go out of the way to make it so. It's a self fulfilling prophecy at this point.

And, OF COURSE, none of this is to say that you SHOULD want to be liked, that's up to you. But you can't complain when you never really tried.

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I think you're pretty awesome, Roger. I always look forward to your rants and Facebook posts.

You remind me to be true to myself, and sometimes that means being an asshole.

[The Wizard Joseph]

Knowing you outside of PeeDee, this reads like "Why won't people just LET me be an asshole to everyone without calling me on it?"

Funny, reads more like a personal thing than this generalized abstraction to me.
Maybe I'm being unduly literate here, but that's just your crude opinion on an off topic at best, a swipe at Roger while he's getting shit off his chest at worst.


Either way... 

[Cuddlefish]

Knowing you outside of PeeDee, this reads like "Why won't people just LET me be an asshole to everyone without calling me on it?"

Funny, reads more like a personal thing than this generalized abstraction to me.
Maybe I'm being unduly literate here, but that's just your crude opinion on an off topic at best, a swipe at Roger while he's getting shit off his chest at worst.


Either way... 

nah, once you get to know him, it's pretty much the same old shit every time.

[Mesozoic Mister Nigel]

Knowing you outside of PeeDee, this reads like "Why won't people just LET me be an asshole to everyone without calling me on it?" You're gonna get what you give, and when you give everybody rashers of shit all the time, well...

Now, OF COURSE, none of this is to say that I don't like you, because I DO LIKE YOU. But you can't complain that nobody likes you when you go out of the way to make it so. It's a self fulfilling prophecy at this point.

And, OF COURSE, none of this is to say that you SHOULD want to be liked, that's up to you. But you can't complain when you never really tried.

Bingo.