In the most sincere, heartfelt way I can manage, TWJ... yes, this is stupid.
You mention several times that Plague Inc is a source of info for you, for God’s sake. You overstate the case on symptoms and post fearmongering videos. You repeat the “biotech engineered virus” conspiracy theory uncritically (they’ve found the likely source of the virus in pangolins, my dude). You do actually need to consider what you’re doing, because you’ve lost touch with the real world.
The biggest possible risk of COVID-19 is that it becomes endemic in the US because of our healthcare and dickhanded response to it. This isn’t end of the world territory by miles. Worse diseases have hit larger numbers of people in less time and humanity moved on. This won’t so much as cause a bump in the road.
I am not diminishing the deaths. They suck. But by god, I count us all lucky our big breakout novel virus pandemic is shitty pneumonia that doesn’t even infect children. It could be so, so, so much worse.